Chapter 78

Oscar had frozen as my mind exploded with this new information. Time, that seemed to have stopped, came back like a tsunami and everything seemed to happen too fast.

"I can't be." He placed a hand to my lips and for the first time realized how annoying it was. He grinned.

"Normally, those born without a wolf don't have a rank… or at least nothing above Omega… but you are a high Alpha." I shook my head and stepped away from his hand.

"I can't be…" He stepped forward and his eyes glowed in the dark.

"See the way my wolf reacts to you?" I nodded. "When you order certain things and surprisingly people do it?" I nodded again. "That's called an Alpha command. You may not know you could, but you were tapping into the power of the alpha inside you." He waved a hand. "Every one of the Watchdogs has been waiting for you to start a pack… we just wondered why you never did." He smirked and nodded. "Well… now I know why." I closed my eyes and stepped back as the feeling of confusion began to grow.

"What the fuck Oscar!" I yelled and he winced taking a step back and cowering slightly. "Why didn't you tell me this earlier? This is like a sick joke that everyone knew about except me!" He looked surprised.

"Because I thought you knew!" He yelled back. "Everyone knows their rough level just by looking at their parents." He sighed as he calmed himself. "My mother was a High Beta rogue. I never knew my father. Even before I came of age my mother told me there was a good chance I'd be a lower Beta at worst." I felt my lips purse together.

"My mother didn't tell me anything…." His face fell. "I don't know anything about my birth pack or who my father was." He nodded and sighed.

"Why didn't your mother tell you anything?" I shrugged.

"My mother was only 16 years old when she was kidnapped and raped then dumped in some back-alley emergency room to give birth to me." He blinked in confusion.

"How'd you know that?" I paced back and forth.

"I found a partly written letter she had written to me I was meant to read when I turned eighteen. It was because of how I came to the world my mother never returned to her pack… she was worried they'd kill me. According to her letter as soon as she saw me for the first time she fell in love and couldn't imagine life without me, so fearing for my safety she never returned to her pack. That was why she was always working long hours six days a week." He nodded.

"And never had time to teach you about werewolves or who you were… are… " I nodded and he sighed. "Your mother must have been of Alpha blood…" He hesitated. "Your father would not have been fully human either… you can't get an Alpha from a human werewolf mix…" I sat on an old stool.

"So my father was a half werewolf?" He shrugged.

"That or a full werewolf with alpha blood." I growled.

"Then why don't I have a wolf?" He shrugged.

"You might not have met her yet…" He licked his lips. "I've been marked by you for years now. I know you've been rejected… I felt that pain clear across the city…" I shot him a glair as he sat at my feet and grabbed my hands. "It could be possible that your wolf is still hiding or trapped because of the rejections. And your first shift is still to come..." I felt a hole open in my head and it felt like I was falling. Literally. I hit the floor with a grunt as broken pieces of stool skidded over the floor and I was sitting in the mud with Oscar leaning over me.

"Fuck this to hell!" He pulled me close.

"Don't freak out." He pleaded.

"Freak out?" I pushed him away and he slipped on the mud and landed on his backside. "Freak out? I think if there's a perfect time to freak out it's now!" I got up and began pacing back and forth again. "You've just told me you know things about me I've never told anyone… until recently. You have just told me I'm not a half werewolf I'm just a fucking alpha! And my wolf is either a heart broken wreck hiding away or is somehow trapped inside my head. And on top of that I have marked you years ago! I thought only men could be Alpha's?" I looked around. "Plus, all that shit with Rodger!" He sighed and stood up.

"Who said only males can be Alpha? True most are but that doesn't matter. As for Rodger things haven't changed all that much. You can still walk away from him like you did me and he'll get on with his life like I did." He wiped the mud from his shorts. "So," He sounded angry. "What are you going to do about things now?" I snarled and he snarled back. I raised a finger in warning and he grinned mischievously. "Are you going to run away and join another pack or are you going to make your own?" I growled and through my arms around.

"I have no fucking clue!" He grabbed my arm and turned me around to look at him.

"Yes you do." He grinned as I pushed him away then came back and reached out again. I swatted at his hand and we began to throw punches. I swung at his head and he dived forward and caught my middle slamming me onto the old bed that shattered under us. I slashed my claws at him and caught his shirt. He pulled back as he knelt between my legs and his shirt was pulled to shreds. His eyes flashed and strangely enough my desire to take him grew.

Oscar dived forward and pulled my shorts away. I felt the fabric rip as they slide from my legs and I kicked him up and rolled him over as I tore at his shorts. He growled and grabbed my wrists. With a flick I turned and slammed him to an old table that squeaked and shifted slightly. He grinned and yanked me up and onto his lap as he tore open my t-shirt and bit at my chest. He spat a piece of under wire out his mouth and I slapped him. With an excited howl he flicked us around so fast that the room blurred. My back hit the table and he slipped forward between my legs into prime position his cock throbbing against my opening.

With a crack we hit the floor again as the table gave out. I gasped as his hips hit mine and he slammed inside hard. Oscar grunted and let a ragged breath leave his lips as he whined slightly. He smirked and tore what was left of my bra away before taking my right tit in his hand and pinching my nipple hard. I let a yelp leave my lips as I bucked my hips up to him. He snarled and thrusted forward. I gasped and ran my nails over his skin feeling him shudder and give a few hard thrusts as he bit at my neck and went straight for that sweet spot on my jaw.

I growled and kicked off the floor twisting us over and pinning his arms to the ground with one hand. He moaned loudly as I took my anger out on him with my thrusts. With a groan he stopped fighting and gave in as things got really warm and wet. I rode him hard as an explosion of pleasure came over me and he twisted his arms in my grip as his back arched and he let out loud moans. Slowly I stroked my free hand over his chest and could feel him shuddering and gasping for breath. My hand went to his neck and he grinned.

"Tightly!" He gasped and stared up at me. I closed my hand on his neck and he seemed to shudder in excitement.

"Like this?" He grinned and gave me a thumbs up.

"A… tighter…" He gasped then rolled his eyes as a look of bliss began to sweep across his face. I shuddered as I felt him climax. I began to loosen my grip and slow my thrusting.

Suddenly he rolled me over and began to thrust hard. I gasped and frowned.

"Didn't you finish already?" He let out a deep chuckle,

"Three times now." He pressed in deep. "But I'm nowhere near done." His words ended with a growl as he locked lips with me.

'How?' he shuddered.

'Mind linking now are we?' His kisses got fiercer as his tongue invaded my mouth. 'It's thanks… to the mark… I won't be able to quit until you let me.' He twisted and caused another wave of pleasure surge through me and I moaned. With another few thrusts we both began to shudder, and I pulled my face away from him moaning loudly as I was spent, and he blew his load. He let a gasp leave his lips as he lay on top of me our sweaty bodies quivering at each other's touch.