I will not leave you again

HAILEY P.O.V

We together make food for the guests who are arriving in evening , everything was going well but when I mention about that night which is nightmare he went silent, I don't know if he has regret for his actions or not but he changed the topic, for which I am grateful about

I got tired after preparing the dishes and then he commanded me to go and rest, I felt good when he commands me it seems like he is taking care for me. He told me to stop taking anxiety and sleeping pills but I told him my reason and he is still adamant about it. Those pills are my companion since past two months; whenever I failed and lost hope I just take them and goes to sleep