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S.E.X

This three-letter word is enough to put fear in my heart and heat in my panties. I've envisioned my first sexual encounter on more than one occasion, and now I'm face to face with the reality of literally getting my cherry popped.....I'm hesitant. And not for the reason you would think. I knew that Elijah loved me; that he wanted me. I just wished he was a virgin...like me. I couldn't stop the floodgate of questions from entering my self-conscious mind. How many women has he slept with? Will I be better than them? Can I make my pussy wetter than theirs? So, when he asked me, 'Are you ready?' not a peep came out of my mouth.

He most have noticed the apprehension on my face because he brought his forehead to mine and closed his eyes, breathing in my scent. I felt a vibration, almost like an invisible hand stroking my brain. It was a light sensation that was comforting but also weird. He was searching for something and moving things around in my head.

"Close your eyes, sweetheart." He whispered.

I did as I was told, and a bright light flashed behind my eyelids, revealing Elijah's face. It wasn't the face I was accustomed to seeing but a younger version of him. He had long hair, his clothes were not from this century, and he was drawing. And to my astonishment, he was drawing me. It was a replica of my face. The only subtle difference was my hair. It was longer in his portrait, almost to my waist instead of mid-back. How could this be?

I opened my eyes, trying to comprehend what he had just shown me.

"How did you show me that? When was this?" Confusion plastered all over my face.

He gave me a half-smile.

"The longer we are around each other, the clearer our connection becomes. Soon, there will be very little that we will keep from one another. This was the first day I saw your face in my mind and drew you. The year was 1920, and I officially turned 18, which is when most wolves find their soulmates. I was getting ready for a party; my father and the other council members were throwing. On the way out the door, I heard a voice. A female voice. She was calling my name but yet there wasn't anyone there. I closed my eyes to dislodge the paranoia, but your face appeared the moment I did. And you were beautiful beyond comprehension. I couldn't get your face out of my mind. I had to draw you so that I wouldn't forget you. When I didn't immediately meet you after that, I just figured you didn't exist. I never imagined that it would take me 100 years to find you. I may have had lovers during that time, but I assure you no woman could ever be what you are to me. What you have always been to me. You're my infinity, Helena. Our love is unlimited, endless, something without bounds and restraints."

Making love to him was no longer a question that had no answer. It was now just a matter of how soon can my ass get out of these clothes?

I pulled him to my chest, crushing my lips to his moving with excessive speed. I needed to feel, have, and give him everything I had inside of me. He met my kiss with as much force as I had. He was sucking and nibbling on my lips, leaving me shaking from head to toe. He pushed me back on the pillows tearing my shirt from my body. Grabbing my breasts, he made a loud groan, cupping them between his rough palms while keeping up the kiss.

Arching my back, I pushed my pelvis into his dick, clearly revealing my intentions. I needed him to be inside of me, and right now, patience was not a fucking virtue. My small hands ran up to his chest, finding their way to his hair as I tangled them between my fingers. Never had I thought a kiss would make me feel so alive.

"Can I mark you, my love?" He tentatively asked.

I let a slight hiss escape my mouth.

"I have no idea what that truly is, but you can do whatever you want to me. I don't care as long as I can feel all of you." I replied in a rush.

He ripped my pants and underwear off swiftly, palming my naked sex. A scream threatened to tear from my throat if he hadn't silenced me with a heated kiss.

"Only mine." He breathed, pushing a finger inside of me. "Goddess, your pussy is so tight and wet for me. Whose pussy is this, my love?" 

I struggled to form a response, but the added pressure of his thumb rubbing my clit caused me to respond within a matter of seconds. "God, it's yours. I'm all yours." I half-screamed. 

"Your fucking right. You are all mine." He spat. He removed his finger, bringing it to his mouth, licking all my juices off it. I peered up with hooded eyes and noticed the look of satisfaction on his face. " I have never tasted something so mouthwatering in all of my existence. Licking your cum off my fingers is not going to be enough. I'm quite thirsty, little mate. Shall I drink directly from the source?" He raises an eyebrow.

Drink up, Alpha.

He smiles, seemingly hearing my thoughts. A light blush appears on my cheeks, and I look down, slightly embarrassed.

"Lovely." He says, placing a finger under my chin that makes me look at him.

Leaning down, he lays several gentle kisses on my abdomen, settling in on my belly button, sucking the flesh there. I groan as he begins kissing down to the top of my pussy where he stops. I hear him make a deep moan darting his tongue out, licking the spot where he stopped. His body went still as my toes curl, my eyes roll to the back of my head, and my body is writhing with arousal. Instantly, my hands curl into his head, adding excitement to the air. I slightly nudge his head, indicating I want him to go further down.

Taking my hint, he slowly licks down to my throbbing clit taking it in his mouth while his teeth gently graze my throbbing heat. He pushes his whole face into my pussy, moving from side to side making his tongue dance in and out of my opening. Pulling his face back just a bit, he spits, then his tongue darts right back into my hole. I scream, no longer able to contain the feeling anymore. I am so close that I start bucking my hips wildly. He stops and smacks my pussy firmly.

"Oh, no. I am not letting you cum so quickly. After what you did again, you'll have to beg me to let your cum flow into my mouth." He harshly grabs me by the waist and pushes me further into his face. All I can hear is the sound of my juices being devoured by a maniac. His hands lift me again, and he keeps bringing me back and forth to his mouth. The movement is precise and torturous.

"Elijah, I am going to cum all over your face," I scream.

He stops.

With one hand still strategically placed under my ass, holding me up, he brings his other hand to my pussy, placing two fingers inside me. " I want you to fuck my fingers, my adorable, precious mate." He teases me.

Without hesitation, I start grinding my hips up and down his fingers, my walls clenching around them.

"You're so fucking tight. So fucking responsive." His mouth descends on my flesh, sending me over the edge. My whole body starts convulsing with the force of my orgasm. And for a brief moment, I'm just a girl about to lose her virginity to someone she loves with every fiber in her body. There's no impending war, different species, rules, or conflict. It's just me. Him. Us.

When my body finally stops shaking, he gently kisses my clit, making a fit of giggles erupt from me. I couldn't help it. That area was sensitive. I felt like I would explode from how giddy I was.

He gives me one of his half-smiles.

"Felt good, my love? This will hurt a little bit, but I promise that once you adjust to me, it will feel like heaven." He growls.

He grabs his cock, stroking it between my wet folds, earning a moan from me.

"Oh my Goddess, I can't get enough of you, sweetheart. I'm not sure I will last very long, my love. I've been dreaming of fucking you for years. Now that I have you within grasp, my control is slipping." He continued pressing his dick against me.

"Being with someone is nothing but a loss of control." I gazed up at him lovingly.

I felt the tip of his cock slowly invade my privacy.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

Oh my God, who the fuck would be knocking at this time.

Elijah lets out a menacing growl.

"Conner, what the fuck do you want. I'm busy, dammit!"

"I know. I can smell it, but this can't wait. An envoy from the council is here. They request your presence. It's Calvrick." His voice was rough with agitation.

Elijah's eyes darted to my face and the door. He was up within seconds, his pants almost on by the time I gazed up.

"This will have to wait, Helena. I promise I will make it up to you." He kisses my forehead heading to the door.

"Elijah." I faintly call.

He slowly turns around.

"Is everything all right?" Concern glowing through my eyes.

"There is nothing that you need to worry about, love."

His eyes were too narrow and his jaw too tight for this to be true.

"Okay. Come back to me soon." I said, deciding not to push the issue. I'm sure whatever it is, he will eventually tell me.

He nods, reaching for the doorknob and leaving the room. I'm still staring at the door five minutes later, with a nervous feeling spreading through me. Now, we're back to being that not-so-normal couple again. I get up and head for the bathroom, deciding to take a quick shower and freshen up. While in the bathroom, my mind wandered toward Elijah and the fact he saw me a century before I was born. Is that normal even for his people? I wonder what it means?

It's not something I can figure out tonight. I grab a towel, leave the bathroom to dry off, and put on one of Elijah's black sweatpants and a white t-shirt. I noticed my backpack and other things I had taken to the cabin resting in the corner by the door. I guess someone might have brought my things up before we arrived.

I grab the backpack and remove the book I had taken from Elijah's desk, making my way to his desk to take a seat. It's huge and quite heavy. It's the most important book I have ever seen, and the cover is exquisite. The leather used to bind this book had to be expensive. I run my fingers across the surface and feel a slight tingle in my fingertips. Pulling back, I take a confusing look at my hands.

What the fuck?

I almost felt like I had touched this book before. Feeling an odd sense of vertigo, I lean back, trying to gather my wits. Maybe, I'm just a little exhausted from the events of today. Shaking the unfamiliar feeling off, I open the book. It smells old. Like the pages haven't been turned in in a while. I notice a small symbol at the bottom right-hand corner. Two wolves. Both white. One with vibrant blue eyes and the other with silver smokey eyes. In the drawing, it seems like there is a mist emanating from the silver eyes wolf.

Beautiful.

Underneath, there is an inscription.

A union blessed by she who brings forth light in all of us. Two halves of a whole that will fit through many lifetimes.

I turn the page revealing a family tree. Hundreds of branches are coming from the tree's center, and I notice Elijah's family name among them. This must be his family's legacy. This goes back almost six generations; the oldest branch dates back to 1520. Memorized by the dates and names, I almost didn't hear the knock at the door.

Pushing myself up, I head to the door opening it, not even bothering to ask who it is. I'm startled when I see Miranda's face. Why is she here? She most noticed the confusing stare that I gave her. She relaxes her shoulders, attempting to soften her features.

"Elijah sent me to make sure that you're okay. Can I come in?" She pushed past me before I could even respond.

This bitch is trying me.

"Sure, why the hell not." I hiss.

She turns around the room before settling in the middle of the vast space.

"Did you know I spent almost every waking day in this room for almost 30 years? I can remember when we commissioned that chandelier to be made for this bedroom." She pointed to the beautiful centerpiece hanging above the bed.

"So, what. I am here now, so it will be removed tomorrow at the first sign of light." I calmly said, even though I was now booming with anger and jealousy.

"Nice of you to think your little ass will be around that long. I've waited for three decades to become Luna of this pack, and do you think I would let him break our arrangement because he found a human bitch like you to discard his semen in." Her lips curl up with a look of horror etched on her sad face. "No, I will not allow it. I am going to get rid of your ass once and for all. I should have done so months ago, but I assumed this was a phase and he would come to his senses. How foolish was I to think that a fucking Alpha would ever think with the appropriate head." She gives a low laugh.

"Get rid of me? You need to get your shit together. Ma'am, it's 2022. You're trying to kill over some dick that doesn't want you. How about you used all that misplaced energy on finding a motherfucker that can deal with you, sis. Crazy ass, bitch." I retorted.

The bitch looks like she is on steroids at this point. Her eyes go from their usual chocolate color to a crimson hue. She has me pinned against the wall in a split second. I can see the big vein pulsing in her neck. And I'm not going to lie; I'm terrified.

"You have every right to be afraid, especially with that foul-smelling garbage disposal you call a vagina. Whore, don't make me laugh. How can Elijah taint his royal blood and mate with a filthy low-level human like yourself? You will die tonight, you fucking Jezebel." She snarls.

She pulls out a silver dagger sliding it down my chest and slicing straight through the t-shirt, leaving a thin trail of blood. I try to wiggle from underneath her, but it's hopeless. I raise my knee to try and hit her in the stomach, but she grips my throat tighter, pressing me into the wall harder. This bitch is way too strong for me.

"It's useless to fight me. Say goodnight, bitch." She grins.

The metal piercing my abdomen felt like ice under my skin when it first broke through, but it felt like molten lava in seconds, and I screamed. She twists the dagger further, and I can hear flesh tearing more. Blood spatters from my mouth, trailing my chin and dripping to the floor. Pain. Lost. A feeling of hopelessness finds me. Then darkness and nothingness engulf me.

A/N

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