Chapter 11

I returned home early that day, the unopened letter clutched in my hand as I made my way up to my room. If I recall, both Aunt Elizabeth and the count were out. Randall is probably out playing around and Crystal is at a tea party.

I couldn't stop the home sickness that attacked me.

I planned on returning home in a week from now originally, and I may be able to delay it only slightly depending on the contents of this letter. I traced a finger on the seal while I absentmindedly took a seat on the sofa.

"But why would he deliver it?" I muttered as I recalled the beautiful man. His red eyes ingrained in my mind. He looked dangerous and yet I was drawn to him like a moth to light.

Maybe he truly wanted to see the shop… or maybe…

My cheeks burned as I sunk into my chair.

I conversed with men often. Professionally and casually. I had to. Men ruled the world. Women simply followed their whims, taking up the roles men cannot. It was discouraging to see, but I was one of the anomalies of my kind.

That didn't mean I had ever had a relationship with one before. It was simply professional and nothing more. I was often told by them that despite my height I was intimidating.

I had given up romance the moment I understood that it clashed with my objectives. Postponing it for when I was done and satisfied.

But I couldn't help feeling this exciting and blood pumping emotion as I recalled him.

I pursed my lips as I glared at the letter and after a long stare off, I lifted the envelope and ruthlessly ripped it in a single drag. I ripped a bit more than I planned and the letter fell to the floor.

I stared at it, making out the letters in anticipation.

Dear Miss Madeline Colter,

The first task will be on the 25 of this month-.

I fell to my knees, hands slamming against the ground so hard the letter floated for a moment before setting down straighter right in my face.

"Noooo!!!!"

"Hello?!" I heard a loud bang from behind me. The sound of someone tumbling, jumping to grab their footing as they rushed in the room. I turned to see Randall, holding a threatening pink heel with wide red-rimmed eyes. He caught sight of me and let out a relieved breath, "what are you crying about now?"

I pointed to the letter while my face crumbled.

"I didn't get disqualified!" I cried.

He didn't even bother continuing. Instead, he limped back to his room and probably went back to bed. A strong scent of liquor following him.