The time when I proposed her , she was offline and so I didn't get the answer . The next morning my cousin left and my answer was gone with him . . .
Almost two months later Tony came to visit us again . As soon as he entered he gave me the phone and told me to check the messages .
I was expecting something good and started to dream my fantasy . . . Jerin replied to my proposal ,
" Rahul , I thought we are just Friends . I don't think you feel that way . We cannot be in relationship . This is not the correct age Rahul . I am sorry Rahul . We should focus on our career and studies now . But we can be just Friends for now ."
After reading the messages I couldn't say anything . My cousin Tony gave me sympathy and told me to move on . But it was easier said than done . Still I tried and was almost successful when I got the news . . .
I went to the tution . The tution tutor was our school's Maths Teacher , Pankaj Sir . He was really friendly and called me ' Golu Molu '.
One day I heard the name of Jerin in the group talk at the tution . I went close to hear it properly and then I heard something really depressing . . .
I heard that my friend Firoz Ahmed is Jerin's boyfriend . I wasn't depressed because Firoz was her boyfriend . Firoz is really a nice and caring guy and he was the perfect match for Jerin . You guys might not believe that I am saying this , but what's true is true .
The main reason I was depressed that Jerin gave me a nice speech about focusing on studies and career but what did she do ! Anyways I don't have the right to comment on that . I had already moved on and don't want to get involved with her anymore . . .
That moment I remembered the day I proposed her in a different way . . .
Rekib , " Dude if you really love her , do something different to get her love . Everyone gives gifts and all those stuffs . Do something daring bro !"
His words hit my head in a different way and I did that stupid thing 🤦 . . .
I went outside her house in Guwahati . It the incident when we were in class 6 . I layed on the road outside her gate . Then I shouted with all my power, " JERIN I LOVE YOU ❤️"
People stared at me as if I was mad . And yes I was a mad guy in love . I was really stupid . Rekib was there with me . He said me to stop but I was a dumbass . I was lucky enough that no vehicle came otherwise I would have got a free tour of hell and settled there . Ofcourse I am not worthy to heaven after all the sins I did in my life .
Even though I shouted I guess she did not hear it as she was in . I got no response . My energy was wasted . The next day in school Rekib tried to tell her about it but I stopped him . And it still remains unknown to her . . .
Anyways my love for her remained one sided . And there's no love story for one sided love . But still I hope this book gets popular but U don't expect it to happen . You guys already know my policy in life .
I know the ending wasn't good enough . Since every story does not doesnot have a happy ending.
Similarly my story with Jerin just remained as
THE HALF LOVE STORY . . .