Chapter 6.5

Today has been rough for me so far. I've been extremely anxious all day and during math, one of my only likeable classes, we had a sub who the sight of made me want to punch someone in the jaw. If I had a blade right now I would've been self harming. But since I don't I'm taking a break in the office. This is more of a vent chapter then anything and since this book is about my mental health journey, I figured I might as well document it. I've been spiraling and getting so angry at people and I'm even planning on trying substances for the first time, just so I don't have to feel like this anymore. I know this makes me kind of a hypocrite but I needed to tell someone, thank you for reading this if you didn't skip it and see you in the next chapter. Also please please PLEASE collect and comment on this book, please.