starting over (part2)
callus had found him
"what do you want?" Xavier replied
"I just wanted to apologize- I shouldn't have said all that to get you to like me-" he replied
"but how do you know my name?" Xavier replied
"Oh yeah I forgot to tell you- I can read your mind-" he replied
"but how is that possible?-" Xavier replied
"because I'm a vampire-" he replied
though I don't drink blood
"but- I'm one too and I can't read yours-" Xavier replied
"it usually works that way- and trust me you don't want to be in it-" Callus replied
"what could be so bad?" Xavier replied
"Well- because what I think of is indecent-" he replied
"indecent? are you saying that because I don't feel the same?" Xavier replied
"zavi-Xavier- I know that you do- deep down but you'll won't admit it-" he replied
"I- you're talking nonsense- you know that I can't love you-" Xavier replied
"what makes you think that zavi?" he replied
"why do you keep calling me that? and I don't even know your name-" Xavier replied
"it's Callus but you can call me Cal for short-
and the reason I call you that- you'll learn in time-" he replied
"Callus? that's an interesting name-" Xavier replied
"it means good and sometimes you get them on your feet and if you did I be with you every step-" he replied
"how did you come up with that one?" Xavier replied
"so you like it? hmmm maybe if I tell you more will you fall for me?" he replied
"You're one liners aren't going to work-" Xavier replied
you said that when I teased you
"ha you're just in denial zavi- you'll love me before you know it-" he replied
"don't count on it- why would I fall for a handsome man with a gorgeous face?" Xavier replied
"ha you're really cute zavi- I wish I could kiss you-" he replied
"hell no like I told you before I love Lorain-" Xavier replied
"zavi how do I tell you this?" he replied
"what?" Xavier replied
"she already moved on and she has someone that she loves-" he replied
Xavier's eyes widen
"what?! you have to be lieing! who?!" Xavier shouted
"Well she was the one who told me and I was surprised- but I'm glad she's happy-" he replied
"can you at least tell who?" Xavier replied
"Well I don't really know but she did say it was a woman-" he replied
"you - a woman?!- is that really true?" Xavier replied
"Yeah I could tell that she wasn't lieing-" he replied
"you know when you said that we were soulmates I almost believed you-" Xavier replied
"I know you did- and Is it that hard to believe zavi? we were lovers- I wish you could remember-" he replied
"I want to believe you but it's hard because I only remember loving Lorain-" Xavier replied
"Well you can start over with me and we can start off as friends- (with benefits)" he replied
"friends? why do feel like you are hiding something?" Xavier replied
you don't how much I'm hiding from you
but it's to keep you safe I promise
"that I can't tell you but you know that I do want more-" he replied
"more?" Xavier replied
"in the future I mean-" he replied
as much as would like to do those things-
this isn't the best place
"I sort of wish I could read your mind-" Xavier replied
"you were able to once- but that was in the past-" he replied
"could you tell me more about our past?" Xavier replied
"I don't exactly remember everything- but I know we had a past together and Lorain first introduced you to me as her cousin-
and the two us became close friends and then we started to be more- but that couldn't last forever- you were so ashamed with yourself because you had made a promise to Lorain but you ended up falling for me - and that was our first life-" he replied
"I- really loved you both didn't I?" Xavier replied
"Yeah and I know that Lorain did love you but it's not the same anymore-" he replied
"I know but it's hard to believe how could she move on so fast?" Xavier replied
"because she knew that I was meant for you and she had found the one for her-" he replied
"how did she know?-" Xavier replied
"Well she can see into other people's hearts- and she saw me in it-" he replied
"but I don't remember you on our wedding day-" Xavier replied
"Oh we met that day you just forgot about it-" he replied
oh God that was amazing- I wish you could do that to me again
"we did? then how come I don't remember?" Xavier replied
"because you're blocking it out- you'll remember-" he replied
what you did
suddenly Xavier started to remember
as images flashed in his head
Xavier's eyes widen
"I- f*ck I'm so sorry I really thought you were dead-" Xavier replied
"Oh I did die but you brought me back-" he replied
"I-I changed you?!" Xavier shouted
"Yeah I definitely remember it- man you really have a good tongue-" he replied
Xavier's eyes widen again
"tongue?! I-I- just was really thristy-" Xavier replied
"Well I'm really thristy for that tongue of yours-" he replied
"you- really are shameless-" Xavier replied
"aw there's my zavi back-" he replied
"where you always like this?" Xavier replied
"Yep- I've always been shameless- and you were too sometimes-" he replied
"I would never do something like that-" Xavier replied
"Yes you would- come on zavi you loved me so much- did you forget our wedding too?" he replied
Xavier's eyes widen
"Wedding?! what wedding?! I only had two and they both were with Lorain-" he replied
"Well we had one- and that's how you became my wife-" he replied
"I- wife?! why would I be the bottom?!" Xavier shouted
"Pfft Xavier- you have been both-" he replied
"both?!" Xavier shouted
"sometimes you top and others I would-
we would go back and forth- it was fun-" he replied
"I-I don't know how to feel about this-" Xavier replied
"don't worry I never forced you-" he replied
"no I trust you- I believe you wouldn't do anything like that- and it's just alot to take in-" Xavier replied
"I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable zavi-" he replied
"you oddly make me feel comfortable-" Xavier replied
"I'm glad-because I know there were certain things you were uncomfortable with-" he replied
"you really aren't lieing are you?" Xavier replied
"no zavi and I know that you like sweet things tangy sour and bitter- like a cherry pie-" he replied
"cherry pie?" Xavier replied
"maybe try a taste and see if you like it" he replied
"wait- Cal- was that a food innuendo?" Xavier replied
"Well I am your only food after all -" he replied
"what do you mean by that?" Xavier replied
"zavi let me ask you this have had any thrist for blood?" he replied
"not really- but I want to bite you-" Xavier replied
"bite me?- well if you want you can but don't bite down too hard-" he replied
"I'll try but you smell so good like chrysanthemums-" Xavier replied
"that was the flowers that you gave me- on the day we met-" he replied
Xavier's eyes widen
"I did?!" Xavier shouted
"mhm now come on zavi take a bite-" he replied
"you really are shameless-" Xavier replied