Fate is not what it seems (BL)

Xavier grew up with Lorain the one he loved

and he thought that they would be together

even after death but fate changed

he had no idea of what he had done

if he had stopped himself maybe Lorain would still love him but he couldn't because that person was his soulmate but he didn't know it

he still went after Lorain but she died that same year and it took years for him to find her again and when he did she was already taken by another man! - but that man was truly after him- he isn't sure how to respond to it at first he rejects it but greatly regrets it

and he's able to make it up and get to know him better- and maybe someday he will be able to return his love just give him time

and Lorain supports them -

this is a long process so do not expect smut right away that will be later- I don't want to focus on that right now- but it will be there just be patient-

ha- I was lying it's mostly smut-

and it's not entirely happy

if you came here expecting fluff-

you came to the wrong place

also, I expect a lot of tears-

because I cried well writing some of it

not lying- so be prepared