we are no longer friends we're practically lovers
Callus looked down at Xavier
he was proud of him- Xavier was able to show his true feelings despite how hard it was
Callus wanted to kiss him but he wasn't sure he was ready for it yet- he has never kissed anyone- he's only ever felt these things for him
the only other person he got along with was Lorain- and he didn't feel that way for her
especially since the one he loves loved her
he was afraid to lose him again
the blind obsession he had for her
he hated it because he pushed away his true feelings- and wasn't willing to open up
he was scared that he would never get through to him- but he did - but how long would it last?- what if he was hated again?
that wouldn't happen, right?
Xavier loves him and he loves him
he doesn't love Lorain anymore
Callus leaned down and kissed Xavier's cheek
Xavier turned bright red
"We are no longer friends we're practically lovers" Callus replied
"lovers?- isn't it too soon?-I-" Xavier replied
"No- I can tell how much you care for me and I know it's hard for you but you already used the l word so there's no backing out now" he replied
"I- didn't-" Xavier replied
"You know you can't lie to me- I can read your mind remember?" he replied
"f*ck that's not fair-" Xavier replied
"I know but it's hard not to" he replied
"You just like reading my mind don't you?" Xavier replied
"Yeah-it makes it easier to tease you-" he replied
"then tease me more" Xavier replied
"You're getting bolder- by the day but I like it" he replied
"kiss me-" Xavier replied
"zavi- are you sure?- I- have never kissed anyone-" he replied
"oh- well, then why not try?" Xavier replied
Xavier leaned his head up and kissed him
and when their lips touched
he felt his heartbeat and he heard Xavier's too
Xavier pushed his tongue in Moving back and forth his eyes rolled back in pleasure
only Xavier made him feel this way-
and it's always his tongue- he enjoyed it
when he moved back his tongue he wiggled it
bringing him more pleasure and when he released he couldn't help but moan
"Ah- f*ck zavi you are getting bolder"
he replied
"we're lovers now-"Xavier replied
"Yes we are-" he replied
Callus leaned down and kissed his lips
then slowly backed up and Xavier took his lips back their lips couldn't separate and they continued to make out and then their tongues
wrapped around each other and moved back and forth never letting go
when they finally released they both moaned in ecstasy
"damn - zavi- that was amazing-" he replied
"I could never get enough of you- you taste so good- Cal-"Xavier replied
"Who Is the shameless one now?" He replied
"You are- with your moaning-" Xavier replied
"While I can't help it when you're so good- zavi" he replied
"I can't help it either I like the way you taste-" Xavier replied
"What do I taste like?" he asked
"Cherry pie-"Xavier replied
"Cherry pie?" he replied
"I like the tartness-bitter and sweet-sugary" Xavier replied
"I'm glad I suit your tastes-" he replied
"What do I taste like to you?" Xavier asked
"strawberries-" he replied
mint actually- at least I can get away with lying- he can't read my mind -
"And what do I smell like?" Xavier asked
"roses" he replied
lilac /lavender
I don't know why I'm lying- but at least it's not anything big-
"so I smell like roses and taste like strawberries?" Xavier asked
"Yes-" he replied
No-
"I'm glad I suit your tastes too" Xavier replied
I- don't like roses or strawberries-
why am I lying?-
"Yeah- what do you like about me zavi?" He asked
"I like how honest you are and your shamelessness-and how caring you are" Xavier replied
I- lied though- I hate roses and strawberries
"I like that about you too- and you're fun to tease-" he replied
"I want you to tease me more-" Xavier replied
"zavi- you like me teasing you don't you?" he replied
"Yes-" Xavier replied
I know he wanted to say no but he can't get away with lying- I'm not being fair -
he's going to think I like strawberries and roses - forever- I will just have to hide the evidence well- put it in the dump burn it flush it down the toilet- that's how much I hate those things- I don't why though- maybe because of a past relationship?- but I don't remember it-
but then again I don't remember anything before Xavier- so it's possible and I'm guessing I didn't like them- whoever they were
I love Xavier- but I don't want those kinds of things from him- I rather spoil him-
but I don't know what he likes besides me-
I don't even know what I like-
but I hate roses and strawberries-
with a burning passion- maybe I don't like girly things?-
though I'm curious what Xavier would look like in a dress-
why- am I thinking of that?!-
what the heck is wrong with me?!
he would kill me if I tried-
but would he wear it on his own?
probably not- only in my fantasies-
why do I like that?!
I'm a pervert-
I wonder how he fantasizes about me-
probably naked- at least I see him in a dress-
we are both perverts-
"um- Callus what are you thinking?- I can't read your mind remember" Xavier replied
"how cute you would look in a dress" he replied
Xavier punched him in the stomach
"I would skin you alive before you tried" Xavier replied
"I know but would you? just once?" he replied
"fine- if that's what you want- but only once" Xavier replied
"good and I'll let you choose- since probably shouldn't trust a pervert like me" he replied
"that's exactly why- I wouldn't let you choose-" Xavier replied
"I know- but I least have the decent any to imagine you in clothes-" he replied
"Hey!- it's not my fault your body is temping- and it's not clothes it's a dress-" Xavier replied
"still not nothing- you're wearing a dress- and I'm naked-" he replied
"I can't help it- okay?- and you imagining me in a dress is worse-" Xavier replied
"how is that worse you aren't naked" he replied
"What's wrong with me seeing you naked?" Xavier replied
"I-it's embarrassing- I don't feel comfortable-" he replied
"it's just me seeing your body no one else" Xavier replied
"I know but I don't like seeing it- imagine if you could see what I think of you" he replied
"I already did and I'm horrified" Xavier replied
"That's how I feel too" he replied
"then stop reading my mind" Xavier replied
"that's easier said than done I can't control it and I see whatever you show me" he replied
"I don't like this-why can't I read your mind too?" Xavier asked
"I just told you what I was thinking and you already imagined it- do you want that again?" he replied
"Yeah no- but I'm still curious about what goes on in that head of yours-" Xavier replied
"You don't want to trust me-" he replied
"isn't mine worse?-" Xavier asked
"Yes- it is- but I still don't think you could handle it-" he replied
"What are you hiding?" Xavier asked
"Nothing I'm not hiding anything" he replied
"I don't believe you" Xavier replied
"What could I be hiding from you? I have always told you everything" he replied
"then have you started to remember anything?" Xavier asked
"I have- haven't- like I said I only remember you-" he replied
"You're lying- you remember something you just won't tell me-"Xavier
"then promise me you won't get mad when I tell you-" he replied
"I won't- I promise" Xavier replied
"I think I was with someone before but I didn't like them and they always sent me roses and strawberries- the truth is I hate them- and I'm sorry I said you were like that- you taste like mint and smell like lavender- " he replied
"Why did you lie?" Xavier asked
"I don't know- why I did- maybe because of a bad relationship I had?- wait- I'm remembering-" he replied shaking
"It's painful, isn't it?- what happened?" Xavier asked
"I think I had a girlfriend- she always sent me roses and strawberries but things between me and her got bad- we got into a fight- and that's how I became paralyzed- she was the one who put me in that state and she still sent roses and strawberries which made everything worse because it reminded me of everything and when I think of roses and strawberries I'm reminded of her- that's why I hate them so much- but I think I choose strawberries and roses is because of her- and I realize- how much of a cruel person she was" he replied in tears
Xavier wrapped his arms around Callus
"Hey- It's ok- I'm here cal-" Xavier replied
"I know- I'm sorry-" he replied
"don't be Cal- I love you" Xavier replied
"You said it again- please tell me you mean it-" He replied
"I do- I love you cal- I don't who that woman was who did that to you but If I found out who I would - make them pay- I can't believe that woman loved you if she did that to you because I wouldn't- I never hurt you-" Xavier replied
"I know zavi- I love you too" he replied
within that moment Xavier's eyes closed and he fainted Callus caught him in his arms