Starting over- Xavier wanted another taste [M]

after Xavier gave callus another amazing hand job he licked the cum off his fingers

once again

"You know Cal your cum tastes amazing- can I have another taste?" he asked leaning in

"Yes Zavi go ahead-" Callus replied

with his permission, he put his mouth over the head of his cock and began to suck and lick

callus rolled his eyes back in pleasure

Zavi was amazing with his tongue

only Xavier made him feel this way

and it was always his tongue

when he moved back his tongue he wiggled it bringing him more pleasure

when he released he couldn't help but moan

"Ah F*ck Zavi you really are getting bolder" he replied

"well, your cum was amazing-especially with that cock of yours- I could just devour it forever- and I want to have every inch of you-" Xavier replied

"wow, Zavi- I really like this side of you- can you get like this more often?" he asks seductively.

Xavier laughs and says "I'll try my best, But you're the only one who gets to decide, I want to know all the details about your life, your past, your fantasies and what you want from me

I want to be your everything. I want to be the air you breathe, the sunshine, the rain, the birds singing in the morning... I want to be your dreams and your nightmares, your reality and your fantasy- I want to be your story and your book, your life and your death. I want to be you, I want to be a part of you, and I want you to be a part of me. Let's make each other crazy, baby. Let's make each other happy, let's make each other proud Let's make each other real, because in the end, that's all that matters. That's the only thing that'll keep us together. And that's the only thing I need to hear you say. let's do this, let's do it Now-"

"Ah-Zavi- all those words are pleasing to hear--and turns me on- but it's still too soon-" he replied

"Why? I want you, now. I want you to want me, now. I want you to need me, now-" Xavier replied

"I- do- it's just- we've never done it in school-

and I don't think we should- and what if we get caught?" He replied

"we've already done so much Cal-what's this?

I don't see the harm in it-" Xavier replied

"please- Zavi- not now- we've done enough for today-" he replied

"why are you so scared? I'm not going to hurt you, I would never do that. I will treat you with the utmost respect-" Xavier replied

"Zavi-" he replies, getting flustered "I just don't think we should...now."

"Fine. When?" Xavier replied

"How about tonight?" he asks, making his voice sound a little more hopeful than he really feels

"Tonight?" Xavier says, making it sound as if he doesn't really want to do it tonight. "Isn't there a better time? Like, don't we have exams or something?"

"Yeah, we do. But...you said you'd try to be my everything- I want to make sure that you mean it. I want to make sure that we can be together, no matter what. I want to make tonight...the first night of our forever." he replied

"I'll try...but I'm still not sure about tonight-"

Xavier replied

"why?" he asks

Xavier sighs annoyed.

"Look, I'll try my best to make tonight the first night of our forever, but I can't make any promises. And even if I did promise, there's no way we could ever make it. This is the only time we could ever do this, tonight. And I'm just not sure if it's the right time for me."

"When will be the right time?" He asked

"I don't know. When I'm sure. Trust me, though. As soon as I'm sure, I'll tell you. Okay?"

"Okay," you reply.

"Good. Now, let's go back to class."

he grabs Callus's hand and takes him to class

callus sits next to him with a sigh

why didn't he want to do it tonight?

last time when I suggested it he agreed

so what happened? and I can't read his mind-

anymore- I mean I could almost- since I knew everything- up until now-

but...now-

I can't read his mind-

and I don't know why-

what if I asked the wrong thing?

what if he said no?

And I really don't want him to hate me again but do I really deserve forgiveness after what I've done? Do I deserve someone like him?

And we could be together-

but I don't know how long that would last-

And we have to be together for the rest of our lives-

forever-

but what if I lose him again?

I've lost him so many times- and it seems as there is no happy ending for us- there has been almosts- but they still ended tragically-

I don't want to lose him again-

I don't know what to do-

I feel as if I'm in a maze-

and I don't know how to get out-

I don't know how to make him like me again-

I don't know how to make him love me-

I don't know how to make him happy-

I don't know how to make him...

I don't know how to make him love me-

I can't lose him again-

I can't lose him-

I can't-

he sighs, leaning his head on his shoulder

"Are you okay?" He asks, breaking your thoughts

"Yeah, I'm fine." Callus replied

"You seemed really far away." he replied

"Oh, I just have a lot on my mind lately."

"Like what?" He replied

"It's nothing-"

"Doesn't seem like nothing-"

You don't deserve him

You monster

All you've ever done is use him

How can you love him?

How can he still love you?

You told him the truth

And he ended up forgetting everything almost-

He did start to remember towards the end-

"So you regret using me huh?"

Xavier's words echoed in his head

I'm such a monster

"I'm so sorry."

"Don't be. It's not your fault."

"Yes it is- all I've ever done is hurt you over and over again- I really don't deserve you-"

"You don't. But you still have me."

callus feel tears start to well up in his eyes

"I'm so lonely...I can't lose you too..."

"You won't. Trust me, I'll make sure of it. I'll make you forget everything you regret, even the past few months."

"I don't know if I deserve you."

"You do."

"I'm sorry...I'm so sorry-"

He grabs his hand

"Hey look at me Cal- you know that I love you right?" Xavier replied

"Yeah-" he replied

"Do you?- because it seems like you are doubting me- and I don't want that- Cal- look at me." Xavier replied

he turned his head, wiping the tears from his eyes

"I love you too." he replied

"I know now, let's go try to make this the first night of our forever Okay?" Xavier replied

"Okay-" he replied

they both walked out of the school, hand in hand, towards the park.

And just like that, things have changed.

the two of them are together Forever.

or so it seems but fate is not what it seems