Starting Over- telling Xavier about Calix- we're no longer friends we're practically lovers
Callus smiled at Xavier
"Yes, we had a child after the third time we got married and I named him Calix
and I meant him in a dream, and he told me about his life, and he has a wife
his name is Macciato- and their relationship is a lot like ours-
Calix is really shameless like us they both are and Macciato has said some words that were exactly the same as us and Calix has seen our past together and it was painful for him to see that and hearing the words from Macciato must hurt
and we had raised him for 15 years he lost us both because we were hunted-
you were the one who sacrificed your life for him, and he was inspired by you
he wanted to be the good part of you, and I told him he could be-"
Xavier smiled at him
"Well, that's good but what was it he saw? I know you said it was our past but was it the real past or what you saw?" Xavier replied
"It was what I saw and I'm not sure how he would react if he knew the real past-" he replied
"That you were an wolf in sheep's clothing-" Xavier replied
"Yes, and there isn't a need to act anymore and I'm glad that you were able to give me another chance-" he replied
"I gave you another chance because I love you Cal-" Xavier replied
Callus's eyes widened
"You mean it?" he replied
"Of course, I do if I didn't, I would have given up on you and I wouldn't have let you kiss me, and I wouldn't have told how I felt if I didn't feel anything I care a lot about you I hate seeing you in pain and I will always love you no matter what you know that right?" Xavier replied
"I still don't understand it I'm a monster Zavi-" he replied
"You're not anymore you've changed" Xavier replied
"How have I changed?" he replied
"You came back for me, didn't you?" Xavier replied
"Yes, but I ended up hurting you-" he replied
"You still hurt me this time, but you've shown me how much you love me by telling me everything and I never want you to lie to me again-" Xavier replied
"Even though the truth is painful? even though I'm not who you thought I was?" he replied
"Callus do you love me?" Xavier replied
"Yes-" he replied
"Then that's what matters all I care about is that you love me not who you were in the past things are different now and you're never going to hurt me again-" Xavier replied
"I promise Zavi, I'll always love you and never hurt you because that's how precious you are to me-" He replied
"I'm glad and it's the same for me you are so important to me, and I hate to lose you again" Xavier replied
"Again?" he replied
"It feels as if I have lost you before-" Xavier replied
"You have but it won't happen again Zavi I promise I'm not going anywhere" he replied
"Good you know how much it hurt me if you left me again" Xavier replied
"I know so are we still friends?" he replied
"ha- we're no longer friends we're practically lovers-" Xavier replied
"We're lovers?" he replied
"Yes, how can you think we're still friends? friends don't kiss each other-" Xavier replied
"They don't?" he replied
"Are you acting dumb on purpose, or do you actually think friends kiss?" Xavier replied
"I legitly thought that they did-" he replied
"Why did you think that?" Xavier replied
"well-because that's what we started out with as well as touching each other- I know it's called friends with benefits, and I guess I thought that meant that friends just kiss, and benefits was the extra stuff-" he replied
"Pfft-well we're definitely past that now-"Xavier replied
"I know-I love you Zavi-" he replied
"I love you too Cal-"Xavier replied
"Kiss me Zavi-" he replied
Xavier leaned in and kissed him passionately tighten his grip on him and moving his tongue around well pushing his body against his callus was turned on again
he rolled his back in pleasure when Xavier's tongue went deeper down his throat
and he pulled it back wiggling it around again and when he finally released callus
let out a moan
"F*ck Zavi that was amazing-" he replied
"I'm glad you enjoyed it Cal even though you tortured me before-" Xavier replied
"But you enjoyed it didn't you?" he replied
"Yes, but you keep teasing me like this-" Xavier replied
"You are too Zavi but this all we can do for now-" he replied
"But don't you want to do more?" Xavier replied
"Yes, but it's best if we take things slow and you enjoy this too, don't you?" he replied
"Is this the closet you'll let me get to f*cking you? I thought you wanted that?" Xavier replied
"I changed my mind again, but you can in the future I promise-" he replied
"I guess I'm willing to wait but won't you die without sex? -" Xavier replied
"As long as you keep kissing me like you did then I should be fine, I can live off sexual actions too remember?" he replied
"Alright but I don't want to wait forever-" Xavier replied
"Actually, I'm changing my mind again I don't want you to f*ck me-" he replied
"You don't? why not?" Xavier replied
"Because I don't deserve it and if you try to, I'll pretend to be paralyzed again" he replied
"you're joking Cal- you wouldn't do that again" Xavier replied
"I would you know That I just used you to get rid of my wife I never actually loved you and I faked being paralyzed so you wouldn't f*ck me again-so why wouldn't I?" he replied
Xavier felt his heart shatter and he fell to the floor and callus caught him
and he fainted
"F*ck Xavier! I didn't mean it like that!-I still love you!" he shouted