Starting over- Xavier doesn't remember
when Xavier opened his eyes looking up, he saw man with a concerned look staring down at him
"Zavi? are alright?" he asked
Xavier looked up at the man
"who's Zavi? and who are you?" Xavier replied
Callus looked at him in shock
"Zavi- it's me Callus your lover" he replied
"Stop calling me that - my name is Xavier, and you aren't my lover- Lorain is where is she?" Xavier replied
"You really forgot huh? - Lorain gave me to you - she wanted you to move on from her and love someone else and that someone is me-" he replied
"You're lying Lorain still loves me-" Xavier replied
Callus couldn't help but shake his head-
"You know I could bring her here" he replied
"You could?" Xavier asked
"We are friends after all-" He replied
"You're friends with her?" Xavier asked
"Yeah- I know your memory is damaged-but you can't even remember that-" he replied
"I don't know you" Xavier replied
"Yes, you do- please Xavier try to remember-"
he replied
"I've never met a handsome guy like you in my entire life" Xavier replied
"You called me handsome-" he replied
"It doesn't mean I like you I'm not gay" Xavier replied
"So, we're back at this stage-" he replied
you can't lie I can still read your mind but-
I'm barely there - it's like I'm being erased
Callus put him down
Xavier got up slowly holding onto Callus's shoulder
callus still had his hand around his waist
"Hey let go- you pervert-" Xavier replied
callus let go and Xavier stood up on his own
"You are the true pervert you always imagined me naked" he replied
"I- what- I wouldn't like I said before I'm not gay" Xavier replied
"Ok keep telling yourself that-" he replied
"What makes you think that anyway?" Xavier asked
"We kissed twice- and you rocked your body against mine and I did the same and you were turned on by it-" he replied
"What- you're lying I would never do that- I'm not gay" Xavier replied
"Would you stop saying that? it's no use lying I can just read your mind" he replied
"You're lying you can't read my mind" Xavier replied
"Oh really? ok then about we test it out?" he replied
"How would we do that?" Xavier replied
"It's easy just think of something and I'll guess what it is" he replied
"Alright, then what should we start with?" Xavier replied
"How about you pick a color any color and you can't choose rainbow that's cheating-" he replied
"I wasn't going to" Xavier replied
"Ok then and I'll pick a color too, but I know you'll never guess it"
"Alright then let's start-" He replied
"I already picked my color- can you guess it?" Callus replied
"Green?" he replied
"Not too far off it is a shade of green-" callus replied
"Turquoise?" he replied
"Yep- I choose it because I thought it was what you choose but you ended up surprising me-" callus replied
"So, what did I choose?" he replied
"Bronze-" callus replied
"How is it you were able to guess?" he replied
"Because you were staring into my eyes-but what surprises me is how you got the color- I was thinking of- can you read my mind too Zavi?" Callus replied
"No, it was just an honest guess when you said it was close to green, turquoise was the first to come to mind-" he replied
"And why did you think it was green?" Callus replied
"It just felt like it fit with you I'm not sure why" he replied
"Ha you're probably right-anyway even though you didn't choose the color I thought you would it doesn't surprise me I'm glad you were interested in me-
you know I love you very much-" callus replied
"You love me?" he replied
"Yes and I know you did too" Callus replied
"I don't believe it how can I love you? I always loved Lorain" he replied
"If that's true, why did you cheat on her with me every time?" Callus replied
"I wouldn't do that to Lorain!" he shouted
"But you did I always wondered how you could be so obsessed with her and I know how attached I am to her, but it isn't the same way you were" Callus replied
"What is your connection with her?" he replied
"She's my cousin-" Callus replied
"she's your cousin?!" he shouted
"I don't understand how you can't tell she's like my twin-and we're similar in so many ways-" Callus replied
"What do you mean she is nothing like you-" he replied
"Our fate is tied to you we both had you and then we ended up with someone else, but we still came back to you but unlike me, she doesn't want to be with you-" Callus replied
"Why wouldn't she?" he replied
"Because she loves her more and I could tell by the way she talked about her and I couldn't believe how shameless she was and she told me that she was only like that with her, and it was the same with you, you were only shameless with me you couldn't be like that with Lorain even though your fate is tied together you both have someone else and you love them as much as they love you-" Callus replied
Xavier's eyes widened
"She has a female lover? and you are alike then who is the woman you're tied with?" he replied
"My wife-she had used me, but I got back at her and used you and I knew she would get mad at me I had planned it all she beat me up and I pretended to be Paralyzed and use it against both you and her I wanted to divorce her and I wanted you to feel regret I did it all to hurt you I didn't love you but then Karma came for me and I woke up in my third life and I had to go after you but you didn't love me you loved Lorain and it broke my heart I don't understand it because I didn't love you but when I got to know you I ended up falling for you and I didn't want to lose you I feared the worse and believed my delusions I never really knew the meaning of what I saw but none of it was what it seemed but I know the truth now I was the one who hurt you and it seems that it is all I do I'm meant to hurt you over and over again but I don't want that I don't want to hurt you because I love you and I'm such a fool-" callus said that last sentence in tears
Xavier felt his heartbeat and he wrapped his arms around Callus
"I love you too-"