starting over- telling Xavier the truth

{abuse manipulation affair R*Pe} slight sexual content {m-preg}

"Just tell me-" Xavier replied

"Alright fine- I lied to you about everything when we met again the first time, I told you that I had forgotten everything that was paralyzed, and you saved my life

but that wasn't true and when I remembered I told you that my wife beat me up and put me in that state but the wasn't true, I had faked being paralyzed I did it so I could use it against her and divorce her and told you that the reason she did it was because she thought that I was taking her company but what really happen was I was having affair with her and do you know who that person was? You! and I was the one who used you

I told you that my wife was a bad person and I preferred you, but I never loved you

all of it was an act I pretended to be paralyzed for two reasons first was to divorce my wife second was so you would never F*ck me again so that is why I didn't stop pretending- and when I met you again, I knew that I would have to lie to you and I would use you again but even after doing so I- actually fell for you- I never planned on that but then I ended up hurting you again and started to wonder did I ever love you? I used you for my own pleasure and I ended up giving up on you and I had a choice to go back to you, but you know what I did? I didn't I gave up on you I chose someone else and had my fun with him and I enjoyed it- maybe I loved him more than I loved you, but he told me to stop that I would regret it, but I never listen I always choose him- but after he showed me everything one last time and told me the harsh truth I decided that you didn't deserve that but after that I told you that same truth and said that I didn't love you and I left you and you cried your heart out

and you know when I woke up, I wanted to give up and end it all- so do I deserve your forgiveness after everything I did?"

Xavier's eyes widened

"Is that all true? - Everything was all a big fat lie?! you were just using me you never loved me?" Xavier replied

"Yes and No I did love you Zavi I truly did, and I hated the thought of losing you and I was scared that you would hurt me but in reality, I was the one hurting you- you should never fall for your victim- and putting the blame on you I did that to make myself feel better and making myself look innocent and making you believe that you were the monster when in fact it was me all along you never actually hurt me

what really happened was I hurt you and I didn't just hurt you emotionality

I had- physically hurt you and even r*ped you-" he replied

callus knew that was what actually happened on their wedding night

Xavier's eyes widen

"You what?! you have to be lying Cal you didn't" Xavier replied

"But I did I can remember it clearly now the way you cried, and I told you that it was alright it was supposed to be like this-" he replied

"You-really were a monster- tell me Cal do you regret it?" Xavier replied

"Yes, but only after I experienced it myself-and I when I learned everything, I put you through I started to regret it and that was when I finally fell for you-when I woke up from my dream, I was with the real you and I actually had feelings for you before the dream I had feelings for you too but before that I didn't when I came back to life the second time I fell for you- and then I ended up hurting you again and again I pushed all my feelings away and in the end I ended up regretting it and I still do I should have always choose you-" He replied

"And you choose me this time- I can't forgive you for the horrible things you did but tell me Cal do you still like hurting me?" Xavier replied

"No, I hate it I hate hurting you, you don't deserve that but it's the only thing I do

I always hurt you-" he replied on the edge of tears

Xavier tighten his grip on Callus

"You aren't going to hurt me this time you'll love just like before" Xavier replied

he felt his heartbeat and his d*ck harden

"Can I kiss you, Zavi?" he replied

"Yes-" Xavier replied

Callus leaned in and kissed him passionately inserting his tongue and rocking his body against his and Xavier never let go of him and he could feel callus's hardon rubbing against his d*ck and it really turned him on he let out a few muffled moans and then callus pulled back they both had climaxed and let out a moan

"Oh f*ck-" he replied

"it's been so long since we've done something like this- and that was amazing-" Callus replied

"It was so-I'm guessing you're the top?" He replied

"Actually Zavi- you are and yes, I have been top, but I prefer you topping me-"Callus replied

"Right- but didn't you say you wanted me to stop f*cking you?" he replied

"It's long past that now-and I want you so badly Zavi- I want you inside me-" Callus replied

"there's one problem though how do I enter you?" he replied

"Oh, right did I forget to mention I have a uterus?" Callus replied

Xavier's eyes Widened

"What?!" he shouted

"Oh yeah you have one too-" Callus replied

"What?!" he shouted again

"I can get pregnant-" Callus replied

"What?!" He shouted for the third time

"I can get you pregnant-" Callus replied

"No!" he shouted

"We have a child, and he came from me-" Callus replied

"What?!" he shouted for the fourth time