was it a dream?
when Callus woke up he was beside Xavier
and he wasn't paralyzed- neither of them were
he hurt zavi badly in the dream?
so badly that became paralyzed
and- well if that was zavi's surprise-
he hopes he wouldn't react like that-
but Xavier making them - do it-
it definitely turned him on-
but did really have to do that Zavi?
to torture him?- and crush his cock?
and he broke his tail bone before that
he pushed him off and Xavier landed on his spine and became paralyzed
even if he cried and hated it alot
Xavier still didn't give up on him
he didn't understand- he remembered what
a past zavi told him that he would've given up on him- so why wasn't that the case?
did zavi truly love him? of course he did-
he always has- Callus was just blind to it
you know what they say love is blind
but that's not the name of this series
when Xavier opened his eyes
he looked up at Callus
"good morning hubby-" Xavier replied
callus face turned bright red
"You- wouldn't strip for me or let me f*ck you would you?" he replied
"Well if that's what you want I gladly do it" Xavier replied
"You're really shameless-but weren't you uncomfortable with that?" he replied
"Well not if it's you - Cal I trust you- and I love you-" Xavier replied
"would you still trust and love me if I hurt you?" he replied
"I wouldn't trust you anymore but I couldn't hate you- I never give up on you because you're my everything- and I couldn't live without you-" Xavier replied
"ha- I guess I should've expected that answer-
and I love you too Zavi" he replied
"did you expect me to answer differently?" Xavier replied
"Yeah because in the past you were different and you told me that you would have given up on me-" he replied
"Well like you said I'm different now- and I never want to hurt you- and if you hurt me I wouldn't give up on you- even if you became a monster like me- I still care about you-" Xavier replied
"even if you ended up paralyzed and actually paralyzed- after you made me f*ck you I broke your tail bone and then I pushed you off
and you landed on your spine and that's how you became paralyzed?" he replied
"that's oddly specific- did that happen in your dream?" Xavier replied
"Yes-it did- and I also crushed your d*ck" he replied
"what the hell Cal- do you really want me to not to f*ck you that bad?" Xavier replied
"Yeah but I won't do that- I love you too much-" he replied
"if you say so-" Xavier replied
"you don't believe me do you?" he replied
"after the stunt you pulled to say you might have done that isn't too far of a stretch but I'm happy you didn't do that-" Xavier replied
"then I'm glad the surprise was a ring- and not making me f*ck you- as amazing as that would be- I don't want that anymore-" he replied
"alright then tell me if you change your mind-" Xavier replied
"you want me to f*ck you don't you?" he replied
"No actually but you always change your mind- and I don't really care about that anymore- but if it's what you wanted I let you" Xavier replied
"but you told me that you shouldn't do what I want -" he replied
"I said you shouldn't do what I want- not the other way around- you always let me do whatever I want to you now it's time you do it-" Xavier replied
"but that isn't what I want anymore- I just want us to be happy-" he replied
"are you sure you don't want anything else?" Xavier replied
"I don't mind if you give me a few kisses particularly with that tongue of yours" he replied
Xavier leaned in and kissed him pushing his tongue in Moving back and forth
Callus rolled his eyes back he had missed this
he wanted so much more
Xavier began to rock his body against him
kissing him more fiercely Pushing his tongue in further
Xavier was making him crazy
Xavier pushed Callus down on the bed
callus pushed Xavier off
"Ah- that's enough Zavi- no f*cking remember?" he replied
"but you want it don't you?" Xavier replied
"No how many times I have I told you? No-" he replied
"if you say so Cal- but you'll change your mind one day-" Xavier replied
"Well it won't be anytime soon- I really don't want that Zavi-" he replied
"but you enjoyed it didn't you?" Xavier replied
"things never go well afterwards-and I don't want that again-" he replied
"alright Cal- I'm not going to force you-but if you change your mind just let me know" Xavier replied
"after all the pain and torture I went through why would I want that Zavi?" he replied
"because you are always like this Cal-
what are you so scared of? I never hurt you Cal-" Xavier replied
"I know but after everything- I could never do it again-and I don't want to hurt you-" he replied
"alright I'm sorry Cal- I took it too far- I don't want to force you-" Xavier replied
"it's alright Zavi-I'm just not ready for that-
and I don't think I will ever be-" he replied
"it's alright Cal-I don't want it either- if you don't want it then neither do I- I want you to be comfortable Cal- I'll never force you-" Xavier replied
"good Zavi- you really scared me there-" he replied
"I love you Cal and I would never do anything to hurt you- you are good Cal- too good-
and you don't deserve to suffer like this-" Xavier replied
"but what if I'm no good Zavi?- what if I'm a monster?" he replied
"You're not a monster you just are broken-
and I want to help you through it-" Xavier replied
"why are you being like this Zavi? don't you know that the reason I'm like this is because of you?" he replied
"Cal I never did anything to you- all I did was love you- but you never told me what was wrong- I never wanted to use you- but you had your own thoughts- you made things up
if you told me what was bothering you-
I never would have "hurt" you-" Xavier replied
"even if you told me the truth- I had my own doubts because of how many times I have been hurt- and it just got worse- I'm sorry for blaming you- but I can't help it- and it feels like I'm still in that nightmare- I waiting to wake up to find out that this was all an dream-" he replied
Xavier grabbed his hand intertwined with his
they both were wearing rings
"Cal I promise that this is real I'm real Cal-" Xavier replied
"then Zavi - would you wear a wedding dress?" he replied
"No Cal- I'm not doing that- I'm wearing a tux and so are you- no wedding dress-" Xavier replied
"Aw Zavi you're no fun- so what are we going to do on our honeymoon?" he replied
"I don't know Cal what did you have in mind?" Xavier replied
"Well- did you want to suck my cock?" he replied
"I already did that remember Cal? in the hospital-" Xavier replied
"we could have more fun than that-" he replied
"you want me to deep throat you and let you f*ck my mouth?" Xavier replied
"exactly- you'll enjoy it Zavi-" he replied
"I- Cal you're really shameless-" Xavier replied
"You're the one who said it-" he replied
"You're right- but you thought it-" Xavier replied
"did you just read my mind?!" He shouted
"Ha Cal I've known you for so long now-
how can I not know what your thinking?" Xavier replied
"so does that mean I'm the pervert now?" he replied
"Pfft Cal you've always been a pervert-" Xavier replied
"I wasn't as bad as you-" he replied
"Yes you were - you always let me do whatever I wanted- and we did it- all in school-" Xavier replied
"I did try to stop you- but you drove me crazy-
and I couldn't take it anymore- so I let you do it- and I can't lie I did enjoy it- but you were a bit scary- sometimes-" he replied
"sorry if I scared you- I was horny hungry and drunk-" Xavier replied
"Yeah I know - Zavi- but you really scared me-
that night I had a bad dream about you-
and you comforted me- and we fell asleep
and we- shared a dream?- and I dreamed the rest- and it didn't end well- it felt like a nightmare but it still had a good ending-" he replied
"and I still ended up f*cking you- you changed your mind pretty quickly- but you enjoyed it-
and I'm alright if you don't want to do it again-
but you confused me- you made me promise to never do it and then you begged me to do it -" Xavier replied
"Well you were teasing me and I can't take it when you do that- it made me want it badly-" he replied
"would you want me to do it again?" Xavier replied
"um- No- I said no- it's not happening-" he replied
"You're sending me mixed signals Cal- if you want it just tell me-" Xavier replied
"No- not now- I'm not ready-" he replied
"I don't get it Cal what are you so scared about?- if you want it I'll gladly give it to you" Xavier replied
callus felt his heart beat pick up
he turned bright pink
*internal screaming*
did he- still want it?- he can't take this much teasing
"fine Zavi as long as you know what you're doing- but if you don't then don't even try-" he replied
"don't worry I'll take care of you-" Xavier replied
"I-Zavi-you actually know how to do this?" he replied
"Well my brother's lessons were pretty through
I need to prepare your a**"Xavier replied
"I-there's more you have to do?" he replied
"unless you want it to hurt - and you don't want that right?- so just let me do this-" Xavier replied
"alright I trust you Zavi-" he replied
"so you hate strawberries right?" Xavier asked
"Yeah-what does that have to do with it?" He replied
"you'll find out later-" Xavier replied
"zavi you're making me more curious-" he replied
"you have alot to learn-" Xavier replied
"come on zavi tell me-" he replied
"Nope I want to surprise you and I promise you that you will enjoy it-" Xavier replied
"alright Zavi I trust you-" he replied
"Cal take a shower and go to the bathroom if you need to- I'll be back and don't you dare put your fingers up your a** that's my job-" Xavier replied
"alright Zavi- I got it- just don't take to long-" he replied
"I won't I love you Cal-" Xavier replied
with that Xavier left
callus got up and took a shower
when he finished there was a note on the counter
"don't get dressed- '-^
also I'm sorry if I run a bit late they only had strawberry-
I'll try to get back asap
- love Xavier
callus could only faceplam
the lengths that his zavi will go for him
and he wanted him to be naked
dam Zavi- and I'm the pervert
he didn't want to imagine Xavier naked-
so he imagined him in a dress
-it just popped out of nowhere and he just ran with it-
so he always imagined him in a dress-
but- after thier "first time"
he imagined him taking it off
and Callus took it off him
but Xavier wasn't comfortable with his touches - so they couldn't go far
and remembering how it went the time before he was terrified-
but that wasn't real right?
and this was just a fantasy too
he didn't want it then- did he truly want it?
but when Xavier teased him -
he wanted it- and he gave it to him twice
it didn't turn out well
the first time afterwards he told him to give up on him and they both ended up being burned alive in the end
the second time- it didn't seem bad
but Lorain killed them both
like she had before
wait- it was Lorain the whole time
she was the one who told him to kill Xavier and himself-
but was she really like that?
Xavier said that a demon possessed her
was it the same then too?
he wondered how long lyla was with her
-wait Llya was behind it all
she convinced her that she would get an happy ending if she killed Xavier
-and she always killed them together
he wasn't sure why she killed him
maybe it was because he protected zavi
- and the second time was an accident right?
the third time was definitely on purpose
but did that mean she killed him back then?
No- the dream he had told him that it was Malik- because Malik changed Lorain took his place?
what happened to Lorain? did she really believe that they were monsters?
and did Llya and her really have a relationship like them?
it did make sense it's the only way she could convince Lorain-
Llya wanted to get her revenge on Xavier
and he was apart of it
because the two of them belonged together
even in death
he wondered what he did to deserve this
well at least he had Xavier now right?
wait- would he come back?
something didn't seem right
he started to panic
but Llya couldn't hurt them in this world right?
this was the real world demons don't exist
Callus plotted on the bed and grabbed a pillow and began to sob
"please Zavi don't leave me like this-" he replied
but Xavier never came back
he was all alone
bad end #10 left alone