the truth

[affair rape]

when Callus woke up he thought it was all a dream but when he looked to his right

the flowers and chocolates were still there

but he was still curious what Xavier was planning- what was something he wouldn't expect? the two of them had done many things together- and there was so much they haven't done- but he knew the options were limited- so what was it? he didn't have a clue

Xavier couldn't f*ck him- he was paralyzed

well- his cock wasn't- at least not anymore

but he couldn't move the rest of his body

could Xavier make the rest of his body move?

something about his tongue was magical

his cock responded to it well-

he wondered if Xavier could make his body react the same way- and he was so excited

he wanted more- but what did he have in store for him?

the nurses came in they were curious about what had happened- they had heard them

"Callus what is your true relationship with him?" the nurse asked

"Well do you want to know the true reason why I ended up in here?" he asked

"sure if you're comfortable with it-" she replied

"I don't mind- I'll tell you that woman from before was my wife and she beat me up" he replied

"I knew something was off about her- what was the reason?" she asked

"Well I was having an affair with the man who was just here- and she found out about it" he replied

"that's- my God- why did you do that?" she replied

"that woman was horrible- she used me constantly and I hated it- I wanted to escape but it seemed impossible- but then one day I came across a man from my past- we were only sex friends back then- and he reminded me of everything- and feelings we had hidden

had been revealed- and I wanted so much more- and I never wanted it to stop

but she had caught us- in the act

and I tried to explain it to her but she didn't listen and she beat me up and that's how I ended up in this state-" he finished

"wow- that's horrible- but was this only option you had? and what if she used this affair against you? what would you do then? you wouldn't be innocent anymore- and her actions would be "justified" it doesn't matter what type of person she was they will not believe you- and there's nothing you could do to justify your actions- even if you told them that you were manipulated- by her or the man or both-" she finished

"you are right- and fate can be cruel sometimes- I had loved the both of them-

and I couldn't make the right decision-

all I wanted was to be happy- but- that wasn't possible with either of them- they both had manipulated me- but one of them changed-

and I could see my future with him-

but I soon realized that it was hopeless

I couldn't be happy- but he showed up again and I was the happiest I had ever been-

but there's still worry in my heart- and I'm terrified-" he finished

she leaned in and wiped his tears

"it will be alright Cal you what they say fate is not what it seems" she replied

callus smiled teary-eyed

"that's what he always told me-" he replied

"he always said that to you?- that's really sweet- and the flowers and chocolates he brought for you- it was nice of him- but-

he's still suspicious- was he just trying to get into your pants?" she replied

callus turned bright red

"Well- maybe?- but- I did ask for it-" he replied

"don't you think he could still be manipulating you?" she replied

"I- don't want to believe that- but it is possible-

and I want to trust him- I want to believe that he does love me- and not just my body-" he replied

"Well I hope so too I hate to see you get hurt again-" she replied

"why do you care so much? you don't even know me-" he replied

"maybe I don't know everything but I can tell how badly you've been hurt- you're even paralyzed-" she replied

"Well my d*ck isn't-" he replied

"Cal- I noticed- it popped up and stayed that way- until he took care of it- and I'm just curious what you were dreaming about" she replied

"It was him- I thought that was obvious?" he replied

"I- guess- and was his name Xavier?" she asked

"I- how do you know that?" he replied

"Well you called him zavi and that's Lorain called Xavier in the book I read to you- it's a bummer you were only mentioned once-

and you fell asleep before I got to the end

but it really wasn't worth it- the ending kinda sucks-" she replied

"can you tell me about it again?- I know that

Lorain and Xavier had a past together-

and he met me well the one in the book

in his second life- and we were friends-

and his next life- he totally forgot about me-

and he went after Lorain and got married to her- and I'm not sure what happened after that" he replied

"Well you remember it very well- and after they get married they have a child together-

and he turned her before that- and that child was a demon and they had to kill her-

but Lorain had loved her daughter and she killed him- and then an hundred years later

he comes back and they both go to the same school- and they don't do what they're supposed to- and they do shameless things

and they end up f*cking- but after that she remembers everything and she kills him and that's how it ended" she replied

why does this oddly sound familiar?

Lorain had killed Xavier- but he did not know the reason was it because she had gotten the memories of the original? but how was that possible?- but he didn't get the original memories until it was over- but he wasn't a main character so- that's probably why he got them last- and he got his own memories back

but he got one thing wrong- the reason why his wife beat him up- it wasn't until now he had realized the truth- his own memories clashed with the original- and his memories were in fractions that's why he mixed things up she had gotten mad about him trying to take over the company but that wasn't the reason she had beaten him up

he knew Xavier this whole time-

and he had an affair with him-

he wondered if Xavier had remembered

Xavier's memories were also in fractions

he wasn't sure what he remembered

he had talk to Xavier before they did anything

-he needs to know everything that happened

-what had happened to Lorain?

why did she kill them?

when Xavier walked in he was overly excited

"wait Xavier before you do anything drastic-

we need to talk" he replied

Xavier frowned- it felt like his heart had been shattered

"I'm sorry Cal- I was rushing things again wasn't I?- I wasn't even thinking-" Xavier replied

"maybe- I'm not sure what you were thinking-

but now isn't the best time- because I need to know everything- I want to know what you remember- because I have learned the truth-

do you remember- our true relationship?" he replied

"alright Cal- I can tell you everything- as for our true relationship we were sex friends right?" Xavier replied

"Well that's half of it- I had an affair with my wife and do you know who the person was?" he replied

"wait- are you saying that I was that person?" Xavier replied

"Yep- you're the true reason why my wife beat me up-" he replied

Xavier felt his heart break into a million pieces

tears came from his eyes

he suddenly realized everything

"it really was my fault after all- Dammit Cal

I could have- stopped her- but I didn't do anything- I was so terrified- I stood there well she beat you up- and I convinced you into this-

because it's what I wanted- but I didn't realize the consequences and you got hurt because of me- I'm so sorry Cal-" Xavier replied

"don't blame yourself Zavi- I wanted this too-

and I'm not just saying that- I really do love you- I believed that you were my only option-

but I didn't expect for things to turn out this way- and this is the of my own consequences-" he replied

Xavier grabbed his hand

"we both are at fault here- and I want us to get through this together- I don't know what you thought the surprise was- but like I said before it was something you wouldn't expect-" Xavier replied

he reached down and grabbed a box from his back pocket

it was a ring!

callus smiled teary-eyed

"Zavi- you- remembered-" he replied

"Of course I did- you were supposed to be my future husband- and maybe we can still have that kid together-" Xavier replied

"zavi you know that isn't possible right?" he replied

"it's not?- but my brother said-" Xavier replied

callus glared at him

"we don't talk about him-" He replied

"why was it you hated him again?" Xavier replied

"because you were in love with him-" he replied

"Oh- right- well you know that I love you- now right?" Xavier replied

"I know- but don't bring him up again-" he replied

"Well alright- then- you probably don't want me to bring up Lorain either-" Xavier replied

"actually I wanted to know more about her-

what happened to her? did she remember her past? you killed her daughter-" he replied

"I what?- I don't remember anything like that-

but as for her past- I'm not entirely sure-

but what was up with her was she was possessed by a demon- I'm not sure everything that they told her but I had a past with them

she had killed me because I had raped her-"

Xavier replied

"that- you didn't actually do that did you?" he replied

"No- that was the character- I'm not like that monster- and Lorain- I'm not sure if she was even real-" Xavier replied

"I'm not sure either- but do you know who the demon was who possessed her?" he asked

"her name was Lyla- she was just a little girl and she was turned into a demon because of a curse- the blade that she killed me with-

turned her into one- and I think- she loved Lorain- I don't know their relationship

but Lorain seemed so attached to her

and Llya called Lorain Lori- and her wife-

I think they had a relationship similar to ours-" Xavier replied

"she- had someone this whole time?!-" He shouted

"Yeah I guess so but I think she forgot like we did- and then she started to remember- like we did- but I think she remembered her past with lyla- well we remembered ourselves- and we didn't remember our past until after-" Xavier replied

"I think that's because we didn't have much of a past-and Lorain and Llya- probably did-" he replied

"we- were sex friends and we had an affair-

that- seems like a interesting past- and it's definitely important-" Xavier replied

"Yeah- but- they've probably known eachother longer than us-" he replied

"so what if they did? it doesn't really matter does it?- you're happy with me right?" Xavier replied

"Yeah- I am despite everything- and I really didn't expect you to propose-" he replied

"You're not still married to that b*tch are you?" Xavier replied

"Nope- the divorce was finalized-" he replied

"good- that means I get you all to myself" Xavier replied

"I never said yes" he replied

"but you can't say no- you love me don't you?" Xavier replied

"Yeah I do- and I was just messing with you zavi of course I say yes" he replied

"dam Cal you scared me there for a second" Xavier replied

"but zavi how are we going to get married?

I'm still paralyzed-" he replied

"Well I didn't say it had to be right now-

and you can't be paralyzed forever right?" Xavier replied

"zavi I'm not sure about that- but maybe if you licked me I move again-" he replied

Xavier turned bright red

"Cal- how can you be so shameless?" Xavier replied

"then who sucked my d*ck yesterday?" he replied

Xavier's face became a brighter shade of red

"I- did-but are you sure Cal? do you really want me to lick you again?" Xavier replied

"of course I do Zavi-" he replied

Xavier leaned in and licked his chest and his muscles and abs moving along them down to his stomach and groin down his waist line

callus could feel the sensations-

Xavier traced his tongue back up

his stomach and his muscles and abs up to his chest and his nipples he wiggled his tongue on them

callus rolled his eyes back and let out a moan

"Ah- zavi don't tease me like this just suck on them already-" he replied

"hmm- and you said you just wanted me to lick you- but I'll do whatever you want Cal" Xavier replied

Xavier began to suck on them

callus let out another moan

Xavier reached his hand down and began to stroke his cock

callus was really enjoying it

Xavier tried to pull back but Callus's hand grabbed his and pulled it back down

wait- a second- something wasn't right

Xavier pulled back

"Cal!- You're not paralyzed! you f*cking liar!" He shouted

callus was surprised by this-

was it- just because he thought he was?

that if he tried again he could move?

he pushed himself up

"f*ck your right- I can move-" Callus replied

and then Callus remembered-

he had been faking it the whole time

it was all so he could use it against his wife

and why he was still doing it was because

he didn't want Xavier to f*ck him

"Callus tell me the truth right now" he replied

"I'm sorry Zavi- I lied- and I didn't expect it to go this far - it was an act- I wanted to use it against my wife and why I didn't stop was because I didn't want you to f*ck me-" Callus replied

"so you pulled this- on us?! the hell Cal- and I admit you're quite a good actor- so does that mean you don't love me?" he replied

"Yeah I'm sorry about that zavi but I do love you-" Callus replied

"dam Cal you really had me fooled- so- does that mean I can f*ck you then?" he replied

"No Zavi I don't want that anymore" Callus replied

"alright if you say so but if you change your mind you can just tell me-" he replied

"zavi you're not mad?" Callus replied

"why would I be mad? and I think you just need to communicate better- and don't pull a stunt like this again ok?" he replied

"so are you going to take me home then?" Callus replied

"of course you're my husband-" he replied

"does that mean I can call you wife?" Callus replied

"Dammit Cal- no- we are both the husband-" he replied

"Oh- but I thought one of us was the wife?" Callus replied

"Nope- that's not happening- plus you don't want to be the wife and neither do I so- we're both husbands" he replied

"wasn't I supposed to bare your child though?" Callus replied

"um- let's just forget about that Cal- you probably wouldn't want that anyway-" he replied

"why wouldn't I? and if it's what you want I'm willing- but not for awhile-" Callus replied

"geez Cal what am going to do with you?" he replied

"I don't know what are you going to do?" Callus replied

"I don't know- I can't f*ck you and honestly I don't want to- you don't deserve it-" he replied

"wow zavi harsh- but that's fine- I just want us to be happy-" Callus replied

"I don't know Cal can we still be happy after this? and you pulled this stunt on me- ok I was lieing when I said I wasn't mad- you really pissed me off- but I still love you- and you made me really worried- I was scared I lost you-" he replied

"zavi what I did wasn't right and I'm sorry I won't do anything like this again- and I did because I believe you didn't love me- that you only loved my body-" Callus replied

"Callus you didn't have to do all this- why couldn't you just tell me? I would have listened- and I don't want any more miscommunication between us- tell me everything OK? if something bugs you just tell me- I won't be hurt by it and just because I want something doesn't mean you have to

I hate seeing you like this- try being honest-" he replied

"zavi I don't know what I want other than for us to be happy- and I'm not sure how to make that possible- I thought that's what I was doing by doing what you want but I couldn't take it anymore- and I don't know what to do-

I know my fantasies are impossible-

and I don't even want it anymore-

but- there is one I still want- I want to get married as husbands and for you to cherish me- I want cuddles and hugs and kisses-and I don't mind more but I still have a limit- and I don't want to go any further- than blow jobs and hand jobs and I like you licking me but bitting and f*cking are not a option ok?" Callus replied

"so everything but the last two?" he replied

"Yeah and I'll tell you if I change my mind- but I need time ok?" Callus replied

"Yeah and I'm sorry Cal- I just wish you told me sooner-" he replied

"I didn't entirely hate it- but I don't want it anymore- there was a time when I enjoyed it but- that changed- especially after that nightmare- it still haunts me- I know you never do that but I'm still unsure- and it scares me-" Callus replied

"Hey its okay Cal- I'm not going to force you-

and I know that's what you're scared of-

but trust me when I say it ok?" he replied

"alright I trust you zavi-" Callus replied

Xavier hugged him tight

"it's going to be alright Cal- I'm here for you" he replied

so the two of them went home and lived happily ever after?