starting over- Xavier
when Xavier woke up, he felt a pain in his chest he couldn't remember why
and then he followed a sweet scent of blood, and it led him to a man
he was losing conciseness and he jumped on the man and began to lick all the blood up and the man let out moans and he was just enjoying the taste of the blood
and he bit his neck and blood dripped down and he licked it up
and the man Let out one last moan and shouted "Zavi!"
and after he heard it, he realized what he had been doing even though he was just eating he was being quite frisky- and he jumped off the man and ran off
Just what was he thinking?! doing such a thing?! he had a woman! wouldn't this be cheating?! and top it off why did the man call him such? like the man had known him
and it was quite imitate- what exactly was their connection?
but now he was with that same man
"Ha you're right about that Zavi-" he replied
"Zavi?!" Xavier shouted and he turned bright red
he let out a laugh
"You're so cute just like before-" he replied
"Cute?! like before?!" Xavier shouted
"Yeah, exactly like before- anyway I know you don't remember but I wish you could-" he replied
"What do you mean by that just who are you to me?" Xavier replied
"Your lover" he replied with a smile
Xavier's eye widen
"My lover?!" Xavier shouted
so that was why he called him such, but it was still hard to believe
what about Lorain?!
"there's always been one question on your mind why did Lorain die on the day you married her right?" he asked
his eyes widen how did he know that?!
"How- do you know that?" Xavier replied
"Oh that's because I was there, and it happened because of something called Karma
you cheated on her with me do you not remember Zavi?" he replied
Xavier became bright red again
"Then-you were-awake?!"
"Duh- what unconcise man would moan your name? when you were there? I did it on purpose not to mention your tongue skills are amazing- but that's what I should expect from my Zavi-" he replied
Xavier turned a deeper shade of red
"How can you be so shameless?!"
"You know you were also the shameless one licking me like that-" he replied
"damn it handsome man!"
"you're calling me handsome? - you know you're beautiful-" he replied
"Don't call me that-" Xavier replied
"Why not? I always call you that-" he replied
"how about you just call me Xavier-"
"Nope you're my Zavi and do you know what to call me?" he replied
"No- you never told me your name-" Xavier replied
"Oh- I almost forgot It's Callus you know like the ones you get on your feet? and if you did, I would be with you every step of the way-" he replied
"How can you be this shameless?" Xavier replied
"Because of you-you always bring it out in me-and I can always be myself around you-" he replied
"You said that you were my lover, right? but I still don't understand if that was the case why did I chose Lorain?" Xavier replied
"Well, that's because she was the first one you loved I came after" He replied
"But why did I give up the love I had for her?" Xavier replied
"I'm not sure Zavi but a part of me did feel bad for her I had stolen the one she loved even though that was the plan-" he replied
"You planned to take me away from her why?" Xavier replied
"Because I knew you were my soulmate and I had seen our future together-" he replied
"Our future?" Xavier replied
"Yep- I'm your husband" he replied
Xavier's eyes widened
"Husband?!"
"Yep, why are you so surprised Zavi? and don't worry I won't make you wear a dress this time-" he replied
"a dress?!" Xavier shouted
"I always wanted to see you in one and you made a promise that you would, and it ended up being a wedding dress-but on our first wedding I had pictured you in it and you agreed to wear it and then the two weddings after that you didn't wear a dress-" he replied
"so, we had gotten married 4 times? so that means we had 4 past Lifes?" Xavier replied
"No we had more than 4 past Lifes if I remember correctly our first life together was after you meant Lorain the second time-and then in the next life we got married and then the next life you married Lorain and she died and then when ended up meeting again just like today but things didn't end well for us and the next life, they didn't work out either and then after that we got married again and things worked out well but then in our next life it didn't end well either and you died in my arms and then when I woke up I was in an hospital these were all the things I was remembering from our lives together- and you remembered too and we met again and you had proposed to me and we went home together and I thought everything would work out but it didn't you never came back home that day
but then everything started over again - and at first it was just an illusion and then it was real and then it was just another illusion but eventually I got back to the real you but I had hurt you again and told you the truth that I believed I told you that I didn't Love you but that isn't true I love you so much Zavi and I wish I could make up for everything I did- so that's why I'm here again-" he finished
Xavier looked at him he wasn't sure how to respond but he could tell that he was being honest he wanted to say that he loved him back, but he still was unsure
but the version of him the man told him about surely loved him and he didn't know if he could reincorporate that he knew that they had a connection
and that was why he acted the way he did and that was why his heart hurt when he woke up it was because of him he wanted to love him back, but he wasn't sure how