What Pills?

How time flies. It's already a month after my suicide incident. Romeo and I have avoided each other since that very day. I only saw him twice in the king's Privy room, who has been good to me, though I doubt if he knows the child isn't his son's.

My small baby bump was already visible as I have tried several times to convince Vivian about getting me abortion pills.

I can vividly remember her nervous words and her worried face.

"His royal highness would kill me if he ever finds out I was involved. I'm sorry, my lady, I can't help you in taking royal blood off".

My lips stretched into a bitter smile. Only if she knew ‘Her’prince wasn't responsible and I knew not of the father, she would have looked at me with a different attitude.

After failing various times, I have come to love the baby in me, not minding the Queen's constant nagging that I was carrying a bastard.