First of Matthew III

I am currently walking in the hallway of the entertainment building. I feel sorry for Jesse because I can't be with him always and I can't protect him like I used to do. Not in the elementary days but in high school days.

Luckily Oliver made it just in time to save Jesse from that pervert. If something happens to Jesse I know I will be the one to blame or at least I think. Jeez, Jesse should learn how to protect himself from now on.

I enter the elevator and a girl enters too. I press the 4rt floor because it is my destination of course

"G-good morning Mr. Styles" she greeted me.

"Good Morning" I smiled at her and before she goes behind me I saw a blush on her face.

It always happens every single time whenever girls or a bunch of fans I encountered. I am used to it really.

I wish Zeus will be like that when he is with me. I smiled at that thought...

I was thinking about this the whole time. I am not into boys but why am I like this with Zeus? I know he has a sexy body, clear skin, brownish-green eyes, cute and alluring eyes, and kissable lips. Shit! Why do I feel weird while thinking about him?

I just know that he is an adorable person and I like him because of that. But I cannot get the real reason why's my body reacting this way. Like I want to –

Ting!

The elevator opens and I see an unwanted view from the distance. I didn't realize that I got out of the elevator because I am too focused on what is in front of me.

Zeus is talking with a guy. Not just talking but it looks like they are having fun. Even though my insides are boiling, I didn't want to interfere because I am respecting Zeus. I am just clenching my fist while watching them.

I saw how the man wrap his hands around Zeus' shoulder which made me more fired up. I can't take it anymore so I walk towards them and when they turnaround facing me I recognized who it is.

It's Rick Fox, our co-actor and the bar owner where I and Jesse went last time. I stop walking because it seems like they have already seen me. Rick whispered something in Zeus' ear and looks at me then smiles. I fake smiled and then he left us entering the elevator.

I approached Zeus.

"Hey" I tried my best to hide my jealousy with my smile.

"H-hey" Huh? Did he stutter?

"What's up and you are with Rick today?" I asked him.

"Oh, don't mind it lets go because everyone is waiting for us." He changes the topic. WTF? I don't have it. If there is something then I want to know

"I just want to know what you are talking about" God! Why do I say that? I looked like a weird gossiper and an idiot asking a weird question.

"He's my cousin so just relax" he patted my shoulder and walk away. Something weird is up. I don't know but I really feel it. I let it pass since Zeus told me that Rick is his cousin.

We started our workshop. The other cast and staff are sitting in the corner waiting for their turn or some orders from the director. I am sitting in the left corner with Zeus and his eyes are fixed on the two people in the middle.

Everyone is watching Ms. Sue and Mr. Gilman practicing their lines in the movie. They are the main characters in this movie. I didn't want the lead role though.

Zeus and I have the same role. We are best buddies and the underling of Mr. Gilman. The setting of the movie is in the College and we are bullying Ms. Sue here. Tsk bullying. I don't want this role too because I have a past trauma about bullying.

"Hey Zeus are you okay with our role?" I asked him.

"I am an actor so I think it should be fine with me." He answered me but did not look at me.

I don't know why but I can sense that Zeus is a little off today. It's like he was avoiding something but I don't know what and why. Normal he is looking at me, I mean he is staring at me while we are having a conversation.

"I am not fine with our roles and I really don't know if I can act it like normal," I said even if he is not asking.

"Oh, you can do it" Again. He is not looking and he didn't ask me why.

"Because I have experienced something like this in the past and I know how traumatizing—"

"Should we practice our lines together?" he cut me off by asking me.

Maybe I am thinking too much. I am convincing myself that there is nothing wrong. Nothing is wrong with the behavior of Zeus he is just his normal self that not talking much. Okay.

"Sure"

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"Ha! You are so ugly! You don't have a place here in the university" Zeus is smiling so creepy.

"Y-yeah!" shit how can I do it?

"You should not stutter! You supposed to look intimidating because you are bullying her" the director yells at me.

"Sorry" I apologize then I look at Zeus and he gave an awkward smile. Why?

We continue to practice our lines and I'm trying my best to act my role. I sometimes fail but I manage to act like I am really a bully. Shit. I really hate bullying.

Zeus receives a text so he excuses himself and he went out of the studio. I waited a few minutes before the practice ends.

After 15 minutes the practice for today is finally over.

I went out of the room and go straight to the elevator. Good thing I am alone here. I press the 1 floor because I am planning to go straight in the hotel where I am currently staying. Did I mention that I am not in the central city? Well, now readers you already know.

The elevator's door opened and I saw Zeus sitting on the sofa near the entrance of the building like he is waiting for someone. Is waiting for me? I hope so...

"Zeus—"I am already raising my hand ready to wave when Rick appears and called Zeus but in another name that makes me stunned at my place.

"Hey, Chryss!" Rick is running and waving his hand towards Zeus.

Chryss? Wait, His real name is Chryss Sebastian? Wait maybe his name has a different spelling. Maybe his name is Kris or Chris or maybe it is his nickname? But Sebastian? Chryss Sebastian is the name of that kid.

"Oh hey" Rick waved at me but I am still standing at my position.

Zeus or Chryss looks in my direction and he looks surprised. I don't what I look like now and what kind of expression I am showing but the thing I am sure of about myself is I am angry. My blood is boiling. So that is why that's why he is with the role. So that is why he is weird earlier.

I saw him approaching but before he could approach me I immediately walk away.

"Hey!" I heard him call me but I don't want to talk to him.

I know he is that kid. Chryss Sebastian.