Jesse is a 25-year-old guy and he is a romance writer. He has a deceiving look of a teenager so everyone he encountered mistakenly judges him as a young boy.

But...

There is something in Jesse that is not really right, even though he writes about a romance he cannot appreciate love. He has no idea what love is, he is just referring to a movie or other people's experiences.

One day his friend Matthew helped him to find where to publish his works.
But when they found one, it turns out to be a disastrous phenomenon for Jesse because his Editor is his 1st ever love, the man behind all his problems about love.

But does Jesse can still stand it and feel nothing? Or remember those feelings again?

I Meet My First

I don’t know what kind of relationship I have with Oliver but I swear he is extra bold and sweet today. For example, when I woke up earlier, he called me and asked me if I want to have breakfast with him. Well of course I agree and he immediately said that he is my door already. When he is already here inside he is the one who does the work of preparing and washing the dishes. 


He just left a reminder that I should not skip lunch. Well, how can I not when I am too busy writing and if he will always ask for the manuscript. But he is still sweet. 


I just let myself under the shower flooding with the thoughts of him. I don’t know what to say but he is doing things like we are a couple. 


Our conversation that night made me realize that Oliver is serious. I never thought he would have felt that for me but look at me blaming him for everything that happened to me. I am such a coward and a dumb person. I can only say that I was too young at that time but it’s not an excuse. 


First of Jesse XIX