Jesse is a 25-year-old guy and he is a romance writer. He has a deceiving look of a teenager so everyone he encountered mistakenly judges him as a young boy.

But...

There is something in Jesse that is not really right, even though he writes about a romance he cannot appreciate love. He has no idea what love is, he is just referring to a movie or other people's experiences.

One day his friend Matthew helped him to find where to publish his works.
But when they found one, it turns out to be a disastrous phenomenon for Jesse because his Editor is his 1st ever love, the man behind all his problems about love.

But does Jesse can still stand it and feel nothing? Or remember those feelings again?

I Meet My First

Oliver is inside my apartment and he is cooking for me. Again! 


“Aren’t you tired from work?” I asked. 


“Nope, I feel refreshed whenever I see you” He is not looking at me but I know he is smiling. 


Damn it! I am so in love with him. I understand what because now I experiencing it. All of these are new to me that I don’t know how to handle. 


I am just waiting for him to finish cooking because he said that we should eat together. 


“Yes, please” I answered him. Sushi is not my favorite but at least that food is exactly my taste. 


I don’t know what he is doing because I am facing his back. I am also too shy to peek at him so I sit still and watch only his back. 


I can’t help but get shy all over again remembering what he just told me earlier once he gets here inside. 


First of Jesse XX