I miss him

"Hey, Reyna!!" I was startled by that voice. "Hai sir, good to see you." "I am the one who should say that, it's been a long time. Right?" I nodded. "I want to discuss something very urgently. Is your work finished?" "no have to review some more documents" "then inform me when you're done. Ok?" "yap sure" the night was so long, we discussed many things about my fan signing and contracts too. There are many offers coming up like adapting my novel into a series and movie. So translation requests and so on. I almost get back home in the early morning, no worries because it's Sunday, so I can sleep till evening. The next week went, as usual, the only change was Arine went to see her family and I took a leave today to spend time with my brother because they're leaving Monday. Means next Monday like 3 days left. They are leaving for Paris for the first concert on schedule, they barely said to me. I know little about the schedules. So before they leave, I have to accompany them. They mostly return after 1 month. It is not new to me, but this is the first time they're leaving for this long period. A kind of missing them. I took a half day's leave to spend time with them. I helped them to pack things, cook, and spend some leisure time too. Some memories make me alive when they are gone. The new semester is a little hard, with the same classes but core subjects. I had an evaluation camp on the same day as their departure. So I can't say goodbye. Fine, all are getting busy, they need to practice too, so no problem. The first week after they left was a little hard for me. They call me in the early morning, missing their lives and messages. How can I stay up all day? When I got back home, Hella was tired, with a lot of work to complete for the next day. I also need to upload my new chapter online and have to draft it. And the pressure to show up. I too felt like if I delayed again then I can't hold the situation, maybe it will worsen more. And of course, I have to prove to his mom that my job is not shameful, it's worth it.

Nowadays my company is really pushing hard to show up in the media. I can't deny their request completely because it demands that so many people's sufferings will end when shown up but mine…. Every day my dear brothers and Seong contact me, and arrange online tickets too, to see their concert. I really want to be part of them. One more thing I helped them on a song for the latest release and that went viral, now there are many rumors that they have a rookie idol in the group and will debut soon. If I debut then it will be history, for sure. Some people took back the photos and voice clips which showed my presence with them and are getting very sensation nowadays, it is really crazy. Right? I don't know how fandom can get obsessed like this with their idols. I can't say it is wrong or bad because like them I'M OBSESSED WITH MY WARRIORS. Yesterday when Byung ho Oppa called he said that they were planning to tell their fandom about me.at first, I thought he was joking but later jun Oppa also mentioned that. I don't know what their plan was. God knows!! What's gonna happen next but know one thing I fucking miss them. Like hell.