Home sweet home

Back home, none of them enquired anything. just hold me tighter, let me cry my lung out. this is my family, they know how much I am hurt now. I don't know how I fall asleep while holding Ha-Jun Oppa. when I opened my eye, I am in Junoppa's lap others fall asleep around us. Ho Oppa is holding one hand and the other in Daloppa's hand. they're on the floor. Dae Oppa and sook is hugging from both sides. no one can believe that we are staying apart for long. Still loving, caring, and worrying to the peak. suddenly Sookie snuggled more towards me like a baby. of course, he and I are babies for others. my home sweet home!!

I woke up around midnight then, tried to sneak out but caught, "where are you going?" "back to home" "this is your home and you are not leaving anymore" "I have to go" "Paapa, I am warning you now, stay here!!" "Junoppa, nothing is going well, and you don't know who I am" "then tell me who you are?" "yes, we all want to know that" everyone is there now. No way to escape, look like need to give an explanation for everything I have done of. "I am Reyna, the writer, and also Jiya, Mun Jiya" "you mean IMA..." "yes!!" "and there are so many that you are not aware of" "why did you leave us all alone here, you just vanished, without telling to none. even Arine" "yes you should give an explanation to that" "and also where were you? why didn't you contact us?"

A bunch of questions, yes I need to answer for these, it is my responsibility. "on that day, I was so confused more than that worried about losing him. I started to hate myself, and my body too, while seeing myself, made me remember the day that person attacked, each and every spot he touched, the way he tortured me, and the way he slid his hands over me. the bruises and scars reminding me of everything. what will be Seong's response after knowing the truth, what if he left me? so many questions started to make me overthink. more than that his mom, contacted me before the event for a warning to stay away from him. the thought of losing everything I love and care, for made me insane. I left there because not to be bonded by him"

"you know that we all are there for you forever then why?" "I had no answer for that, in that time I was only afraid of betrayal" "but you can come back to us after all of these right? but you didn't, not even replied to any of our text or call" "I was planning to come back last month but some unexpected things happened" "what??" "I came to see you all last month, attended your concert, and even stayed in the same hotel" "wait!! you what??" "Hyung I told you very clearly that I saw her. right? but none of you believed me. now look, I was correct" "Jun Oppa you saw me there?" "yap but you didn't, I spotted you at the concert later in the hotel too but everyone said that I mistook you for someone, so I.." "it is okay" "but what happened unexpectedly there? I didn't see anything!!" "I saw Seong with Ae-Ri" "you saw whom??" "Ae-Ri, and we had a conversation too." "What does she say?" "the explanation for what I saw earlier" "You saw what??" "passionate kisses they shared and something more..."

"They really kissed?" "yap" "then she told you what?" "their happy life and their plans of getting married. then warning to stay away from him" "baby looks like you are skipping many things, just tell the truth" "I don't want to" "just tell Paapa"

"So you are Natasha. right?" I hummed. "Reyna, Queen! you don't even have a gut to show up then what made you date him? for money or fame" "I am not into this Ms. Ae-Ri" "but I am, because of you he stayed away from me, pushed me but you know at last he realized how much I am into him and now we are together. but you know what, because of his mom helped a lot to pursue him, even the attack, we planned together. but the real plan was to kill you but unfortunately, just slipped. even though that helped us more you set him free, gave a chance for me too."

"Look whatever happened, that all are past and I am trying to forget that, but after knowing the truth behind all those was you and his mom did you think that I will stand still and watch, no never." "what will you do?" "I can prove to him" "no he won't believe you, because mentally and physically we are one now. you saw that before right? that was true and wanna hear his voice recording that tells me his feeling for me? wanna her. if you hear that then you won't stand like this" "I don't fucking care" "you should because I have this to make to stay away from us!!"