Rowan and I returned to our inn room for privacy. He sat at the foot of the bed. I sat beside him.
“So,” he began. “What is it that worries you?”
“Depends. What were you up to?” I didn’t want to get into it if I had completely misunderstood what he had traded his rings for at the jeweler’s table.
“I was…preparing for a possibility. Whether it’s the near or distant future, I’m likely to…encounter this possibility.” He was still trying to keep it a surprise. Or, he didn’t know how to answer when I had told him earlier that I didn’t want to know.
“You can just tell me,” I said. “If we have to have this conversation, just tell me.”
He grimaced. “I don’t want it to cheapen the moment that I ‘want’ to tell you.”
So that was his predicament.
“I…guess we can talk around it.” I took a breath in preparation. Even though it seemed pretty obvious, I now had to go ahead and talk about what was bothering me without any confirmation that it was grounded in anything relevant.