Chapter 4

I may not be perfect but i was always faithful in every relationship. I know that I am not perfect but I am not a cheater or some kind of fraud. I fulfill my part in the relationship then why do I always feel the pains of cheating and disappointment. My mum was right about Andrew, he is nothing but a cheat and a fool. I wish I've never met him.
"Aaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!" I screamed as I gulp down the fifth shot of vodka. I am not a glutton but sometimes circumstances make us do the things that we hate doing.
"Take it easy dear, you should not hurt yourself because of Andrew. He is a looser". Cordis said trying her best to impress me but I wasn't paying attention to her. All I had in mind was my mother's words when I was leaving yesterday. I didn't know how stupid I was to not listen to her. I took a look at Cordis then looked away. She don't know the pains of catching your boyfriend sexing another woman before your eyes.
I was still sulking when my cellphone rang. It was mom. No matter how busy or sad I might be, I always take her calls. I picked the call and pressed the loud speaker button.
"hi mom" I answered trying my best to sound calm. "hi baby, I am so sorry okay?" hearing her say that I started cry again. I couldn't control my tears, so I just let it flow.
"I heard everything, I am so sorry. Do you want me to come and see you?" mummy asked but I declined the offer. I don't want to face her or hear her say that she warned me.
"no mom, I will be fine besides I have a hook up tonight" I told her admist tears.
"don't tell me it's what am thinking, you want to have sex with some guy simply because you caught your boyfriend with your sister in bed? It's not worth it baby" she stood against it.
I have made up my mind and nothing can change it. "No mom, I will be fine, good night, I love you" I ended the call before she could say another word. I took another shot and place back the glass on the table.
I didn't know how long I waited before I could know what's happening the club was filled up. I looked up from the bar and saw Cordy walking in through the door. I thought she was sitting here with me. I looked at her and smiled. She is the lucky one, she is intelligent, smart, beautiful, she has a good boyfriend and good parents. She is truly lucky.
I dropped the vodka shot and made to stand. My feet were long gone. "I can't feel my feet" I complained to Cordy the moment she came in. She guided me back into the crowded section in the club. "You will feel batter watching people drink and play".
Trust a first time drinker like me to feel better. I wasn't feeling any better. I kept a straight dizzy face scanning from pairs to pairs while Cordy was busy kissing life out of Louis.
Somehow I felt their romance and kissing getting into me. I looked at the couple making out beside me and decided that I need one too. I need to feel a man's touch for the first time in my life. It might be no big deal but I really want to try it out.
Maybe the alcohol was getting to my brain or because I was feeling hornier than ever. To make Andrew regret what he did to me, I made a decision to follow a man home. Maybe not home but sex a man. I never planned my first sex experience to be in a club or a hotel with some random guy, that's what happens when your boyfriend cheats on you with your cousin.
I took a quick shot from cordy's glass and stood up. I dragged my feet to the guy from the first class airplane. I saw him enter the club and decided that he is my catch. Not my new boyfriend or as my crush or lover but a night stand with him. 'He will make a good sex partner' I thought as I went up to him. He was with some other guys I considered his friends.
When he saw me approaching he took his eyes away from my direction. He is the coldest person here on earth, but I do not care anymore. No matter what he say or do, I will surely get him tonight.
"hi guys" I greeted them as soon as I approached their table. I wobbled down to the table and sat beside him. I am sure his friends made some funny voice but I was too drunk to mind.

"get your filthy hands off me" he said in a mean voice.
Instead of listening to him, I drew closer to him and kissed him.

In my sober state I would never ever let a man touch me talk more of initiating the kiss. At first he resisted me but I was not ready to give up.

When he noticed that I was not ready to give up, he let the music flow. Before one could say JACK, he was kissing me back rather too fast.
He held my chins and delves his tongue in to my mouth and I accept it rather sweetly.
He held on to me and kissed me as if his life depended on the kiss.

When we pulled apart, I heard his friends shouting and hailing us while the last guy was just looking at him as if he has grown some horns. He brought his lips closer to me and kissed me again. This time it was slow and passionate. All I did was let him do it.
"yo guys, get yourself a room" his friends kept hitting the table. So we pulled apart. I was breathing like a dog running a marathon with the Antelope. I was running out of breathe while the cute guy was just staring at me. I had no room for feeling shy or embarrassed. Thanks to alcohol. It made me do lots of things.