In the infirmary, Phoebe just lay there staring at the ceiling but her mind was a mess. She was thinking too much about what she should do after this. Is she going to deal with her divorce from John like going through a trial? does she have to stay in Travis' house to work when conditions don't allow it? What should she do now that she is no longer pregnant? What's the priority again? The woman was completely flustered as if she had lost her way. the moment when she was still pregnant always haunted her, making her always miss that moment and of course sad to remember that her fetus was born so small and died.