becoming friends

David felt bad but how was he supposed to react to that kinda of thing?

he didn't understand how he could be so obsessed with him just what was wrong with that kid?! well considering the circumstances he had no right to ask him those questions

he was taking this "kid" in out of pity

he felt bad for him both his mother and boyfriend- kicked him out- but maybe it was for valid reasons- and he wasn't going to bother him about it- he had tried to kick the "kid" out but he couldn't- and he never admit it

but when he saw him- pout- it was adorable

and as he thought on it- that wasn't the only thing he wouldn't admit- and ignored it

but- when Evan teased him- he kinda liked it

and he knew that the longer he spent with him

the more these feelings would evolve

but he didn't want that- he never loved anyone

but himself-

and he didn't want to lose the only thing that made him happy

he had a routine

and he would stick to it-

he would continue to ignore his feelings for Evan

the next day he appeared in the mirror

"Evan-" He whispered

Evan woke up Suprised his eyes widen

this was the first time he called him by his name

he went back to the mirror looking at David

"are you still mad at me David?-" Evan asked

"I-*cough* wanted to apologize for my actions

- it wasn't fair of me to overact over it-" he replied

"No you were right to react that way- I should apologize for my actions- it wasn't right of me-

and I took advantage of your hospitality- you should have just kicked me out- I don't deserve any of this-" Evan replied

"No- don't you dare say that- you have every right to be here- and we both weren't in our right minds

this all new to me and you were kicked out by both your mom and your boyfriend- and that was how he dumped you- which isn't exactly fair- and then I added on to top of that - but I was so scared-

I don't like any of this- but I shouldn't have taken it out on you- so can we start over Evan? and be friends?" he replied

"Yes!-let's start over and be friends- Dav- David" Evan replied

"it's alright Ev- you can call me Dave- if you want-

since we're friends now-" he replied

"Yes- I will- Dave it is" Evan replied

David felt bad for him

Evan had seemed so sad and down and dreary- and he was dead after all

but he had been so clingy- and that turned him off-

and he really hated that about him- he didn't get clingy- and he didn't care about him

he didn't want a moping baby- he wanted an adult

Evan had his flaws but he wasn't all bad and he wasn't as bad as he made out to be

David sighed

"Alright then we're good friends now" he said

"Yes we are-" Evan replied happily

"I'm sorry about acting like such a b*tch-" he replied

"No it's okay-" Evan replied

"No it's not okay- I was a horrible person- I'm sorry" he replied

"Eh, don't worry about it- I'm sorry I ever started talking to you" Evan replied

"wait- don't stop talking-" he replied

"why? I thought you didn't like me talking?" Evan

"I do like hearing your voice and I hate to admit it but I'm lonely- and you bring me comfort-" he replied

"what do you mean-" Evan replied

"Just don't die on me and leave me all alone- please don't Evan-" he said pleading

"I won't- I promise" Evan replied

"Alright good" he replied

"Also I'm sorry about that whole dead thing and the whole dead thing in general"

"Eh don't worry about it" Evan replied

"I'm glad you're not dead- I was worried" he replied

"Yeah I'm sorry about that-" Evan replied

"I freaked out and-" he replied

"It's okay-" Evan replied

"No it's not okay- I was worried about you" he replied

"Yeah well you still should have been worried about yourself" Evan replied

"I was worried about you too" he replied

"Well ya know what they say about worry-"

"What does that say?"

"If you're worried about everything then nothing will ever happen to you-" Evan replied

"Well I never worried about anything and nothing ever happened so what does that mean?" He replied

"It means that you were lucky" Evan replied

"I lived out my life devoted to my work and never left my house - and I- was- so lonely-

So f*cking lonely I even got jealous of my boss - but I had my house and convinced myself that I couldn't love anyone else- because I didn't need anyone-when in fact - that wasn't true I needed someone anyone- why- why- did- I realize sooner?!" He shouted sobbing

"Because sometimes you never meet that person until you die-" Evan replied

"You're not supposed to say stuff like that-" he replied

"I'm sorry - I had to say it" Evan replied

"No! No! I never meant to say that! I'm sorry I was mean to you, I promise I won't say anything like that again - just please don't leave me alone - please" he replied

"I'm not going anywhere and you're allowed to let out your fears and worries- whatever's bothering you- I already put my baggage on you - so it's only fair that you put some on me too- alright? I promise I won't judge you-" Evan replied

"Alright I promise I won't judge you either" he replied

"Good"

"Can I ask you something?"

"Yeah of course-"

"What was it that made you start worrying?"

"I don't know - I just did-" he replied

You- you did

"alright then- can you tell me about your boss?-" Evan asked

"Yeah- I guess he was like family to me-and super gay for a co-worker of his but he didn't confess until ten years later-" he replied

"So what did he say when he did?" Evan asked

"Why would I know? I wasn't there when it happened-but I'm just glad he was happy-but it also made me realize how lonely I was-" he replied

"Did you ever try to find him-?" Evan asked

"Nope- what good would that have done? I'm glad he's happy, and it wasn't my place to mess with him anyway" he replied

"Yeah you're right- what was his name?"

"Calix dragon- why?" he replied

Evan's eyes widen

"that's- the guy who died from suicide- after his wife died from childbirth-" Evan replied

"I didn't know that" he replied

"Me neither- I found out when my grandma found his file in the archives- and told me that he had died in the accident-" Evan replied

"oh-" he replied

"Yeah I'm sorry-" Evan replied

"no it's fine- but it's just that I feel like I should have helped him-" he replied

"You can't help everyone- no one can" Evan replied

"I know - I know-" he replied

"You're not alone - I'm here for you whenever you need-" Evan replied

"Yeah well thanks- you're a good friend- and you're not such a b*tch anymore either" he replied