Blake: Chance

After we returned back to the pack grounds, Lucian has been pestering me with death glares all the way back from the beach or sewer pipe. We parted with his other school colleagues, as he puts it nicely, in good terms to share information about the human once we find our lead.

"You could quit glaring at me Lucian. I can feel them drilling a hole in my skull." I groaned as I flip a finger at him as we walked down the east wing to the Beta's quarter.

"Good. Because I'm only a thread thin away from castrating you from your flesh." He growls making me growl back. "This must be certain that we get to that pack that your mate's at or help me that you're end up deep underground after this day's done."

"Shut the fuck up Lucian!" I growled as I stride forward. It's no good if we both stay together like this, this normally doesn't end well. "Where the fuck are you, Frank!" I clenched my teeth as I scan the halls.

"Slow the fuck down, Fang! And who the fuck are you to order me to shut up, dillweed!" Lucian yelled behind me.

I try to ignore him as I open each door at the suite. Slamming each one down after another with Lucian hot on my heels.

"The fuck! Blake!" Frank jumped as I opened the door of his bathroom. Well he was showering that's why. He shot me a glare as he wrapped a towel over his neck.

"Don't fucking glare at me Frank." I growled as he averted his eyes away from me. "Get dress! Lucian has some questions for you!"

"The prince?"

"Well duh, genius." I rolled my eyes. "Be out in five." And with that I slammed the door shut.

Lucian was looking around Frank's room with a scowl. I walked across him and leaned against the wall facing Lucian.

"Where's your Beta?" He asked.

"Out in ten." I growled.

"I think I heard it was five." Lucian eyed me as I looked out the window.

"Well, give him time." I reasoned.

"Going soft are we, Fang." Lucian chuckled darkly as he looked out as well. "Having a mate sure made you different from the you I remembered."

"Then get used to this." I state not leaving the flickering glow of the leaves of the trees. "Because I'm not the same Blake you knew back then."

"It seems so." Lucian smirked.

And Frank came out of the bathroom dressed in a ripped pants and an overly large shirt with a skeleton guitarist on the center. He still has that towel wrapped around his neck as he nervously looked at me then at Lucian, who turned around to look at him.

"You wanted to speak to me, Prince Lucian?" He bowed before looking at Lucian who just shrugged.

"I'll make this blunt. Take me to this fucktard's mate's pack." He stated.

Frank bit his lips and looked at me but I glared at him as well. Technically, I also want to go and meet Aries' pack and well Aries' as well. I won't say it but thanks to Lucian it seems I might able to make it easy.

"You meant A-Alpha Aries, Prince Lucian?" He gulped making Lucian raise an amuse brow.

"I didn't know your mate's an Alpha too. This is interesting." Lucian smirked as I growled lowly. "I can't wait till both of you mate. That would be fun to watch the next day."

"Fuck you Lucian!" I scoffed as Lucian seem triumphant at his remarks.

"Is this Alpha Aries, Blake's mate, Beta?" Lucian smirked as Frank looked at me and back at Lucian. He nodded. Fuck! "I see." Lucian grinned at my direction.

I crossed my arms and mumbled curse words under my breath. An Alpha, I'm whipped. It means he's dominant as well. I hope not. It would complicate things if that's so. I bit my lower lip as Frank explains something about asking permission first.

"I'm a Prince of werewolves." Lucian states annoyed. "Why on earth should I ask some Alpha's permission to cross his grounds?!"

"Because he's my mate!" I retorted, unsure why I answered that way. "You don't barge at someone's pack without permission, Lucian! Even when your a freaking Prince!"

"Is this the part where I should laugh?" He replied sarcastically. "You might be my friend Blake but know your place!"

He slammed his hand over my chest in a blink of an eye as he glares at me.

"Remember your place." He gritted his teeth.

"Try me, dipshit." I challenged. He raised a brow before shoving me back.

"Thank the Goddess for your luck that I didn't ripped your heart out." Lucian sneered as he returned to his previous position. "So what are you waiting for? Call this Alpha. Blakey sure can't wait to meet him." He looked at Frank you shook for a few seconds though not obviously.

"The hell I am!" I argued as he seems to know what I'm thinking.

"A-actually, Prince Lucian, Zephyr called me awhile back about this." Frank started as Lucian listened intently.

"What now?!" He asked irritated. "I got no time for dilly dallying. So anytime during this year would be nice."

"Uhm, yes. I mean yes, Prince Lucian." Frank fumbled. "Zephyr, Aries' Beta, told me that they found a human a few days back on some place off state."

"Why are you in contact with that douche?!" I interrupted. I really hated that Zephyr's guts. Going in between me and Aries all the time. I heard Lucian growl maybe for interrupting but I don't care.

"He's no douche, Blake!" Frank growled back taking me by surprise. My, my, our timid Beta has some backbone after all. "Don't ever call him that!"

"What got your panties in a knot? Geez... Frank." I glared at him as averted his eyes with his brows still scrunched up.

"Can you shut your trap, Blake!" Lucian yelled. "He's telling something important for fuck sake! And you." He glares at Frank. "Speak. Now."

"Yes. Uhm. Where would I start?" Frank started fumbling his words. He seems different than usual. "You see Prince Lucian, Alpha Aries' pack isn't on any known registered wolf pack. Even I don't know where they are located."

"Then who else knows this?!" Lucian gritted his teeth, anger seething through his veins it seems.

"Bla-Blake been there." Frank ratted me out which caught me be surprise.

"I do?" The very question escaped my lips. I can't believe I've been at my mate's pack. Lucian eyed me. "Why the hell can't I remember?"

"What the hell is going on here? I'm getting tired of this charade." Lucian groaned as he slapped his right hand over his forehead. "What the hell happened to you Fang?! You don't even remember your own mate?!"

I looked at Lucian, my face seem beaten and confused at this situation. I grabbed my hair as I try to remember but nothing came through just major head pains like before when I try remembering things about Aries.

"Fuck!" I gritted my teeth as I knelt down on the floor. "Why? Why? Can't I remember him. What happened to me?"

Lucian looked at Frank accusingly as my Beta looked frightened and confused at my current situation.

"What the hell is this?" Lucian kneel besides me as my shook from fear. I can't remember a thing. "If he met his mate then why is he like this? He seem not to remember anything about his mate?"

"I-I don't know Prince Lucian?" Frank approached me but seem too afraid to touch me. "He was getting along with Alpha Aries' a few weeks after rejecting the -"

Lucian immediately slammed me to the wall with a glare.

"You rejected your mate?!" Lucian growled. "What has gotten into you? You're not suppose to reject your mate. You know what happens to wolves who does. Being an Alpha doesn't exempt you from the drawback."

"Wha-what do you me- mean?" I groaned as I held my head with my right hand as if trying to lighten the throbbing pain in my head. "A-Alpha wolves can't go crazy from rejec-"

"Fool!" Lucian growled as he let go back of my chest to slumped down at the floor shaking his head. "You get even worse punishment from rejecting a mate than going crazy. You lost everything connecting to said mate."

"Everything?" I wince as another jolt of pain surged through my skull.

"Memories." Lucian sighed. "And it seems you somehow developed a connection after the rejection. You're one fucked up guy Blake."

"Not more fucked up than you." I chuckled trying to drown the pain down as Frank somehow held a few pills and a glass of water for me. I gave him a knowing look before snatching the pills down and swallowing them down my throat. Bitter.

"Let's just say we've both gone homo for some guy we've met." He groaned. "But don't you tell that to anyone else. None of it leaves this room. Understood Beta." He glares at Frank who gulped down while nodding.

"But shouldn't both of them feel the memory fading?" Frank asked. Lucian looked at him. "Because, Alpha Aries seems fine according to Zephyr."

"That sounds odd." Lucian thought out loud as he scrunched his brows in thought. "Somehow some other factor caused Blake to lose his memories faster. Has anything happened before Blake acted differently?"

"Actually that you said that." Frank thought for a second. "A week ago when Blake talked to Alpha Lance about something. I don't know what they talked about that day but after that Aloha Aries was leaving quite beaten and Blake was engaged to Jessica once again."

"Jessica? Is that the bitch Blake's been fucking since I arrived here? And what do you mean once again." Lucian asked. "You mean they were engaged before."

"Yes Prince Lucian, she's the one." Frank replied. "Technically, they never broke up. Alpha Lance was making an alliance with a neighboring pack and since Blake kinda has no mate publicly, Aloha decided Blake be mated to one of the females with an Alpha bloodline."

"You know I'm still here." I groaned as the pain seems to subside to being bearable.

"Good. Because you are the key for me to finding him." Lucian spoke determined. "Do you have any feelings for her?"

"Huh?" I asked.

"The bitch. Jessica, you love her?" Lol Lucian said it plainly making me think about it. I don't hate her but there is this feeling that she's important to me.

"I. I don't know." I replied unsure.

"What do you mean you don't know? It's a simple yes or no." Lucian rolled his eyes.

"I don't know. I don't know if it's love or something but I have a strong feeling of her being important to me." I reasoned.

"So it's more stronger than your feelings for this Alpha Aries?" He eyed me. "I mean she's can -"

"Fuck you Lucian!" I cursed. "I like Aries more! Happy?!"

Lucian smirked devilishly.

"Just like like?"

"Ok fine! You want to fucking hear it from me then here you go." I took a deep breath. "I love him! I don't know him but I love him. Fucking much!"

Another jolt of pain shot through my head again. I wince at that and rests my head at the wall with a grunt. Lucian just seem to contemplate and look at Frank.

"You got contacts at Alpha Aries' pack don't you?" Lucian asked. "Zephyr, Aries' Beta, he's the one your in contact with right? Tell him to meet us somewhere outside that no man's land off Lance's pack grounds tonight."

"What should I say to convince him to comply Prince Lucian? Zephyr is quite as stubborn as Blake is." Frank reasoned. "He won't allow Alpha Aries to meet Blake after all what he has done."

"Tell him Prince Lucian wants to meet him. I guess even an unknown pack such as them isn't as unknowledgeable about me." Lucian started. "He may hate Blake with a vengeance but he won't deny my authority. He will give it thought. Just convince him." The way Lucian look at Frank made my Beta's cheek flare up.

Frank just nodded and and stood up. "Excuse me. I'll have to -uhm- make this call in a more secure, er, room." He stuttered before running off to one of his room.

Lucian chuckled and leaned against the wall opposite of me. A smile gracing his lips as he pulled his phone o it and admired the dangling wolf plushy.

I on the other hand closed my eyes and collected my thoughts on Aries, my mate. Will he still accept me? Is he still mad at me? Will his lips feel great once I kiss him.

I could tell my face were burning red by now but I don't care. Tonight. I will wrap my arms around him and never let go.

Aries.

I will never let you go. Never.

Ever.

Just give me this one chance.