**Dreams**

"I like dreams of the future better than the history of the past." – Thomas Jefferson

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Aviona Liliene,

I often dream but when I dream it always became nightmares.

I always get back to the past where it all started, and this curse came from.

I don't want to remember what happened in my past life but I can't because the moon goddess cursed me to remember it all.

It's been a hundred million years since it all happen and it still haunts me through my dreams.

That painful and sorrowful past lead me to this life and world.

I don't want to tell it anyone or someone yet but soon if I can I will.

Not even my parents and safira my loyal servant and best friend knew what my past is they don't even try to ask though and I don't like to tell it them because it might trigger something in the future so I won't risk it even if it gets heavier her in my chest all the time I remember it.

So to escape everyone I decide to go to my secret place and I even command my barrier to not let safira in.

I just need some alone time for myself to think and to be at peace.

I was still thankful for safira that she always volunteers to be my blood meal all the time I get so weak and it's her duty and her power helps me to regain my strength.

She holds the power of restoration and is a seer of the future.

While I have the power of being the seer of the past, elemental power, sub-power like teleportation, mind control, shadow manipulation, barrier, and portal creator.

Besides having a vampire speed, sense, immortality, and who happens sometimes became weak because of me having no mate or not mated.

But still, I'm the most beautiful woman in my vampire races. Excuse me for boasting but Of course, I'm a true pureblooded royal vampire crown princess next to the throne of Regent Vampire Clan and Kingdom.

Do I boast it so much?

Haaa! This is what I get for being a loner talking to myself all the time I look like a crazy vampire who is talking to herself in front of this fall.

Of course, I know that nobody can hear me here so that is why I was just mumbling things to myself.

But then all of a sudden I just have the feeling of being watched and that was absurd because I knew that I was the only one here or I wasn't.

So I roam my eyes to the forest in front of me and I suddenly have the urge to stare at a certain place which happens to be the same place I stare at yesterday.

But all I can see was vast darkness and tress and no one is in there.

Hmmm! Maybe safira didn't fully restore my senses well and that is why I was lacking at it now.

I will find out what is wrong here in my place.

Someone might infiltrate in here and be good at hiding and masking itself.

After that incident, I decided to go back home.

And when I came back safira is running towards me with a worried face maybe it's about me being gone for hours and she can't even enter my secret place so she got worried that something might happen to me.

Lady Liliene where have you been your father, the king looking for you since earlier, and your mother is so worried about you. Safira said to me.

I'm already here now safira so stop being worried and can you please get me a cup of tea and bring it to my office, thank you I will go now to the throne room. I said to safira and walk away from her to go to the throne room where my father and mother would be.

Father, safira said you were looking for me? I said to my father after I courtesied him.

Oh god! Aviona Liliene where the heck did you go? We've been looking for you everywhere. My mothers said who looks so worried about me.

Yeah! Good thing you are here already! I've got some important news for you. My father said who was devoid of emotions in his face.

My King Lucius, Liliene went a while ago and now she is back aren't you happy that she is okay and not hurt? My lovely mother ask my father

My Queen Amelia, Liliene is not a child anymore so why would I be worried about her? She can defend herself she is so powerful for them to touch. My father said still no emotions at all its as if that was the natural reason for all of that.

You are so cruel Lucius, what if Liliene didn't come back? What if something bad happens to her? Would you be still like this? My mother said and stand up from her seat and reason out to my father who is just looking at me deathless,

ENOUGH of this drama Amelia. My father said and face my mother who shed a tear in her eyes.

You are so unbelievable Lucius, you've changed. She said and walk out in front of us.

I see how my mother loves me so much and I would say sorry to her after what will my father would have me do.

Don't get me wrong okay I love my parents so much it's just that I love my mother more and I hate it when I see her cry especially because of me.

Liliene, my father called me and sigh.

What is it, father? I ask

I want you to know that by next month you will need to meet all the candidates to be your king. My father said and I was containing myself to not explode this is so absurd. He knows too well what I am.

Father, are you hearing what you are saying now you know very well that I'm intersex so why choose a king? As I said and reason out to him.

Oh my bad liliene, it was the council's decision don't worry I already prepared a list of women candidates for you. Damn those councils, and what did he say another list. Tsk!

Oh well, they don't even know what I am so I understand but my father knows so why did he agree. Argghhh! This is so frustrating.

I hope this time you would cooperate with us and stop being so stubborn and please liliene stop waiting for a mate that would never come to you. No! I can never do that, my mind and heart disagree with what he is saying, and to forget and stop waiting that will never gonna happen even if it takes me a million years to wait.

Father this is too much, Yes I will oblige you and the council's decision but please let me wait for her. Don't make me hate you for that. I said to him while looking at him intensely, the same way he look at me. And I also glare at him for wanting me to do that insane thought.

I will go now to my office my king if you need or want anything for me to do just let safira know. I said as I paid respect to him and leave him with a cold expression on my face.

They wanted me to forget my mate by pulling this kind of trick, so let's see who will win this time. I said to myself after I close the door of the throne room where I left my father speechless.