**Thinking Of You**

"I'm thinking of you, that's all I do, all the time. You're always the first and the last thing in this heart of mine. No matter where I go, or what I do, I'm thinking of you."– Dierks Bentley

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Zira Aquene,

When I got home my father was in the hall having a meeting with the elders, so I decided to go upstairs to my room.

But when I came in, my pack are all in there waiting for me and they look at me saying you-want-to-ditched-us-look.

And damn boy this group is persistent to hear my stories about me having found out who my mate is.

So did you two meet up in secrets? Conor asks suspiciously.

What No! I just go out for a run to feel some air. I reason out to make an excuse.

Sorry, Sis was not buying it, you blocked us out in the pack link for about two to three hours, and that was absurd. Allyssa said shrugging her shoulder and looking at me with disbelief.

And suspicious too. Fritz added as to what Allyssa is saying.

Allyssa may be the youngest in my line up but she is the smartest, and one of the strong wolves in my pack.

So no doubt she was here.

What guys I'm telling the truth here. I just want some peace after my duties. I reason out again.

So if what you saying was true, then why did I get to smell something in you? Zora said sniffing me all over.

Zora stop this is so annoying guys stop it. I tell to them as much I want to use my authority over them it's a big NO, I just don't want them to cower in fear because of me.

Guys if you want to Zira tell what is happening can you just cool down and listen to her, it was not she'd going to hide it forever, besides it's her mate, not ours. Although the creature will be our luna. But still, Zira decides to make it. Ethan said defending me who now has her hand on my shoulder which I don't want and got annoyed too.

No one is going to touch me without my permission and now I was contemplating if I want to thank him or not, so I stayed quiet pull her arm hard and look at him dead in the eyes and when he sense my deadly aura he instantly back out and hid at Conor's back.

Coward! I heard Conor say to him.

Ethan is right, so we're sorry sis it won't happen again we were just too worried and curious who your mate is. Allyssa said

Worried? That got me so I repeat it to hear why!

Yeah worried that she or he rejects you and made you broken we don't want that to happen to you, we don't want you to go through the process of rejecting pain. It will hurt us too. So as much as possible we want you safe. Conor said. Awe this guys is the sweetest pack I have.

Don't worry guys, I won't let that happen. Besides she doesn't know it yet. I was just still mustering my courage to make myself go visible in her eyes. I said to them and it was like what the hell are you saying look at me by them.

What do you mean Zira? Fritz said.

In time I will tell you all guys just let me be okay! So can I rest now? I said to them.

Oh sure! We understand alpha Zira. Zora said.

Now get out you all!! I said to them playfully.

Fine! Night Zira, Conor said as she kiss my forehead and said goodnight.

Night Sis, Allyssa said and kiss my cheek.

Night Alpha Zira, Zora said always the formal one and the most obedient one of my pack leaders.

Night BFF, Fritz said as he tap my head.

Good night my lovely alpha Zira. Aghhh! As always the annoying and flirtatious Ethan, I don't get why the elder chooses him as one of my pack.

Ethan that's enough let Zira rest let's just all go! Conor said to Ethan and drag him out of my room by his collar, Conor did a great job protecting me because Ethan was about to kiss me too Ewww, too gross!

Conor let me kiss My Zira goodnight just one kiss and I'm good please bro. Ethan pleaded to Conor.

No! Ethan let Zira rest and stop calling her My she's not yours for pete's sake. Now Conor is pissed. I just smile seeing him like this a loving brother to me.

It's ok Zira we will handle this flirt of a skunk here for you night. Fritz said as he close my door.

And the two girls were just laughing at the corner for seeing how miserable Ethan is. Well, that put a smile on my lips also. Seeing them getting along is one of the best parts of having them all.

So I went to bed and lay down there for hours doing nothing it's just I can't sleep.

So I did the most not imaginable thing that a girl can do, oh NO this is not p*rn okay.

I just travel through dreams, one of the perks of having power and royalty.

I went into her dreams and what I see is so unbelievable, how can a creature like her have this kind of dream?

So I was just about to leave her dream when an unexpected thing happen.

Who are you? Why are you here? I was too stunned to speak, imagine a gorgeous creature speaking in front of you who made your heartbeat fast and wild, ask you who you are.

Damn that broke my heart. She should recognize me even a bit. But why?

So I just run out there and leave.

After all the nonstop thinking of her, this restless night, and this wild beating of my heart.

She would just ask me who I am.

Damn!

So I decided to sleep even though I can't because she is all I'm thinking right now! All the time.

And when I was about to succumb to sleep I just notice Zaih being quiet ever since we saw our mate and that bother me but I was really tired also so maybe tomorrow I will contact her and confront her.

So night Mates!