Angel and Devil. .

As time passes by, many had changed and i noticed myself i don't like to go out for parties anymore and get drunk. I thought i am already fulfilled with my life as a teen because i was free. My mother and i sell bananas and BBQ near the road. When i cross the street i saw my cousin riding on a bicycle and he shouted, "Ivie, go away i don't have a break!" When i heared him from afar someone whispered in my ear and said, "Stop him!" It was really a voice i heared and after that i think i lost myself and followed the command. I saw someone flying above the sky quickly and it was a form of a pure white person but i can't clearly see a face. I can't identify too if it was a boy or a girl it was just a bright person. Then i faced my cousin and then stopped the bike. I held the handles of the bicycle and it really stopped with power! We bumped our head with each other and my cousin asked me with a shocking face, "Why did you do that?" I just replied to him, "I really don't know why." After that i went to my mother and helped her. I can't move on to what has happened from me and my cousin. Then i sat under a coconut tree thinking and looking upon the bananas. Again, someone whispered to me and said, "Get bananas!" Still i followed the voice i heared and stood up quickly to get a piece of banana. My eyes got bigger when i turn around because a big coconut fruit fell off from that bench after i moved. For me it was really a guardian angel who protected me for that day.

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It was summer time and we went to Ilo-ilo City for vacation. It is the place where my mother was born. There were nice beaches there with white sands and i like it so much! But i experienced drowning in the ocean because the waves were great. I went alone at the shore at my neck level but my foot was trapped by a deep sand that lead me to drown away. There was someone holding my right slipper too so i let it go and let it flow. I called for help and called my mother raising my hands but no one noticed me. My voice wasn't clear because of the waves that i already drank a lot of sea water. I thought it was my time to die and i prayed within my heart and mind to God, "My God, i still want to live." After that i figured out that i was swimming in the deep ocean crawling under the sands. I crawl and crawl through the sand and go to a lower level. Until i reach it! I was coughing and hardly breathing so much! It was God who helped me survive! 😭 He saved me many times in tragic moments of my life! I'm glad i got many chances! I am still alive! 🙏😭🙏

Years passed by, we moved again in a new house but it was still in Minglanilla Cebu. It was just still along the road. I got very sick again but this time it was both physical and spiritual. I thought i am going to die and that my time is short. I told my family that my life will soon come to an end. I told my mother that if i would die my body shouldn't be cremate or embalm. I always had a palpitation in my heart. I am weakening so much and was hardly breathing. I felt i am always being choked and there is something in my stomach pricking inside too. I really don't understand what's happening to me even if i went for many check ups and a whole abdomen ultrasound. The doctors don't have findings until i run out of money i saved from working. Until i discovered i was spiritually sick because it all started when we moved to our new house. Something evil was inside our house and my body too because after i touched a cross i felt so well. I'd always see a dark evil person who keeps on following me wherever i go and whatever i do! I was very weak like someone is hanging on my back! He was always there in my sight when i take a nap and in my dreams too! He invited me into his very dark world and he wants to get and locked me up. He even covered my mouth with a pillow in my dream and i can't breathe anymore! I was calling each one of my family, "Mother. .father. .brother. . anyone, help!" But they can't hear me and nobody answered me. I was sleeping in my bed that time and i noticed i fell down but still i'm not awake. Until i called unto God, "My God, my God, my God!" I reapeated it many times then i woke up. I was sweating so much and i can't go back to sleep anymore. Another night again, i dreamt of that evil man and already saw his face clearly. It looks so demonic and he said to me, "Why did you left your old house! I want to marry you! Accept me now!" I replied to him, "No! I reject you demon, you're evil! We will never marry i am human and you came from a different world! My soul belongs to God and it must be returned to Him only and not you! You came from satan and we will never be together!" Then his face got very very angry. I prayed the rosary and cried at the altar kneeling down but no one hears and helps me. I think i'm very far away from God and that i live in the darkness now. Nothing had change because what i did was wrong and i discovered something that changed all the aspects of my self, my life and my beliefs. 😱