I had a new testament mini Holy Bible at home for many years but it was only hidden. In my high school many evangelist reached out students all over the world including our school. They gave it for free but i only read just a little bit of pages from it. I am glad they came to our school and shared us about the life of Jesus. When i was spiritually and physically sick i know that only God can rescue me in my situation the way He did before. I searched on youtube about healing prayers and it was really effective because i felt the power and the presence of the Lord. I've seen changes and recovery during many prayers i followed. It was always repentance, accepting Jesus, reading his words and deep prayers. I always listen to worship songs too and it really felt so good to hear them. Until i read the Holy Bible persistently day and night. Everyday i gain learning and understanding more about Jesus. I also listen to spiritual leaders in preaching the word of God. My knowledge got wider and i was amazed about the truth of this life. I am so glad that God uses people like them for us to gain understanding. I know i am always going to church before but i felt in my heart that i am in a wrong religion. In reading the word of God it is written in Exodus that we should not worship any other gods or idols. That we should not worship any man made works! I asked myself, why is it that in Roman Catholic they worship many saints, many virgins, and many hand made sculptures? There was nothing in the Holy Bible that we should worship them but God only. It is written also that God is a Spirit and we must worship Him in Spirit and in truth. They were only people who is changed and being used by God. If we would respond to God's calling we can be used by God too. Reading the Holy Bible opened the eyes of my heart. I've known a lot of sins while reading the word of the Lord even if it's a big or a small sin. The sins i had before was normal for me but the truth is it was not pleasing to God. I know i commit sins again and again but still i chose to repent. I did something wrong that morning and i thought in my mind, "I am dead now God will not forgive me anymore." But when i opened my Bible and read the chapter where Peter also denied Jesus for three times he was being forgiven when he repented. So just like apostle Peter did, i repented all of my sins too and stay connected with God. I noticed that time again that God speaks to us through his word. Many times i cried because of my sins but still He is so full of grace and mercy. I thought that it's impossible for me to change but still i decide and made a step. It was very hard to resist sin and i claim that i am always really tempted. So i started to left first in gambling in swertres lotto and later on i had overcome it! I also told my mother, "Mother, i would not steal anymore just gave me money everyday for my fare to church and my needs." She didn't expect for what i asked and my mother heared me out. Until i overcome in stealing again and left that bad habit i had chained before. For me repenting is not crying but proving to God and let Him see the changes you had within. ❤➕❤
During the pandemic i also had experienced the symptoms of Covid 19 virus. I didn't take the vaccine because i only layed it all to God. First i've got a very hard cough for two weeks. It was unstoppable and i can't even smell or taste the food! I don't like to eat but still i chose to ate though and drink some herbal plants. I also took vitamins too but still i wasn't healed. I did not told it to anyone too because i don't want to be quarantined for so long. I might be brought up to the hospital and even die there just like the other covid patients i've known. It's lready three weeks but i was glad i am healed again by the power of the blood of Jesus and in the Mighty name of Jesus. I believed and prayed so much and felt His great power and miracle instantly . 🙏➕🙏
I was in my room praying to God heartily and asked Him many questions. I prayed to Him, "God, why do i live in this world? Why do i exist? What is my purpose in life?" I was closing my eyes then i open the bible and read there, "Share the gospel of Salvation for many were lost and needed to be save." My eyes burst out and was amazed for that answer touching me heartily. I went downstairs to clean our house and when i got up to my room my four year old brother gave me my bible and said "Here! Read God sister." He called the bible God because he noticed me before that i am always reading in my room. He asked me that time what am i doing and i just told my little brother, "This is God brother." He already flipped the bible when he gaved it to me and i read the answer to my prayer again. It was the same! It was the scripture i have read from what i asked God for my life's purpose! I know in my heart it was the answer and it was really God who answered me. So i learned to always communicate with Him through His words and my phone too. Some were Godly messages too from my facebook pages and videos that will appear on my screen. I am so amazed with the journey i have right now because God is truly alive! 🙏➕🙏