Jayson was my first lover but now Jesus replaced him already. When i was in elementary i had a big crush on him until my high school. There was a funny moment when i had a dream about us from the love story i watched on the television before. The scene was that i was walking along the road and i fainted. Then Jayson saw me there and he layed me in his arms. I was closing my eyes there in my dreams and he kissed me. 😘 I really felt it was true but in reality, when i woke up, it was shawy my pet dog licking my lips! 😅😂🤣 It was so disgusting for me HaHaHa! I find Jayson a funny guy too and a very hardworking person. He makes me smile and laugh when we talk and glance sometimes. ☺️ I always saw him gathering woods in the forest and he also works as a construction worker. He appeals good to me specially his figure and muscles. 😏 His face? He looks like Manny Pacquiao though. 😅😂🤣 He was also very good in Mathematics. When i was in grade five we had a test and we can't get out if we can't answer the right solutions. I wasn't able to answer it and i find it so hard during that moment. I am glad Jayson helped me there and i was able to go out early. I was inside our little shop that night and i slept there with my younger brother. My brother was already asleep but i wasn't yet because i heared many guys talking outside and i also heared Jayson's voice. They don't know we were sleeping there and i was listening to them and laughing so much in silence. They had many funny topics about their childhood experiences and more. It was good at first but my emotion changed when i heared that his friends intervened Jayson to a girl who passed by. Jayson didn't care and only laugh at them but still my heart aches about what they said. I cried so much even if we are not in a relationship. 😔💔 That is why i could really tell that i am really in love with him. Until we really get together in high school because of my neighbor and cousin who had known that Jayson had a crush on me too. I didn't waste the time anymore when he flirted with me. I said yes to him but i told Jayson to only have a secret relationship with me because i was afraid of my mother to know about us. I convinced him to go to school and also go to church together with me. Sometimes my cousin would call me in my classroom during breaktime for us to talk. Jayson and i were neighbors and i can see him just nearby a window. My family and his family were very close because in many occasions they invited each other. My mother and Jayson's older brother were also good friends and drinking buddies too. 😅 When my mother known that Jayson and i were in a relationship they treat each other differently and it all really changed. I am saddened that because of us their relationship was ruined. I told Jayson that we should broke up but he cried in front of me and begging that we should not give up. He said he is so faithful to me and didn't cheated. Jayson said that he did not do something wrong. I was pity so i decided to still continue our hidden relationship. We only gave time to see each other for half an hour or just minutes or even a month or many months. We can't communicate well because i don't have a phone before. Until i noticed that Jayson always go to the province for a vacation. It was fine for me and i trusted him so much. My mother didn't like Jayson because she said he is just a construction worker, a gambler, a smoker and a drug user. I only knew that Jayson really smokes, drinks and gamble but i didn't believe he uses drugs. Until i had known that he really was a user. He changed so much and even started to cheat on me. Jayson tried to find and focus for other girl but still he chose me and still love me more. I had given him another chance again but it didn't work out anymore. We broke up and found another partners for three years but it was still not our destinies. When the Covid 19 locked down came my LDR boyfriend was also locked down by other girl. 😅 Jayson and her LDR girlfriend too was locked down too by other guy and got pregnant. 😅 No forever HaHaHa!
It was Christmas and Jayson went into our house. We only stared with each other and glance from time to time. ☺️ We're happily dancing and celebrating the season but we didn't talk. Until another birthday celebration came again in my cousin's house. We were singing karaoke and sitting on a couch next to each other. They tease us there and my heart beats so fast. Until i started a conversation with him and asked for his number. 😅 We talked so much about many topics. I think i made the move first because i had a few drinks already. We had a lot of conversations especially in the past relationships we had. He told that her ex was a damn and i told mine was a damn too. 🤣 Then we started texting and chatting on facebook. Jayson and i also called each other on the phone even if we're only neighbors. 😅😂🤣 We were both singles that time and we decided to get back together for another chance. His family known about us later on and my mother noticed us too. When we get back again my mother accepted us and she didn't forbid our relationship anymore. She already knows we're old enough to handle it now and that we can decide on our own.
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