21. The bad and the right person

*Abra's pov"

Because I was tired from yesterday's work, I fell asleep and forgot to inform her about my departure, but my sister's business and orders are more important than all of them. If I denied it, might all the luxury facilities that I have enjoyed all this time be stopped by her.

Actually, I have a bad feeling in my heart because I have to leave and end my relationship with Sari all of a sudden, but somehow I have to do this instead of being confused about how to talk to her in the future, this is my chance and can be used as an excuse.

'I'm sorry if I disappoint you,' crossed my heart with a feeling of guilt for having snatched and tarnished the chastity of the innocent girl for the first time.

'ahh.. but nowadays it's commonplace, after all she's not pregnant why should I be confused,' I tried to ward off my guilt.

I don't want to think about my relationship with Sari anymore, I have to focus on my business in Singapore so I don't lose to Nando, a subordinate whom my brother and sister are proud of because of his good performance.

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'This is the second time I've visited this place and the second time I've been heartbroken and disappointed by the same person,' groaned Sari accompanied by a gust of sea breeze that pierced her bones.

Not wanting to sink into the corner of her room, Sari tried to breathe the air around this Snowy beach. she hoped that the confusion and disappointment she felt would be swept away by the wind that caressed her.

it occurred to her to do something stupid, she wanted to end her life but suddenly her mother's face made her realize that her life was not only about her, there were still her mother and sister who had high hopes for her.

for a long time enjoying the beach watching her sadness, she sat pensive and her mind drifted away wishing Abra was back with her.

But it was all just wishful thinking, Sari rubbed her face to realize that this man was not her true love.

she tied the strands of her hair that was blowing in the wind, and rushed back to the dorm so her friends wouldn't worry about her whereabouts.

she was determined to try to forget Abra and erase everything that had happened between them. It was hard for her but there was no other choice now, sincerely she had to do it.

"Damn it, there's no signal," Sari grumbled as she fiddled with her cellphone.

She struggled with the cellphone for a long time, but she still couldn't use it, it turned out that after checking, she didn't have any internet datas anymore on her cellphone.

'duhh, forgot to top up internet data ' she whispered.

Sari glanced left and right hoping that someone could lend her a cellphone to order a online taxi,

'Why is it so quiet here,' muttered Her

Not knowing what to do, she continued to follow the road in front of her, until she arrived near the highway.

suddenly a motorcycle stopped right beside her, Sari stopped her steps and turned to someone on the motorbike.

"Sari, where are you going?" she asked, a woman wearing a gray hijab.

Sari didn't answer right away, she remembered the face of the woman who greeted her.

"Eh.. Nurma, ah, I want to go home," replied Sari after remembering that it was one of the customers at her salon.

"By walking, the house is close, right?" Norma asked.

"It's not close, I wanted to order an online taxi... er, apparently the internet datas ran out," replied Sari shyly.

"Wow.. come with me, I will ride you home on my motorbike!!" Nurma's inviting.

Since it was already evening and Sari's friends would return home sooner, without thinking she accepted Nurma's offer.

"Thanks," Sari smiled in relief.

Telling stories along the way with Nurma could make her forget the figure of Abra who broke her heart, she seemed to be laughing and joking with Nurma.

"Wow, Nurma is really good at joking," said Sari.

"Yeah, I'm still his brother with one of the famous stand-up comedians, haha," Nurma chuckled.

"Thank you for dropping me off," said Sari, getting off the motorbike

"Yeah, coincidentally the same way."

"Stop at my dorm first," Sari offered.

"Next time Sari, the children are already waiting for me." Nurma started her motorbike.

Sari immediately went in and cleaned herself, looking shabby. She didn't want her friends to know that she had been crying and sad all day.

She wants to focus on her work and make her family happy in the village, especially since her sister will soon have an exam. She will definitely need more money to pay off all her school arrears.

"Are you feeling better?" asked Dita met Sari in the room.

"Yes, it's just a mild fever," said Sari slowly.

"It's good, the name is far away from our parents, we have to take care of our health," added Dita.

Sari nodded in agreement with Dita's words.

without being asked, the clear water slid down Sari's cheeks again, fortunately Dita had returned to her room so she didn't show the sadness she was experiencing.

'hem.. I love you so much, I thought you were the man who would accompany me until we got married, but what.. after I gave everything, even the sanctity that I had guarded all this time, I have given up on you because of my great love, but why are you easily leave me as nothing ever happened between us,' groaned Sati while squeezing her bolster pillow.

Being Pensive... that's Sari's hobby when she's in her room, remembering all the things she's been through with Abra. The sweetness of the love that she used to feel and the beauty of the intimacy they went through seemed to be a sharp knife that tore her heart apart.

she really didn't think that her love story had to end in a wound like this, leaving her alone with sadness and regret for this fleeting love sacrifice.

Sari reached for a round pink mirror, her face could be seen in the mirror. pale, shriveled, and uninspired equals her feeling.

"Sari.."

A voice behind the door awakened Sari, she immediately tidied and tied her hair together.

"Wati."

"How are you?" she asked worriedly.

"Okay, just let it go and be a little weak."

"Duh.. your face is really dull," said Wati gently caressing Sari's face.

Sari just smiled a little, Wati immediately entered and closed the bedroom door and led Sari to the bed.

"You go lie down, let me clean and massage your face so it looks fresher," Wati offered sweetly.

sari accepted her friend's offer, it was seen that she was lying relaxed on her single bed.

Wati started her action by spilling a few drops of cleansing milk on her hand and then applied it to Sari's face, she gently spread the cleansing milk so that it hit Sari's entire face.

Sari seemed to have closed her eyes enjoying the movement of Wati's hands that danced swiftly on her face, thus relaxing the veins on her face that had been tense since yesterday.

wati a cute girl and a bit spoiled but she really cares about her friends, she is helping Sari remove a little burden on her sweet face.

"I think Sari fell asleep," Wati smiled seeing Sari who was closed her eyes.

Not wanting to disturb Sari's sleep, she tried to find something on Sari's dressing table herself.

"Here it is," said Wati when she found what she was looking for.

Wati took the sheet mask out of the package and put it on Sari's face which she had cleaned.

"I'm leaving you, it's safe until tomorrow morning."

Wati left Sari's room and turned off the light socket so that her friend's sleep would be more deeply

"Take a break Sari" Wati said sweetly leaving her best friend.