Damn you all

A/N : I'm sorry for the vile words used in the previous chaps and this one but you all know how angry an American teenager could get. Bear with Alice guys please. Enjoy your reading# smiley face.

'You all are the worse. You all are narrow minded. Whatever happens the blame is always being pushed to the girl. Why is it the girl who always has to suffer? Why can't the boys suffer too? Is that how partial the society is? Boys are equal to girls and as much as the girls get blamed, boys should too. You simply can't pin it all on the girls, it's not right. It simply isn't right.' Alice thought to herself.

Though the world was more open minded on these things, the society and parents she grew up with were more narrow minded. It's not that she thinks what she did was right but did they really have to be so cruel. An oath? Oath my foot!

I don't care what you all think of me, you all can go to hell.

Lady luck be damned I don't care what you all think of me. Etiquettes, religion be damned. Damn you all, you all can go to hell! Alice cursed within her.

She's seen a lot of cases like this where the girl ends up being blamed. This alone has flamed her thirst for power. Though she's just fourteen years old, she has feelings. A goal of getting to the top and it might sound crazy but everything she goes through or put herself through is solely for the purpose of this one aim and that is getting to the top. She must and will get to the top, it has been a dream of hers ever since she was born. To crush the people beneath her and that is something she wishes to uphold.

***

That night, Alice went to bed beyond late. She was worried about school. How would she face them all tomorrow? Though she's been the one cursing and yelling she knew she could do nothing as above all, he ethics came first. She had promised to get revenge on Nate but that is something she won't do, at least not right now. Her time has always been used for important stuff and be it as it may that's how it's going to be.

She wasn't exactly worried about what people would say about her but she was worried of what the teachers and principal might think of her after this. She has always apperead a well behaved and well cultured girl and now all that would be ruined because of none other than Nate. As if being in the same class as him wasn't enough, it turned out they happened to be neighbors.

"Damn you Nate. I hate you!" She felt beyond pained that no one has ever took the effort to understand her. It has always been like this, like she was from a different world and didn't belong on Earth. No matter how much she tried not to draw attention to herself it always ends up wrong. Somehow she always ends up a point of target or a victim. Maybe this is what great people has to go through right? She smiled to herself. A smile that didn't reach her eyes.

That night, in her room, no sound could be heard except the sniffles of her cry.

Though she has tried being brave in the presence of people all this time, now that she was alone she couldn't help the heavy outpouring of tears. In due time her eyes became heavy and she quietly drifted off to sleep.

The day after,

Alice awoke with a splitting headache. She could feel the world go round as she barely had enough sleep last night, not to mention she had been crying all night long. At least most of the night.

She grudgingly got out of bed and headed towards the bathroom were she had to wash up and get ready for school.

***

That day wasn't like any other ordinary day, as expected the rumours of what transpired between Nate and herself had reached school and people couldn't pass by her without throwing a glare at her. They all whispered about her whenever she passed through the hallway as so was how the gossips spread. Not that she minded it, she couldn't care less about what they said it thought but could they at least gossip in a more secluded place because the silent whispers of theirs where increasing her headache.