One last kiss

"Melissa, I really do need to talk to you right now," Dean all but pleaded me.

I glanced at Dani and then back at Dean. Dani was not about to let her be send away. Hey eyes glittered and she arched an eyebrow.

Before I could react, Dani plunged herself on the sofa. "Why don't you watch the movie with us?" I suggested.

"Melissa, darling, I can't," Dean said and his body felt rigid. I felt his arm muscles tighten around me. He glanced at his watch and kissed me like there was no one in the room.

Dean dipped his head, his hands curled up in my hair. "You have no idea how many times I wondered what it would be like to kiss you," he said. His voice was a low rumble.

Then he kissed me again. The kiss was violent, all teeth and tongue. It was hard and made the world come to a stop.

Dani cleared her throat again, "Guys I am right here," she said. I tried to get loose of his grip, but Dean held my face in place.

"Not now Dani," he growled. "Give us a moment," he softened his voice. I did not hear Dani move and Dean sighed against my lips.

"Remember that you promised me that you will wait this summer," he said with that same intensity again. What the heck was he talking about? The academic year was not yet concluded, there were still some tests we needed to make.

I just eyed him unable to speak. "Say it," he commanded me. I swallowed. "I will wait for you," I said as I played with the material of his blouse. Maybe he did not care that Dani was present, but I was starting to grow uncomfortable.

"You need to know that you are everything to me," he said against my lips. I looked down at my feet, not knowing how to respond. Dean pinned my face with his thumb and index finger, making me look at him again.

Then he gently stroke my cheek with the back of his hand, as if he was lost for words.

Dean looked at my lips, but instead of kissing me, he whispered in my ear; "the next time we meet, I will make you mine," he all but swore. Dean went on whispering; "in every way that is humanly possible," he gave me a wicked smile.

He started letting me go, but as if he changed his mind, Dean grabbed my hand again. He pulled me close to his chest again. "Now," he sighed. His voice seemed on the edge of tears. I did not comprehend what was going on, but I started to feel an unease grow in the pit of my stomach.

"One last kiss," he pleaded. His lips brushed mine, demanding entrance. The kiss felt final, like it was some kind of turning point. It was the kind of kiss that could seize or inflame a wore.

He kissed my forehead and then let me go. "I will call you when I am home," Dean promised me. "We still need to talk," he said intently looking at me. There was something in his eyes. It was desperate, I could feel the heartbreak in the air. It was not good. It was everything bad and every viper in my being wanted to run after him. Wanted to stop him.

Stop him from what? I did not know. Where was home? I did not know. And then he was gone.

I felt completely drained from air, and without notice, I started crying like a wounded animal. "Melissa," Dani said as she rushed at my side.

"What is going on?" she questioned. I did not answer her, I just continued sobbing uncontrollably. I did not know why I was crying, but I felt like I lost gravity.

A few days ago, I had been floating around, not knowing what pulled me to this world… The night I first spend in his arms, I felt like he grounded me. He made me feel whole and I did not know why, but I felt more broken now, then I had ever been. Because now I realized that I was shattered before him.

"Melissa," Dani took me by the shoulders and started shaking me. "What in the world is going on?" her volume went up. "Did he hurt you?" she questioned. "That can't be right?" she shook her head. "I mean… that was some show you guys just performed… that was.. hot," she almost smiled.

I cleared my face of tears and stood up. Why was I crying? "Do you know where he is from?" I asked Dani. "I heard him say that he was going home for the summer, but actually I do not know," she frowned. "That is odd, I normally know everything, of everybody," she snickered.

Dani helped me up. "This was not your goodbye for the summer right?" Dani sounded guilty. "I do not know, he wanted to talk to me, but then you showed up," I pouted. "You call that talking?" she smiled with humor in her eyes.

"That looked like the beginning of a good porn scene," she said waving her hand as if she was feeling hot. "Then why the hell did you watch?" I smacked her shoulder.

Dani rolled her eyes at me.

"I am sorry if I ruined your goodbye," she said. It still did not feel completely sincere though.

"I did not know it was goodbye," I sighed. "Call him," Dani suggested. I thought about that. Wouldn't it be odd to call him within 15 minutes after his leave?

I decided that I did not really care about that. Nothing, he did not pick up his phone. I shook my head to Dani, letting her know that he did not pick up.

"You know what, we should just start watching the movie," Dani told me. "He will call you in the meantime," said Dani with more hope than I had.

"Fine," I said faintly and sat down on the couch. I brought my knees to my chest, feeling at loss.

And then half-way during the movie, my phone rang, I looked at Dani and my heartrate sped up.