left behind

After the questioning and investigation was cleared in the station Shan excused himself from every one saying; am going to head somewhere now, I have dome urgent matters to attend, please do call me if there is any problems. He left there in a hurry with his driver. And soon they arrived at his brother's labs, it was fantastic how someone could build such big companies from nothing. But now he knows that it was only stupid fir him to believe so.....all this years no one told him the real reason why his brother left back then but now thanks to his undercover mission with the snake gang, he finally found the truth. 

In a fit of anger he barge into Xoa's office and the man was startled to see him this angry, standing up from his desk he tried to calm his brother who seemed ready to punch a hole in him. Hey will you calm down!!! You can't come in here with such raging hormones you know, as an alpha it will affect my patients who are omegas.

Shan smiled; oh you are worried about your patients huh....., what about you ??? Ain't you a patient your self?????

The shock is written all over his face making Shan believe that it wasn't a lie, what he found out was indeed true.

The look of disbelief in eyes but now he looks hurt, looking at Xoa in the eyes he asked; how long has it been???

Xoa knew exactly what he meant so he frown his face, looking down not able to meet his little brother's eyes he whispers; since when you where in middle school.

I see, it has been that long and we are adults yet you didn't think to tell me even now!!! I hated you so much for leaving alone back then, but it was all because you never trusted me, even now you think am such a child to share your pains with you!!!! Do you have any idea all the people you left behind, we were always trying to catch up with you, all this time I have been trying to be nothing but understanding, I know you broke down when Mom died but I was there too, I lost two people who meant the world to me, I know you think what you did back then, leaving me behind and Fei too, was a selfless act, but am gonna break it to you, it was you been selfish all the way.

Xoa grabbed Shan by the collar he looks furious; don't you dare call me selfish, every thing I did was so that I won't be a burden to you, how do you think I will feel as a big brother if all I am is weak, yet you stand here and do nothing but judge me if you really respect me as your older brother you won't be treating me like this.

Oh I see it all comes down to you again huh, and now am the bad little brother who doesn't care, then what about Fei huh, you know how much she loves you, everything she does is all to get your attention, yet you treat as nothing but an assistant!!!

Don't you dare say it like that, besides what will she do with a defect like me, and neither a beta nor an alpha and definitely not an omega but, I loved her since we were kids but I know being with someone like me won't do her any Good!!! Xoa looked so down while saying that, he knew he messed up, that's why he has no right to ask for the life he dreamed of, and when ever Fei is around him, it makes him wish he could once again dream. That way he tried to create a drug that can change gender, but even with its success, he cannot seem to determine his status. 

Pulling away from Shan, Xoa sat back down putting a hand on his face as if to make all his problems go away he said; Am sorry am a failure in every way, I failed to be a good brother, I failed as a scientist and also as a friend, And you are right I will talk to Fei I just hope she accepts a loser like me.

Shan is finally calm, its unbelievable he always thought Xoa had always been too over confident so it turns out it was only a show, it was a way he device to protect himself, its true after he grew up, he investigated his brother to know about him, but his big brother hasn't changed at all, he is still that boy who would put other before himself. Shan walks towards his chair, and Xoa raised his head to look at him, then all of a sudden he grabbed him, look am sorry you has to suffer alone, but I wish you did relay on me too, Shan shyly brushed his hair backwards before averting his eyes; look am just worried about you and am not really mad or anything, but you should definitely talk to Fei as soon as possible. And also Dou is back, you know everything that happened was all part of the plan.

After telling Xoa how he went to the other gang as a cover to catch Feng, the scientist couldn't help but worry, and here he was worried to death so it turns out, the omega actually poisoned himself by himself, he couldn't sleep for quite a while coming up with an antidote, but sister Fei will not be happy when she finds out.

Fei was standing by the door since the beginning but when she heard that her brother intentionally poisoned himself she just couldn't take it and opened the door. Now Xoa whish he could hide himself while Shan thought she couldn't have come at a better time.

Alright boys, mind telling why that little bastard decided it would be a great idea to poisoned himself in order to trap that Feng??