Feeling of Jealousy or anxiety?

Valerie

Maybe I was just a fool, who was only basically experiencing what it feels like to be in a relationship, or, I was hopelessly in love with Luke, none of this frightens me more than the fact that I could easily lose him as fast as I got him. 

This disturbing thought just came up in my mind right after Luke left to dress up for this meeting with Everleigh, and since then, I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. 

It wouldn't be this alarming if I hadn't overthought the reason why she would want him to dress nicely for her, but I had, and I was feeling hugely insecure because I couldn't claim him at the moment.. 

Whenever I remember I wouldn't be able to claim him at all until after four months when I would be free of my unwanted entanglement with Vidin's Prince Heir, my anxiety leaped to my heart, and my jealousy rose. 

Damn… Everleigh better not have her eyes on my man.