healthy snack

Starting with flour then egg,totally whisked, with everything used to make a creamy vanilla cake, for the newly wedded couples, I know two people can't finish that amount of cake

They must have a lot of invites, and family members.. Mrs Anna knows her job really well and in no time multiple pans were deep inside the oven, gradually cooking…

Everywhere was filled with the scent of madam Annie's cake, the only bakery that would attract the dead, just on her annual celebration when she wants to thank the town for patronizing her…

Then she baked for everyone on her own expenses. She does Alot of silly things, but surprisingly it favors her a lot, no cakery is as popular as her store, because of her cheesy behaviors..

That doesn't change anything though, I just feel too anxious, I would spend all day in my bikini shorts, I might get a little bit tanned with time…

Ding!The oven bell rang, successfully dragging my attention to the kitchen. "distraction" I muttered, but all the same, it's almost time for lunch break, I walked towards the kitchen with my eyes glued to my phone..

While imagining how good my week would be, I couldn't stop myself from exploring the beach on the net. It looks like paradise, more like the definition of heaven..

Ever since I ran out of the house I haven't found time to explore,mom has frozen my accounts as well, she really detest me, even when she knows I would be the only child she ever gets….

" Amelia, what are you thinking?" A voice startled me, , I was stuck at the entrance of the kitchen, thinking about my life, how horrible it has been these past few years…

But I am all grown up now,, " nothing mom" I said in a mere whisper " oh, stay focused dear, this cake would cost a fortune" she said as she hurriedly moved towards the hot oven, " stay focused" I said…

My hands were already shaking, I could feel it coming up, shit not now, " ma'am can I take a break now?" I asked, not wanting her to suspect anything, " sure after you help me bring the pans out of the oven" she said..

I cursed beneath my breath, I need to leave now, I need to leave I can't stay here with anyone, " I need to use the restroom" I said before running out of the kitchen, with my clenched fist

I need somewhere to rest, just to get my head straight, I ran to my sacred place, the back of the bakery, where containers and boxes were being stored, no one bothers to come here, except when their stores are filled with empty containers..

Edit

So I don't have to bother about someone's presence, it's an open place, not much place to hide. I ran towards the open boxes, while trembling, falling against boxes, I just need to get deep inside the hiip of trash….

I got to a suitable place, where I could shout at the top of my voice, without Anyone hearing, I fell on the pile of trash with tears falling freely from my eyes, "I hate everyone, I hate everyone!!!" I yelled at the top of voices..

Still trying to be conscious, I hate it when I have this feeling,I folded my self on the bare cold floor, as the pain overwhelm me, it feels like my brain was placed in a blender, and shredded continuously

Nonstop, I held my hands together from pulling my hair out, the pain persisted, each second becoming worse, " one dead sheep, one corpse, two dead sheep, two corpses, three dead sheep, three corpses…

I kept chanting this mantra to myself in a numeric other till my eyes lids got heavy,even with my head banging like a war drum, I slept off and I wondered slowly to dream land….

I opened my eyes and saw myself in our old house in Chicago, mom was there, same with dad, I was in between the assumed couples, watching a kiddies show, in the movie room.

While giggling as the animated character fooled around, soon began to laugh as dad ticked me, I looked so tender and innocent..

I ran around the L- shaped chair, with dad behind me purposely slowing himself down so he won't catch Up with me, while I felt like the fastest child on earth..

Mom was just there,with her green orbs glued on her phone not minding what her only child was doing, dad finally caught up with me, carrying up and placing me on his body, then started placing kisses on my cheek and eyes…

"Dad's going to kiss his little princess " she said as he continued placing kisses on my body, I couldn't help but laugh out loud, which kept echoing in the movie room…

Soon he threw me up in the air, I had the worries I had the strongest man as a father, I knew he was always there to catch me, I spread my hands so he would catch me with ease, he repeated this severally before placing me on the floor…

" Come let's go grab some healthy snacks,'' he whispered into my ears. It was our secret code for junk, "Apples!!" I yelled,it was our secret code for chocolate…..

Mom would always complain about eating chocolate, dad had no problem with taking me to the dentist, he could do that if I came up with any form of teeth deformation..

I had no issues going to the dentist either, I could do that a miilion times, I floss each time, brush two times daily but I can't take a bite of chocolate without being yelled out, " green apples' ' dad replied..

Our secret code for caramel Chocolate… or Snickers bar" I jumped up, hugging the best man in the world, " love you Dad" I said while hugging him," dad loves you too princess' he said as he placed a kiss on my hair..