chapter 6

I was coming home from a long day at work. My job wasn't hard, but for the passed two weeks i lived with Sean is like him and his girlfriend have been fighting all the time. So with that happening i haven't really been able to sleep. She yells at me a lot for doing the smallest of things, then Sean says something to her and she starts yelling at him. Sometimes she would leave after and i would go to Seans room and try to comfort him, but he never wants it. He hasn't been smiling much, except for the videos he puts on youtube. I came home and heard a crash, i went to go see what it was. I saw Seans girlfriend sitting at the table in the kitchen with a broken picture collage of me and Sean that a made for his birthday the one year that he loved so much.

"i'm tiered of looking at this all the fucking time" she threw it at my feet making the glass scratch some of the pictures.

"WHAT THE HELL SIGNE" i screamed and i heard footsteps come down the steps. It was Sean "WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO BE A FUCKING BITCH SEAN LOVED THIS" i picked up the pictures and put them on the counter.

"dont fucking talk to me like that you brat, get rid of it" she said getting up and walking over to me. Sean looked like he was going to say something but i did instead.

"why the fuck are you even here, you treat Sean like dog shit, none of his family like's you. why do i know that? because they always ask me if he wised up and left YOUR BITCH ASS. and when i say no they tell me how much they wish he did soon" i started yelling at her.

"why the fuck do you care? He will never leave me for you like you want him to, YOU FUCKING SLUT" as she yelled the last part she slapped me across the face. I made fists trying not to hit her i didn't want Sean to yell at me. He had the face of 'what the fuck is happening' on his face.

"i dont want him to leave you for me, just to leave you" i said though clenched teeth, as a tear started to go down my face. Both from the pain in my check and from trying no to beat her ass.

"aww has someone wanted an older man to touch her again like when she was 15, you liked it didnt you? you little slut" i was socked by what she just said, i was about to hit her then Sean yelled.

"GET THE FUCK OUT" it scared me and i jumped a little from it. I never heard him yell with such anger at me, i was so mad that the hurt from it didn't really hit me yet. I turned to walk out the door to leave the apartment "FOR FUCKS SAKE, NOT YOU, YOU!!" he yelled then he waled over to Signe and grabbed her arm and pushed her out the door.

"but Ja-" he cut her off.

"DONT BUT JACK ME!!! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TALK TO HER LIKE THAT OR EVEN LAY A HAND ON HER!!!! WE ARE DONE GET THE FUCK OUT I NEVER AM GOING TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN!!!!" he yelled at her then he slammed the door on her face. He turned around to look at me with rage in his eyes and walked over to me. He put his hand on my face and looked into my eyes. then he looked down "i should have left her when this all started, i should have left her when everyone told me too, im sorry y/n. can you ever forgive me?" he said as he started to cry. I put my hand to his chin so he would look at me.

"only if you take me with you to Pax" i said with a smile as i wiped his tears from his face with my thumbs. He pulled me into a hug and chuckled.

"i was going to take you with anyways" he said as he cryed/chuckled.

"good. you were already forgiven. i could never be mad at you ever Sean" i pulled him into a tighter hug and rubbed his back as he continued to cry. When he stopped crying i went to the freezer and grabbed store bought cookie dough to put on my burning check "Sean go put the nightmare before Christmas in, and we can eat this cookie dough then" i said with a smile. Then he got the biggest smile on his face and ran over to put it in. I went into my room and grabbed my blanket since my room was downstairs. I sat down next to Sean on the couch, he pulled my feet up next to him on the couch. Then he grabbed my blanket and put it over hes back and layed down with his head on my belly.

"i missed your snuggles, i really need it today too" he said as he smiled and closed his eyes hugging me and pushing his face into my belly like a little kid. Oh god hes so cute. Then he poked an eye out and looked up at my face.

"i missed them to, just like that cute smile. i haven't seen it that much" i said as i started to play with his hair.

"well you'll see it from now on" he said with a huge stupid smile. The movie started and we both turned our heads to watch it, with his head still on my belly and me still paying with his hair. After some time he adjusted he lower body away from me, i didnt think to much about it. "y/n could you stop playing with my hair"

"no, i haven't got to do it since you got your hair done and it has been killing me, plus you always like it went i pet you like a puppy" then i started to rub my nails back and forth on his scalp. I swear i heard him moan. No im just imagining things, theres no way I could turn him on. I just kept playing with his hair and i eventually fell asleep with Sean snuggled into me.