chapter 5

I'm 20 years old now and i have done a little of collage, but i dropped out. It just wasn't for me. I have a really good paying job with a textile company. I said to Sean about how i finally had enough money to move out of my parents house and jet my own place. He didnt want me to go out and be by myself like that. His room mates left so i spent as much time as ever there now, and he wanted me to move in with him. He still had the furniture that they used so i didnt need to bring any witch was good. His mom was nice enough to let me use her car to take my clothing and other miscellaneous things to my new home with Sean. Oh my god im so excited to be living with him and never need to leave again, other then work. I love Sean so much more then he will ever know, but fucking me missed my chance. He broke up with his old girlfriend, but as i was working up to tell him how i felt and make my move, another fucking girl came in and got him. She was more fucking good looking then the last one, i knew i had no chance now. She didnt like me very much, she hated how close Sean and i were. She didnt like how touchy we were with each other. She was always over at Seans, and i fucking hated it. Seans mom puled up in front or of his apartment building, i texted Sean that we were there and got out of the car. I walked to the trunk of the car and started to pick up a box.

"hey mom, hey y/n, in excited for our first day of living together" I head Sean say with that joyous voice. I poked my head around to see him and when i did i froze. He died the top of his hair green, and he looked even sexier then he ever did and i dropped my box.

"DAMNIT SEAN" i yelled since his good looks made me drop it. Your just like a fine wine Sean, you keep getting better and better with age.

"oh sorry, did my sexy looks get to you" he said as he made a girly pose and put his hand on his hip and the other behind his head.

"ya ok" i said as i looked down and laughed nervously. Sean came over and grabbed two boxes. How is he so scrawny but that strong? I picked the box back up and his mom came out with the bags i had in the back seat. We all walked up and when we got there, Seans girlfriend was sitting on the couch.

"is this your new room-" he started then she saw me and her face turned to anger she could tell i like Sean more then he thought i did and thought i was going to take him from her. I wish i was that good. The Three of us walked back to my now room and set everything down on the bed. Sean opened his mouth and was about to say something, but his girlfriend beat him to it.

"JACK CAN I TALK TO YOU IN THE KITCHEN?!" Seans mom and i looked at each other. Seans happy go lucky face turned to a frown as he looked down.

"COMING HUNNY" he yelled back to her and looked at his mom and myself " i'll be right back" then he turned and walked out. Not even two seconds latter we heard them yelling at each other.... about me. His mom walked over to the still open door and closed it to try and muffle the sound, it didnt help. My face and mood turned to sadness.

"why dose he always go for the girls that dont do there everything for him" his mom said with a sigh.

"i dont know, there never a pretty on the inside as they are on the outside" we both started to take my things out of the bags and boxes and put them away.

"i dont know whats taking him so long" she said looking to the door.

"well when they fight and im here, it gets intense as well as lasts real long"

"thats not what i meant y/n, i know that they fight all the time" she said looking back to me "why hasn't he tried to be with you?" i was shocked that she said that and i froze. She continued talking as she put more things away "i know how much you care about him, i can see it in your eyes and by how you treat him" i sighed, you cant get anything past her.

"it dont matter how i feel about him, he wont ever feel the same way" i started to feel tears go down my face " not when he is a perfect and as gorgeous as he is, im not pretty enough for him" i looked to the floor as more tears came down my face.

"y/n, you are the most perfect person for him, and i wish he would stop it with all these girls and just marry you" she said with a smile and i looked to her with a smile as well "i dont want any of these other type of girls Jack has been with in my family, i want YOU to be apart of it even more then you are now" she walked over and gave me a hug.

"hey gals, sorry about that my girlfriend is worming up to the idea of you and me living together" Sean said as he opened the door. His face was a frown as he saw his mom hugging me as i was crying "y/n, do i really make you cry when i fight with my girlfriend"

"well i believe everything is put away, take good care of my boy y/n, but then again i know you always do the best you can" and his mom left to go back home.

"thanks for helping out" i said and waved as she left the main door.

"y/n you still didnt answer me" Sean said walking over to me.

"yes i do, i hurts to hear her talk to you like that, and i can hear when she yells at you about me and the thing she says about the both of us, and it breaks me heart that you thing you deserve that when you deserve so much better Sean" i looked at him with red puffy eyes from me crying.

"we treat each other better then you hear, she only acts like that when your around her" he said looking down sad.

"Sean look at me" i walked over and moved his head so he would look me in the eye and he did "if you two are so good together, then why did your mom just tell me that she dont like her and she hates how she treats you if your girlfriend only acts that way around me, your mom and i dont spend much time with each other" he sighed and took my hands off his face and looked out the window.

"its getting late, and you have work tomorrow, get some sleep y/n" he kissed my forehead like he always dose and went to walk out the door "goodnight"

"sweet dreams Sean" he smiled looking at the floor and closed the door leaving my room.