11:" Hold Me Close "
Third-person pov,
"Mina, what do you think she would like?" Amy
ask.
After meeting with Jerry and her sister she can't stop thinking about Jerry. the way Jerry look at her the way her heart felt .when their fingers slowly touched, the unbearable electric feeling felt.
She never dates anyone she doesn't believe in one-night things or a few years' relationships. She believes in eternity with just one person and the person will be her everything. She never knew what to feel when she met your 'The One ' but there was something that was whispering to her that Jerry is the only one. Thinking about meeting with her again tomorrow brings blooming butterflies in her stomach .she wants to give something to her or just wants to spend more time with her.
she wants to know her more, but how ? so she asks her dearest cousin for some tips, but as being the most needed girl in her high school years she never has time for relationships, yes she has a huge crush on Lily but even with Lily she never does anything like couple except help her or spend time with her.
She doesn't know what tips she should have given to Amy.
" Look I don't know. Maybe gave her flowers, gifts, a dress, jewellery or whatever she likes"
"Really and then she will be happy"
she doesn't know why she's trying so much just to make Jerry happy, but she's doing it. She noticed when they were eating together the way Jerry smiled she becomes pleased seeing her smile.
She wants it again.
Tomorrow will be their last encounter afterall. The IDOLs will be leaving in 2 days for their tour She wants to spend her day with her only, she wants to tell her about her feelings she doesn't know if it's too early but she can't just sit and let this feeling consume her truly.
"Of course, as you get your answer I'm going to sleep ' good night manager" Mina tease her cousin
**Smile** "Good night Mina"
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As morning came Amy was on her way to the J.H.K building. the traffic was not good so she have to wait .when she was waiting. Amy found a bakery hmm she remember what Mina told her last night" Look I don't know? Maybe gave her flowers, gifts, a dress, jewellery or whatever she likes".
'she doesn't know what Jerry liked but she would like doughnuts right!' .she thought to herself
'But even if she doesn't like it I will just give this to Ari she loves to eat doughnuts'
"Excuse me, Miss, can you give me doughnuts? " She asked politely
"Sure which one"?
Amy doesn't know what Jerry likes to eat so she said "give me all of them "
The girl looked curiously as she heard all of them but she was happy she sold all the doughnuts in the morning so her boss would be happy
"Okay, ma'am"
A few moments later the girl handed her some pepar bags "your order ma'am '
Taking the bag Amy thanked the girl
*Sigh* "Hopefully this will be good "
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J.H.K Building,
.
"Did you do the work I told you to do Ari"?Amy asked her secretary
"Yes Amy I did, I already leave the papers on your desk you can check them " Ari replied with a wink
"Ok, you can go to the costume room now" Amy ignore her wink and goes to her desk
"Okay Amy if you need anything just call me, " Ari said before she leave the manager's office
"Ok"
:
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After finishing checking the papers Amy called Jessie
"yo, you need anything "? Jessie peek through the door and ask
"Yes a coffee can you tell Jerry to bring me one "
"Sure "
Amy take the doughnuts out of the bag and place them on a plate in front of her couch table
After a few minutes, she heard a knock she knows who it is. **smile**
"Jerry finally your here, I brought some doughnuts for you come let's eat toge-' FAte?"
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Fate's pov,
*
"Jerry was working so I brought your coffee, here "
"Oh thank you Fate, can you send Jerry after she finishes her work " yup both of them like each other
*Smile* "is there anything else "?
"No, thank you"
I was about to leave when Amy called me again
"Wait Fate there is something "
Huh?
"the idols and all of us going on the tour for one month after tomorrow so if you want to go to your apartment you can ask Jennie but of course, you have to ask her permission first "
wait for a tour that ..that means we won't see each other for 1 month
It should be good right I didn't see her this morning too .*sigh*
"Okay Amy '' I said before leaving
I wish I just see her again really Fate you said to yourself that you will stay back and now you are thinking about seeing her. Damm It!
"FATE ?"
Mina
"hey Minari"
"Are you here to meet me "? Mina teased seriously we are comfortable with each other it's good
"Yes yes master I'm here only for you," I said. we both laugh
**hahaha** "what master where did you even get that"
"What I was just complimenting you "
"Nice thanks but don't call me that again or Jennie unnie will be mad if she heard that
Huh, Miss Kim? but why?
"Oh okay, so what are you doing here shouldn't you be at the studio ?"
"Yes we are rehashing our songs in the practice room but I was getting tired so I take a break "
"Oh that's cool do you want to drink something "?
"Thought you never ask"
"Come on let's go"
As we were leaving I feel someone was watching me *child* ran down my spine just thinking about someone placing eyes on me.
I look around but see no one uh' strange
"Fate come on let's go"
"Oh yes let's go"
Maybe I was just imagining
Whatever
"So are you going to ask her about staying in your apartment "?
"Yes I mean if she's not home then I don't think I shouldn't be there too "
I tell Mina about what Amy said, well according to Mina Miss Kim never let anyone in her house alone so I won't be surprised if she just kicks me out for 1 month
"Your right we won't be available to see each other too I'm sad " Mina pouted
"It's fine just 1 month though " I lunch her cheeks lightly
"Come give me a hug and maybe it will make me feel better "
"Come here " I gave Mina a bear hug when I heard
"Yeah, you Fate Adierson what are you doing? Your cheating on ME !!" we both look at the person who was yelling .of course Jerry
"Jerry it's good Amy was asking you to come to her office "
Jerry looks like she saw a ghost oh right she never meets Mina "Jerry meets Mina San and Minari she Jerry "
"Hey you forget to add the best friend part, " Jerry said .oh right how can I forget
"Yes right she's my best friend too," I said showing Jerry
"Hello Jerry it's a pleaser to meet you," Mina said with a smile
"I-' hello I'm Jerry Lee," Jerry said Bowing
Jerry looked flustered it's funny seeing her like this "Hahaha " Jerry glaring at me " sorry sorry you can continue Jerry "
Ring ...Ring.
"Yes, Jennie unnie.I will be right .. there
yes unnie i-' "
And Miss Kim cut the call she doesn't listen to anyone I guess. Not even Mina.
"Oh right my break time is over I will see you guys another time," she said before she leaves
"I'm going to Amy's office " Jerry explain
"Sure enjoyed the Date" *smirk*
"Huh what is that look supposed to mean"? Jerry asked in confusion
"Nothing see you later alligator " I tease
*Sigh * let's get to work then.
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Third-person pov,
Manager's office
Jerry make her way to Amy's office she was running towards the door .she can't wait to see her anymore. the strong attachment she feels towards someone just in one meeting it's all new but one thing she knows is she won't want it to stop.
She was about to open the office door when the other person open it before her and *Thud*
"ouch"
Jerry bumped into another person without getting away from the person she said "I'm so sorry Miss are you okay"?
Not getting any response She slowly open her eyes and saw the Flustered Manager whose cheeks were crimson red.
What what's wrong she asked herself confession written all over her face but when she saw the reason why the Manager was flustered she mentally facepalmed herself 'what the hell! Jerry! '
One hand was on the manager's chest and the other one is on her shoulder holding her closer. She can feel how fast the manager's heart was breathing against her hand
Both of them don't say anything until they heard Amy's office phone Ring.
Jerry takes her hands away from Amy.
*Ahmm* Amy cleared her throat" please sit on the couch Jerry "
Jerry did as Amy told her. Jerry watch Amy talk on the phone with someone a few minutes later she came and sit beside Jerry.
"Here," Amy said holding the doughnuts
"Huh!"?
"I buy some for you" Amy explain
"Some ma'am this is a lot !"
"Oh, you don't like them"? Amy asked in a sad tone
Jerry felt bad she loves doughnuts but this was a lot Amy brought it just for her so maybe she can eat it. just maybe
"Noo! Of course not I love them they are my Favourite so are you Now coz you bring doughnuts for me " Jerry tries to lighten the mood
"You love them "! Amy happily asked not believing what she heard
"Yes I do " Jerry sincerely said
After finishing eating Jerry asked, "So anything you want me to do for you, ma'am"?
"Well if it will be okay to ask you to help me with some pepar works can you read them for me ?"
"Sure anytime for the person who treats me with my favourite food " both of them laugh
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Fate's pov,
KIM HOUSE,
9:00 pm,
Again
I'm Waiting again for her, as Amy said I need to ask Miss Kim if I can go back to my apartment until she came back from the tour.
I'm sitting on the stairs so I can see the door because whenever she came back home we didn't get to see each other but today I need to talk to her
*sigh *
11:00 pm,
I almost fall asleep on the stairs until I heard
Ding .. "she's here " I mumbled
" What are you doing Adierson " I flinch at her voice it was cold and irritating my last name coming from her lips it sounded like him.
NO!!
she is not him I shook my head I do not want to think about him
I go close to her not to invalid her space Bowing I said "M-miss Kim ' i wanted to ask you ' if I can go-' " she stopped me again
"Just finish the Damm words Adierson I'm tired already "
Don't call me that
please
I swallowed and cleared my throat my heart it's breathing against my rib cage
"YES Miss" not looking at her I continued
"I'--- I wanted to ask your permission if y- y"
"You want my permission what are you a child, just do whatever the shits you want just don't bother to ask me again for God's shake "
She goes to her room and closes her door hard
I feel a small drop off of water fall on my cheeks
no
don't come tears don't come
she's right I won't bother to ask her again.
1:00 Am,
"Did you draw your father Fate"?
"Yes teacher, do you think he would like it "?
"Of course Fate Dear your Father will love it "
"Fate"
"Mom.. you're here, look I draw Father "
"Oh Dear but what about momma you didn't draw her, I'm sad "
"Don't be the sad mom I make this for you?" I said giving her a small human-looking sculpture
*Smile* "it's me"
"Yes, mom do you like it ?"
"No I love it, honey"
"Give mom a kiss now "
"Hugs *
"I love you soo much Fate, you are a blessing to me ".
"Fate loves mom too very very much "
"Really "?
"Yes very much"
"Then let's go home get on my back I will give you a piggyback ride "
"Really mom ?"
"Yes, Fate Mom will give a piggyback ride,
Now hold very tight Fate or you will fall "
"I will hold tight mom "
*Screams *. *Sobs*
"They are fighting teddy again we have to hide " I grabbed teddy we hide in the closet
"Oh really and what about OUR Daughter? YOU THINK I WILL LET HER BE WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU .."
"YOU DARE TO TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME ... SHE'S MINE I OWN HER, " father said I don't what are they fighting about but it's bad, it hurts my ears they hurt very much.
"Your a monster JACKSON ADIERSON I WON'T LET HER BE HERE WITH YOU, she, 's not your playtime thing she's MY Daughter !" mom screams
"Say that again Honey and I won't bother to let you know your Place " He is going to punish mom "No"
"You think im afraid of your threats "
"You need to be punished "
*SMAKE*
I jolt he's punishing her nooo. I open the closet
I run to him hold his leg beg him
"Father father no please don't hurt mom please Father "I get on my knees
" huh, Why are you saying sorry Fate Adierson Did you make mistake?"
He holds his belt
"ANSWER ME WHEN IM TALKING, ADIERSON" he yelled
"Yes yes Father I did make mistake I heard everything it was wrong so please don't hurt mom I'm the person who should get punishment"
"You should always know your mistake like a good daughter and your punishment, for now, I won't give you that yet, but don't make mistake again," he said before he left
"Mom ..mom wake up " I sob
"I-' it's fine Dear momma is fine, momma will always protect you Fate she won't let that monster hurt you ever "
"Mom I'm sorry I'm so sorry momma I'm very sorry " she holds me close to her more
"It's okay Fate it's Okay " She draws small circles on my back.
I never knew it was the last time with my mom. spending my time with her, being close to her,
hold her close to me,
her calming scent,
2:30 Am,
Mom.
*Sigh*
Again,
I weep my tears I didn't know I was crying in my sleep.
I'm sorry mom.
Sitting on the living room couch I whisper "I wish I could see you, mom.." My tears flow again
I was too busy with my thoughts I didn't hear the footsteps "Adierson what are y-' Miss Kim no I can't let her see me like this.
I got up from the couch, "Fate?" She asked gently her tone was way more genuine than before but I didn't look.
Miss Kim walk towards me when she get in front of me she left my chin and my teary eyes they meet hers "Fate are you okay"?
No, I'm not Tears flow down my chin
the gentleness in her brown eyes She weeps my tears with her thumb slowly caressing my cheeks. the electric sensation I feel as soon as her fingers touch my cheeks .my heart it's beating abnormally again.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't talk to you like that, I shouldn't take my anger out on you"
Did I hear it right .she's sorry, she doesn't need to be sorry
"It fi-' " *Hugs*
I didn't finish my words as she Holds Me Close to her
Lavender
I close my eyes inhaling her scent it's soothing
I clunch her back pulling her closer to me more. I relax my body into her embrace
I don't know what I'm doing I know I told myself I will stay away but it's already late, I don't even know why I'm doing this but..before I can stay away.
"please hold me for a few more moments " I whisper