12:" Don't Know What To Do"
Jennie's pov,
J.H.K.Building,
"Great job everyone,"
"Thank you, Miss Kim!!"
"Okay now if anyone likes to take a break then they can take it for a few minutes "
After Mr Hanson left I go to the dancer's room I need to prepare with all my members because we have to leave after tomorrow.
We had been rehearsing for 4hours now so they surely need a break I don't want to push them to the edge
"Jennie unnie can I go to the cafeteria I need something to drink "?
"Sure Mina just don't be late, Arasso !"
"Of course unnie, yah Lilya you want to come with me "?
"Naah I'm good "
"Oh okay "
Huh did Lily just let Mina go alone that's quite interesting hmm did I miss something, they were being wired lately . maybe I'm just guessing too much
*Ring... Ring
"Hello Jeremy "
"Hey, baby I know you will go on your tour after tomorrow soo do you want to have dinner together at your place "?
"First Jeremy it's not a place it's my house and second no I can't I have some work soo I will be late to go home today "
"Oh well, then we can have dinner in your beloved restaurant ?"
He's not going to give up
"Ok"
"Great see you b-'"
I cut the call I don't have time for him .right coz you have time for your wifey only, what no I don't 'yes you have and you want to see her now ' naah why would I?
you know what I don't want to think about it.
:
:
I was walking towards Amy's office when I saw Adierson coming out "huh what is she doing here" ?she is a cafeteria worker she should be at the cafeteria right?
It was true I didn't see her since morning its good that I'm finally seeing her a small smile arises on my lips wait? I'm smiling why?
Whatever .. maybe I can have some fun with her small tease won't hurt *smirk*
But before I call her someone else did it
"FATE ?" Mina, I thought she said she wants to go to the cafeteria what she's doing here
"hey Minari" oh right here we go again
"Are you here to meet me "? What..? What the freaking hell is wrong with her she knows that Adierson is married and she's flattering to her. Damm it Mina stop before I Loss my shit
"Yes yes master I'm here only for you"
both of them laugh what the fuck Adierson your want to die
"hahaha, what master where did you even get that" yeah right what the fuck was that
"What I was just complimenting you " really
"Nice nice but don't call me that again or Jennie unnie will be mad if she heard that"
too late the damage is done
"Oh okay, so what are you doing here shouldn't you be at the studio ?" Yes right she better be
"Yes we are rehashing our songs in the practice room but I was getting tired so I take a break "
"Oh that's cool do you want to drink something "? How dare you Adierson
"Thought you never ask"
"Come on let's go" Adierson hold her hand gently was that necessary
My blood it's boiling in my veins she's trying hard to make me angry huh last night was that easy for you to forget
I fucking hate you Adierson yes that's right I Hate her from the bottom of my heart Hate her. I never hate anyone except her.
but you hate your teacher too, the voice in my head said
shut up ..!
I know she could feel someone is watching her .good she should know she's in trouble
"Fate come on let's go," Mina said pooling her hand
"Oh yes let's go"
I watch them leave
"Miss Kim everyone is waiting for you "
"Yes Jessie lets go"
"Miss Kim is everything okay"
No
"Yes"
*-
"Do It Again "
"Huh but Jennie we did it right this time ?" Ruth said in confusion
"No you didn't I said do IT AGAIN, DONT MAKE ME REPEAT "
"Gosh! what happened to her why she's acting like this .she was happy a few minutes ago isn't she "?
They are right they did it right again it's not about them it's me who's acting like this.
I don't know but I don't like it seeing Mina with Adierson makes my blood boil
"Ok Miss Kim " Lily said in an unpleasant tone
"Where is Mina ?" I ask
"She hasn't come yet Jennie," Hana said
I know she's with Adierson
that's enough now.
I call her
Ring ...Ring...
pick up the phone
Dang, it!
" Mina do you how late you are here come back here now, Don't Make me Repeat "
"Yes Jennie unnie I will right there, yes unnie i-' "
I cut the call, now let's just get this done
" So baby what do you think "
"I think it's good you look amazing "
"Really " Jeremy blushed
I want to go home now
It's already 10 after having dinner together Jeremy wants to buy some of his outfits for his upcoming events and now I'm here.
Good thing I don't have to deal with him tomorrow. tomorrow is just my day no work just relaxation and then the Tour
*Sigh*
"Let's go, baby "
"Ok" Jeremy tries to hold my hands I just brush it off
Gosh, why does he always be so clingy?
"Good night baby"
"Good night Jeremy "
He peeked a kiss on my lips.
I don't like why people have to kiss when they are in a relationship can't they just be with each by just holding hands or cuddling?
why does everything have to be so touchy and shit?
Kim House,
11 Am,
God, I'm tired I want to rest now.
I open the door and guess what I found again Fate Adierson sitting on the stairs like a puppy waiting for his master seriously what she's doing it's 11 already.
I'm already angry at her and she dare to show me her face huh let's see how long you can do it.
" What are you doing Adierson " she flinches proberly coz of my tone but do I care?
Nope
she deserves it.
She's thinking something as she takes small steps toward me. looking at the floor she said
"M-miss Kim i-' i wanted to ask you i-' if I can go-' "
Seriously she can't even look at me but with Mina, she can call her master it's getting on my Nerves now
"Just finish the Damm words Adierson I'm tired already "I yell
"YES Miss" still not looking at me she continued
"I'--- I wanted to ask your permission if y- y"
That's what she wants
I lost it
"You want my permission what are you a child, just do whatever the shits you want just don't bother to ask me again for God's shake "
I didn't look back to see her. I go to my room and shut the door
I'm mad
No not
mad
I'm FURIOUS!
2:30 Am,
I don't know why but I couldn't sleep.
As I get away from my room I hear a whimpering sound
"huh, what "?
I go to my living and Adierson is she crying?
was I too Bitter with her?
She won't cry, right?
"Adierson what are y-' she's crying her eyes are red
Yup I made her cry
Seeing her crying it's breaking my heart why I'm feeling so bad. When she heard me she quickly get off the couch
"Fate?" I asked gently
Not getting any response I get in front of her.
She's still not looking, I gently hold her chin to meet my eyes
"Fate are you okay"?
Off course, she's not Jennie that was the only thing you can ask her,
She's crying again yup I made her cry again
damm it.
I weep her tears with my thumb caressing her cheeks, as soon as my fingers touch her an enchanting feeling that runs down my body.
why Adierson? Do you feel this too?
it's not time for those thoughts I choose to ignore them.
I need to apologize I shouldn't talk to her like that I know I was angry.
I maybe hate her but seeing her like this it's already too much for me
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't talk to you like that, I shouldn't take my anger out on you"
huh? did I apologize for the first time in my life I truly apologize to someone .that wasn't what I expect from myself, and I think she also didn't expect this
She was about to say something but i
"It fi-' "
*Hugs*
I pull her closer at first she didn't react but later she hugs me back.
She's inhaling my scent it felt so right I don't want to leave her she doesn't want it either as she clunch my back pulling me closer to her our bodies are in one
"Please hold me for a few more moments " she whispered
Not like I want to leave you Adierson
"Okay"
*Sigh * I Don't Know What To Do
5 Am,
"Here drink this" I offer her chocolate milk
"Thank you," she said quietly
I want to know why she was crying but I don't think it would be good to talk about that it was already 5 Am and guess what! I didn't sleep all night.
Adierson was crying like a baby holding me for hours and, I just draw small patterns to let her release all her pain. I don't even know why I let her hold me.
*Ahmm*
"After finishing this you can go to sleep you don't need to work today "
"Bu-'
"No you won't work and that's not a request "
"Okay Miss Kim" Good girl
"I'm gonna go take a nap so...if you need anything just wake me up"
I know she won't do that but still, I don't, want her to cry again
Kim House,
10 Am,
"Adierson"?
Huh, where is she I told her not to work today.
"Adierson ?"
As I work towards the kitchen I found a small piece of paper yup she made breakfast again
*smile* "what should I do with you Adierson "
' With all Respect, Miss Kim im going to my apartment today I will be back by lunchtime thank you for today '
With respect, she's cute hmm well she already made the breakfast so let's just eat it I'm not in the mood for cooking.
2:39 Am,
God Adierson where is she?
the wait is she having lunch with Mina? no, she told me she will come back till lunch which means She will have lunch with her family, right?
My house why it's so big? Should I go somewhere? Naah I don't want to leave.
*Sigh* why it's boring
Jeremy called me this morning asking if I had time so we can go to the movie night but I'm not really in the mood for all of that.
I want to spend my day here on my couch with my wi--' no ..what that even came from Jennie
dang, it!
5:30 Pm
Ding...
She's here
finally
"Fate"?
"Miss Kim ?"
" Did you eat lunch ?"
"Yes Miss Kim"
"Did you?"
No
"Yes" I'm not that in the mood for anything
"Are you hungry I can make something for you"
Yes!
"No "
"Oh okay, I'm gonna go and take a shower.
"Sure"
8:00 Pm,
"Hey you don't have to cook Adierson "
"Huh but Miss Kim i--'
"I'm gonna make something for both of us"
"But Miss I can j-'
"Be a good girl and sit there?" I said and she obeyed
*smirk*
Good
"Miss Kim I can cut the vegetables for you"
"Sure "
She ties her hair in a bun on her neck.
Dang, why does she wear clothes that show her neck?
Whatever Jennie just look somewhere else.
*Ahmm* "Miss Kim the food !"
Oh right
"It's fine I got it "
We cooking dinner for ourselves like couples *smile *
no no not a couple just roommates
Yeah roommates
"Slowly Adierson " *chukled *
"I'm sorry Miss Kim but the food is really good thank you for the meal "
*Smile * "it's fine "
As we were eating together I remember last night she was asking me about something should I just--
"Adierson ?"
"Yes Miss Kim"
"Last night you were asking something? What was it?"
"Oh, it's nothing important Miss Kim"
She explained but do I look like I'm satisfied with the answer, no freaking way
"Tell me Fate what is it?" It's not a request it's an order. She adjusted her position first *smirk * Don't forget Adierson I know I affect you
"Well, it- *Ahm* i-'. "
"Fate doesn't shutter again tell me what it is?" I order
"Yes Miss Kim A--' Amy told me that you will leave for the Tour tomorrow so I can go to my family coz you won't be home and i-' .''
"No"
Huh, what did I say, why?
she can go to her family it's not like she won't come back.
She looked at me confusedly yeah yeah I know I said it.
"B-' but Miss Kim"?
*Ahmm* "I mean you can go but you will come back to my house before I back !"
"Yes Miss Kim "
"Alright, then I'm not sleepy right now do you wanna watch something ?"
I don't know why but it's my last day with her we will be away for 1 month. I just want to spend more time with her
"I--sure Miss Kim "
"Okay then let's watch something horror "
"Sure anything you want "
I pick' IT Chapter 1 ' let's see Adierson how scary cat are you *smirk *
"Aaaaa. Dang it "
I thought Adierson will be terrified watching this but looks like she didn't even bother with anything she's watching the movie with interest
"Miss Kim are you sure you are okay we can just stop the movie "
"No we started it and I want to know the end "
"But Miss Kim you sure you can't ?"
"Hold my hand " I command and she obeyed.
"Okay Miss "
I close the distance between us I get close to her chest holding her in a bear hug just like yesterday night my hands on her neck .her heartbeat it's beating hard
I wonder.
"Adierson, your heart it's breathing abnormally. It's this making you uncomfortable? " I asked seductively not bothered by the sound of the baground
She gulp
*smirk * "tell me Adierson do I make you nervous " I breathe against her neck.
her vanilla scent
"AAAAAAAA*"
both of us were startled by the voice 'what a timing'
*sigh* "Well that was good I'm gonna sleep now night Adierson "
"Good night Miss Kim" Adierson said Bowing
Monday,
7:00 Am,
"Yes Amy I know I will be there Don't worry "
I cut the call today we will leave for the tour hopefully everything will be fine
*Sigh*
"Miss Kim come breakfast is ready "
"Adierson I already told you I will eat something at the office doesn't have it for breakfast !"
"Miss Kim first have breakfast then you can leave "
She's stubborn Aghh fine
"okay eat it with me then "
"Ok Miss Kim"
"Miss Kim please take care your yourself''
"You too Adierson and come home before I finish the tour Arasso !"
"Yes Miss Kim " *smile
"Fate I won't be home for 1 month so I expect you to be on your best behaviour okay?'' I gently care for her cheeks, at first she jolts but she relaxes soon.
"Yes, Miss Kim" she blushed deeply.
*Smirk* "Good girl Fate "
I leave the house *sigh*
"Let's go then "