13: Memories And Confessions
Third-person pov,
Saturday,
9:00 Pm,
"Thank you for the dinner ma'am," Jerry said Bowing
"You don't have to thank me it's me who wanted to have dinner with you"
The
"Huh!?"
"I--I mean I always eat alone and today is the last day Coz tomorrow I will be busy with the tour and you also don't have work, so ..' yeah"
"Oh, your going to the tour that means we won't see each other for 1 month?''
"Yes" Amy responds weakly .she doesn't know but she doesn't want to, go on the tour perhaps she wants to spend her day/night with Jerry.
"It's okay you will be back right, after 1 month "? Jerry asked,
"Yes of course "
"Okay then " both of them stay silent.
The silence wasn't that awful more than. it was nice
Sitting beside Jerry at the night the stars in the sky the calmness she felt whenever Jerry was around her it was good .she want to be with her more but ..it was already late Amy knows it was time for Jerry to leave but she don't want to open her car door.
They are in front of the Apartment but she didn't want Jerry to go.
"It's already late I--' i should go now," Jerry said breaking the silence
"Y-yes "
"G-good bye Jerry " Amy tries to say casually but failed the sadness it's visible in her voice.
"Good night,"
As Amy saw Jerry slowly walks toward her apartment
*sigh* "I thought I can tell her my feelings, I guess it can wait"!
She was turning the car when she hears
" Ma'am "
"Huh what"
Amy found Jerry jogging towards her 'did she forget something '
Amy get off her car and asked "Jerry is everything okay? Is there anything you forget?"
"Yes I did "
"Oh okay, what it is?"
Jerry didn't say anything closes the distance between them and placed a small kiss on her cheeks it was just a peek but still Amy felt butterflies
"Good night Amy " Jerry whisper in her ears slowly
Amy didn't say anything she was still in surprise .her ears they are feeling hot she touch her cheeks and smiled
"I'--- yes good NIGHT Jerry," Amy said blushing slightly
"Yeahhhhhhh" Amy scream cheerfully
"Woah what was that " Joey tease
"Don't you think you should stop stalking me? "Jerry said closing the door
"What I wasn't stalking, I was just making sure my sister not doing anything bad or Fate sista will kill me "!
"Yeah yeah whatever "
"Such an ungrateful person you are Jerry Lee " Joey pouted
"Oh right right and what about you Joey Lee Dont forget we are sisters so you are the same "
"Yeah yeah blame me. I don't want to get in a fight with you I'm already tired so night Lee"
"Whatever you to Lee 2 "
"What what's the Lee 2?" Joey asks confusedly
"Ahh you know Me Lee 1 your Lee 2 " Jerry wink
"Right and what about mom"?
"Don't bring her into this Aunt Sera is my big boss, the owner of the Lee family''
"Oh right whatever you say highness "
Dream.
1:20 Am,
"Do you like the flowers, my wife ?"
Where am I dreaming Jerry thought .it's not the first time she's seeing this dream a dream about being married to a girl but it's different now
She never saw the girl's face it was the first time she's seeing her face
"Off course master" huh' A-Amy'
" Wife I already told you many times you need to stop calling me master I'm married to you now I'm not your master "
Master wife what is happening?
"I know"
"From now on you will call me by my name Youngseo "
huh, Youngseo that the name my grandmother gave me what's.
Wait
the girl she's Amy!
what the. Jerry wanted to wake up from this dream she had never seen this much .she always woke up in the middle of the dream then why.
"Youngseo"!
"Yes wife "
"Can I request you something ?" Amy why is she wearing an Ancient dress
"Of course wife " wait did I say, wife?
"The Lord said you will marry the Seokin family's young daughter? Will you?"
"NO.wife I would never, I'm married to you, I'm bonded to you I will never be with anyone other than you nor in this life nor the afterlife, in every life im yours
*Smile *
"I know but what if something changes in me like my face or my body .how will you know it's me then ?"
"*Smile* the younger master gently takes her wife's hand close to her chest
*BADUM* *BADUM*
"Can you feel it my heart it's breathing for you even if you change your face .my heart l find you and I won't let you go I will find you and wait for you, Wife"
"I know Youngseo "
"So now my wife I'm yours okay "
"Of course, you're My Youngseo, And im your Yoseogkin "
"Seogkin " Jerry mumbled as she felt tears fall from her eyes
Sunday
At the Apartment,
"Yo Jerry, what happened to you ?" Joey ask. She was getting coffee but found her beloved sister sitting on the stool having deep thoughts
"Can't sleep don't wanna talk". Jerry said
Joey takes a sip from her coffee and said "Oh, fine bout I call Fate to come over would you like that ?"
"Sure you call Fate I call Amy "
"Uh' Amy ?why?" Joey asked
"There's something I wanna confirmed ". Jerry said still thinking about something
"Confirmed are you going to tell her you to like her or something ?"
"Yeah kind of like that''!
From getting the answer Joey takes her phone and said "Well then I'm gonna call Fate "
As Joey was calling Fate. Jerry dialled Amy's number,
"Annyeonghaseyo "
"Seo-' Amy "?
"Jerry ?" Amy asked
"Yes i-i wanted to ask you if we can have lunch together came to the house around 1 " Jerry didn't let Amy answer she cut the call
"So I call Fate and she will be here soon"
"Hmm okay"
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Living Room,
10:00 Pm,
"Okay so you're saying maybe the dream you always see it's not just a dream and the girl is real "?Fate asked
"Yeah kind of "
"The two of you will please tell me what's happening I'm a little confused in here ?'' Joey grumble
"Well Jerry maybe have had a soulmate for almost a century now " Fate clarifies
"Wait? what! Jerry, you have a soulmate and I didn't know about that ?, I'm feeling betrayed now!"
"Joey relax don't act so dramatic " Fate scolded
"Yeah yeah I'm just kidding so Jerry who is he?'
"Is not a he? "Jerry said.
Fate looks at Jerry and said "Oh, that means it's a sh-'
"It's Amy "!
Joey chuckled "Oh right "
"Wait WHAT ?" Fate Joey said in unison
*Ding...
"She's HERE!" Jerry say
"You two don't do anything stupid "!Jerry warns the two of them
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"Why do you bring so many groceries, Amy ?" Joey asked
"Well I just thought maybe we can make lunch together "
"Sure here let me help you Amy" Jerry helps to hold the bags
Fate a Joey are watching them with amusement
"Do you think Amy knows About this reincarnation and soulmate thing?" Joey whisper
"Nope I don't think so..but there looking happy that's what matters because they are happy ." Fate whisper back
Well at last there are together Fate thought
Not like me and Miss Kim..*sigh*
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After finishing Lunch and helping Joey Fate leaves saying goodbye to Joey
Jerry was kind of busy she wants to talk to Amy about her dream but she doesn't know how to start it.
After spending her afternoon and evening Amy finally said goodbye Jerry wanted to ask her about everything every emotion
but ..' why I can't just tell her ?' Jerry thought
"Good night Jerry thank you for everything "
"It's fine Amy "
*Silence *
"Well then I take my leave"
"W-wait Amy " Jerry held hands
She looked down her fingers and asked Amy " y-you feel this too ?right?"
"Yes, I do"!
Without confessing anything Jerry kissed passionately Amy.
bring her close to her more .she closed her eyes melting into the kiss moment
'it's you Seogkin "Jerry thought
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5:30 pm,
Kim House,
Fate's pov,
Last night was kind of a mess but today was not bad I wanted to stay home with Miss Kim but of course, Joey called so here I spend my time with them.
Amy and Jerry who could have thought the manager and my best friend are lovers I Dont know if Amy felt the same or not, but I just hope everything goes well.
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**Ding...
Huh, Miss Kim why she's here is she waiting for someone for me maybe? Naah that could never happen
"Fate" ?she smiles
my name from her lips it's beautiful not the Adierson but my name just Fate
"Miss Kim ?"
" Did you eat lunch ?" Not really I wasn't hungry I just eat some fruits
"Yes Miss Kim" I lied
"Did you?"
"Yes" is good
"Are you hungry I can make something for you" I offer I know she won't expect but
"No " yup that's what I thought
"Oh okay, I'm gonna go and take a shower ."
"Sure"
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8:00 Pm,
It's already dinner time Miss Kim is also home maybe I can cook for both of us just like yesterday.
As I was in the kitchen Miss Kim stopped me
"Hey you don't have to cook Adierson "
"Huh but Miss Kim i--'
"I'm gonna make something for both of us" what! Did I hear right
"But Miss I can j-'
"Be a good girl and sit there " I do as she said well that was quick I didn't even say anything just follow her command.
it's maybe her authoritarian tone that always makes me do everything she wishes for
She looks pleased and she's smirking again but I want to help her I don't want her to do everything alone it's our last night together
"Miss Kim I can cut the vegetables for you"
"Sure "
well that was easy
I was cutting the veggies and I felt stare the intense stare that can make anyone on their knees.
Miss Kim, she's watching me I know I can feel it, but I didn't tempt to look
When I'm done I turn around and yup! She was staring at me.
her brown eyes were darker than usual she takes her bottom lips between her teeth and bite them slowly.
huh '
no matter how hard I try to break the stare between us I was captive by her
I tried to break the silence *Ahmm* "Miss Kim the food !"
"It's fine I got it " she looks at me again and licks her lips. God why is she doing this my heart can't take this much
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"Slowly Adierson " *chukled *
"I'm sorry Miss Kim but the food is really good thank you for the meal " yup it's really good I wish she could cook every day.
*Smile * "it's fine "
"Adierson ?"
She calls me Adierson again, relax Fate it's not bad don't be nervous "Yes Miss Kim"
"Last night you were asking something? What was it?" Yeah but it's fine now
"Oh, it's nothing important Miss Kim"
She doesn't like the answer I know
"Tell me Fate what is it?" It's not a request it's an order.
Why it's hot in here
"Well, it- *Ahm* i-'. "
"Fate doesn't shutter again tell me what it is?" She order
"Yes Miss Kim A--' Amy told me that you will leave for the Tour tomorrow so I can go to my family coz you won't be home and i-' .''
"No" uh I didn't expect that answer
"B-' but Miss Kim"?
*Ahmm* "I mean you can go but you will come back to my house before I back !" Oh well okay
"Yes Miss Kim "
"Alright then, I'm not sleepy right now do you wanna watch something ?"
No
"I--sure Miss Kim " seriously Fate what's wrong with you
"Okay then let's watch something horror " it won't be that bad
"Sure anything you want "I Dont watch tv soo let's just get over with it
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"Aaaaa. Dang it "
Miss Kim screams again. Why did she pick the horror movie if she's getting scared? The movie it's quite interesting.
"Miss Kim are you sure you are okay we can just stop the movie "?I asked I don't want her to have nightmares after this
"No No we started it and I want to know the end "
"But Miss Kim you sure you can''
"Hold my hand," she said it's not a request
"Okay, Miss Kim " I close the distance between us she gets to my chest holding my hand in a bear hug just like yesterday night her hands resting on my neck.
My heart is breathing abnormally right now I hope she doesn't feel it
"Adierson, your heart it's breathing abnormally. It's this making you uncomfortable? " and she can feel it too. What's with that voice
I swallow *Glup* 'how come we always end up in situations like this she is just messing with my head too much with those acts'
"tell me Adierson do I make you nervous " she breathed against my neck. I froze
*AAAAAAAA*
Miss Kim and I flinch thank in the sweet name of God
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"Well that was good I'm gonna sleep now night Adierson "
"Good night Miss Kim"
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1:00 Am,
I hold Teddy close to my chest as we make our way downstairs, today we will go to the park hopefully mom take us.
I found mom she was getting ready. "Mom where are you going I don't have school today so can we go to the park please "?
"No Fate dear momma is going to meet a friend, but she will be back soon "
"B-but then I will be alone. I don't like to be an alone mom" I pout
"Momma will be back Honey very soon, momma promise "
"B-but?"
"Okay, how about you count"?
"Count?"
"Yes you count 1 to 5 hundred and momma will be back, but remember Fate you can't cheat "
"That's boring "
"Well if you won't do that then how will momma come back home, don't you want momma to come as soon "?
"Yes, I do"!
"Then what do you do?"
"Fine I will count I won't cheat but you have to come okay as soon "
"Of Course, Honey and momma will bring a gift for you too"
"Gift ?"
"Yes don't you want the gift? your chess board the one that you saw at the store "?
"Yes yes, mom I want that. will bring me that "?
"Of course whatever my Fate wants Fate gets. " she kissed my cheek
"I love you mom"
"I know honey momma loves you more "
She placed a small kiss on my forehead and leave me and teddy waving our hands.
Let's go teddy we have a lot of work to do
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4 hundred ninety-nine and 5 hundred "mom"
Huh, where's mom's "MOM"?
"Mom I finished it so you can come back now ''
"M-MoM?"
Where are you mom I sit at our front door?
Should I count again? But I already did it right? I should just wait for her to promise she will come so she will!
Just wait for Fate a few more
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"FATE ADIERSON WHAT ARE YOU DOING "? father yells why he always yells it's bad it hurts
"F-father mom said I should wait for her she will be home soon she will bring my favourite game for me "
" Oh, really and you believe her "?
"I do"
"You shouldn't she just left you with me, she won't come. Now be a good daughter di as your told you so"
"B- but father M-MoM she will be back "
"No, she won't now come inside before I make you "!
"NO.MOM ProMiSe SHe Will be BACk"
"Fine then you gave me no choice "
He grabbed my arm "you and your mother never learn always just say anything they shouldn't say or do, but don't worry Fate I will make you My Daughter Just like how I want. Now be a good Daughter and take your punishment !"
"But I didn't do anything wrong f--' "
*SMAKE*
*Aahh* "f-father "
"No Fate you receiving your punishment you will address me as sir NOW Say it "
*SMAKE*
*Uha*
"S-sir i-it hurts"
*SMAKE*
"Good d because that's how you will learn to behave Fate Behave like a good daughter "
*SMAKE*
"P...P-please s---' sir s-top"
*SMAKE*
It was the first time I saw the real monster in my father a monster who loves to see someone in pain. The pain was so bad I thought I will die, maybe if I die everything will be good but it never.
Every hit I take every pain I feel was my punishment and I. I expect it coz I'm the daughter of a Monster.
Father always says I also have a monster in me but my monster wasn't bad he don't hurt anyone
2:30 Am,
*Sigh*
Again I weep my tears.
My nightmares they getting worse day by day I need something to stop them maybe someone can take them away for a while.
Maybe someday I will find my dreamcatcher too
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Monday,
9:00 Am
"Miss Kim come breakfast is ready "
"Adierson I already told you I will eat something at the office doesn't have it for breakfast !" No, you won't I know you.
"Miss Kim first have breakfast then you can leave "
"okay eat it with me then "
*Smile*
"Ok Miss Kim"
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"Miss Kim please take care your yourself''
"You too Adierson and came home before I came from the tour Arasso !"
"Yes Miss Kim "
"Fate I won't be home for 1 month so I expect you to be on your best behaviour okay?''
the word usually makes me remember him, but she's not him Fate relaxed. she cares about my cheeks
"Yes Miss Kim"
"Good girl Fate " I blushed
I wave my hands
*sigh*
I think im already missing her