learning the truth [alternate ending]

[sexual content suicide r*pe]

Levi p.o.v.

"Your d*ck is Huge- and mine are I don't even remember that- but I know I have two-"

Plus I'm not sure how it will work with two- and it might hurt-

I have to penatrate him twice

"two- two- you have two d*cks?!'' He replied

"Yes- I am part snake- snakes have two-" I replied

"I- you having one d*ck was enough- and now you have two-" he replied

"Yep-" I replied

Though I don't remember it-

"f*ck- and were going to f*ck after this- If things go well- but this won't make you happy" he replied

What was he going to tell me?

Was it about  Madoka?

"What is it Solomon?"I replied

"I have to tell you the truth and I know you're not going to like it" he replied

"just tell me-" I replied

"I r*ped Madoka-"he replied

My face darken-

"YOU WHAT?!" I replied

"r*ped forced them-to have sex with me- I pushed too far- he cried- and I didn't stop until he had broken down completely- I even enjoyed it-" he replied

"You enjoyed it?- what the f*ck Solomon- what the hell is wrong with you?" I replied

"too much-I'm really f*cked up I never cared about anyone and all I cared about was sex-" he replied

"that's why we f*cked so much huh?- did you even love me?" I replied

"I- I didn't- I wished I did- and I tried I tried so hard-but I couldn't- I knew you couldn't love me- but I still got upset when you choose him again- but why would you choose me?- the only thing I liked was your d*ck- I can't love you back- those feeling I had are gone and I still pretend there still there-I've be been empty for so long- f*ck and I promised him- I love you- forgive you-but it's just obsession and Lust- there is no love- and I've been lying for so long-" he replied

"But there's more to it Solomon- I think there's apart of you that still cares-If you really didn't then- why would you let me touch you?- is it just lust? then why me? not Madoka?-" I replied

"I can't- I hate that idea- to use him again- I- he doesn't desevre that- I f*cked him because you did- and he wanted me to use him- and it was good- but- It's not the same-no- it is I'm using you just like them- I once loved you but those feelings changed- and I linger on because I can't let go-I pretend nothing changed that I still love you but I don't" he replied

"why can't you let go?- you don't love me but your still holding on- you don't love me but you saved me- you don't love me but you still cared-" I replied

"I did it because I didn't have a choice-It's what he would want-" he replied

"why are you doing this for him?- are you sure it isn't him you love?'' I replied

"I don't love Madoka anymore- I love Levi-" he replied

What did he mean  why was he saying my name in third person?

"but you said you didn't" I replied

F*ck Levi- I don't know anymore- I'm just so used to saying that I love you- I did sometimes believe it- but as I thought about I realize I love him-" I replied

"then why didn't you go after him?" he replied

"because I want to move on from him- I want to love you- but I couldn't- I could only love him- because that's how it supposed to be- but he wanted us to be together- so I tried everything-

but now- I don't feel the same I used to for him- I regret what I did and want better for him, and I will do what he wants because it's the right thing to do" I replied

"You- still love them and you don't want to hurt them so you're trying to love me-" I replied

"Yeah-but more than anything- I want to be with Levi-" he replied

"why did you say my name? and in third person again can't you say you?" he replied

"sorry- Levi- I want to be with you-" he replied

"don't you want to be with him?" I replied

"No- never again-maybe in the past I still want to be with him but I want- you Levi-I'm not sure how to love you- but I want to say with you- if you let me-maybe you can show me the right way-" he replied

"alright- Solomon- I'll stay with you" I replied

"of course he did it hasn't been this long where we didn't f*ck- in a long time" he replied

"wait-are you- saying that isn't me?- that it's someone else?" I replied

"Yes- he's still apart of you despite being gone for so long I think because he stayed in your body longer then he was supposed to apart of his soul attached to you-" he replied

"just who is this person?-" I replied

"he's- the real Levi-I don't think you'll understand-" he replied

"the real Levi?" I replied

"Yes- this is the other thing I need to be honest about but this is hard- I'm not from this world-" he replied

"You're a transmigrator-and there was a transmigrator who had the same name and is still apart of me?" I replied

"Yes- that's all correct" he replied

"Wow- that makes a lot of sense Solomon- I think that's why I'm so attached to you- I originally loved you but my feelings changed over time- I hated you- but a part of me still loved you-lusted over you-I- couldn't understand it but- I wanted you badly-and I still do- but- I need to control it-you're not who I thought you were but- I still want to help you-and f*cking isn't it" I replied

"I know- but it's all we ever did- but I want to control myself as well- to be a better person-but the only way I was taught through was f*cking-"he replied

"Well there's better ways and being honest is one of them- lying makes things worse and the truth can hurt but your never going to get through it if you don't face it" I replied

"alright then I have one last thing- to tell you" he replied

"What is it Solomon?" I replied

"You're pregnant" he replied in my ear

"Solomon!- why of all times must you joke like this?" I replied

"I couldn't help it honey your fun to tease" he replied

"But seriously Solomon- there's something else isn't There?" I replied

"After what I did to Madoka- I still tried to f*ck you but I couldn't- and I told you what I did crying- I tried to kill myself but you stopped me I didn't deserve your forgiveness but didn't give up on me- you held on and let it all out and then I remember my true past with Madoka- I found out I was their past partner- that I had done it before just because he killed someone I cared about-and then I thought about f*cking you- I got on top of you but I couldn't- because you had told me to stop-and then you confused me- say you wanted me to do it again- you just meant stopping - wanted to stop myself and wanted to do the right thing- and you said I could still f*ck you and you would show me the right way- and we f*cked a whole-lot and you got pregnant-" he replied

"wow-that's a whole lot to take in

You broke down really badly- I must have said something to trigger that" I replied

"Yeah- you did- or rather he did-"I replied

"What was it?" He asked

"I-think you know" I replied

"Come on Solomon, why can't you tell me?- you know you can trust me"

"I know- I know But-what if I hurt you again?" I replied

"Solomon you won't,you love me"

"But yet I've hurt you everytime-"

"Maybe so but you've changed Solomon-"

"What are you talking about Levi-I haven't I'm still the same"

"Really?because we haven't f*cked-"

"Levi! -" he replied blushing hard

"You did say we're going to-" I replied

And since when are you shy about sex?

"I may have- but as I said before that's if things go well-and I think we- need to take things back- I can't pull you along like I did to him-" He replied

"Solomon I not going to give up on you-I don't want to let go of you" I replied

"I didn't say you have to but things can't be like how they used to be-"

He replied

"And that would be?are you saying that you want to start over?" I asked

"Mhm- I want to start over" he replied

"I do too Solomon" I replied

"Yes Levi- I think it's better this way- we need a fresh start" he replied

"Alright then- no f*cking kisses or hand jobs" I replied

"Levi- your really cruel" he replied

"Your the cruel one- you have been the one using me-" I replied

"Yes- and I have used you well- too bad I won't be able to feel it again" he replied

"Dammit Solomon! Don't tease me!" I shouted

"Who's teasing who? I'm pretty sure you're the one who started this" he replied

"I'm the one who started this?" I replied

"Yes your the one who said he would f*ck me but you didn't-you couldn't do such a simple task- you may have made me cum-but I'm still not satisfied" he replied in my ear

"I-f*ck Solomon-" I replied

"Don't tell me your hard already" he replied with a hot breath

"Dammit Solomon!" I replied and pushed him back

"Come on Levi,no need to be ashamed" he replied caressing my ear

"I'm not! But Solomon you can't do- these things to me" I replied

"What exactly am I doing? Levi I'm not doing anything- you didn't say I couldn't tease you?" He replied

"No- but think about it Solomon- I don't want you to fall back into  your old habits-" I replied

That got him to stop and stood there in silence he put his head down sulking and it seemed like he would break into tears again-

He had broken down the first time-

Like he told me- just now- I don't want that again

"Solomon stop sulking

I care about you Solomon- and I'm sorry for leaving you like this-I was a jerk and I'm still being one-and maybe it's selfish but I want things to go back to how they used to be but without all the chaos-" he replied

"Levi- I'm so sorry- I was so terrible to you-I used you- your body- I lied- I deceived you- manipulated you-"

"Solomon- I know you were you were a monster- but deep down I still believed you loved me and maybe I was a fool-but Solomon be honest with me do you still love me?" He replied

"I- don't want to hurt you again- I have sacrificed so much- just to be with you again and I remember all the feelings I had for you- they're still there I have tried to push them away because I loved someone else- but I still love you-" I replied

"I'm glad Solomon- I love you too!" He replied

I leaned in and kissed him

It was sweet and passionate

He kissed me back with intensity

I could almost moan in ecstasy

F*ck I missed this- him

I kissed him back fiercely

Pushing my body against his

He pushed back his tongue

Curving twisting and turning grabbing my tongue and pulling it back and forth I twisted my tongue around his and pulled back our tongues danced as we continued to intensively make out and we released we both moaned in ecstasy

"Damn that felt so good-" he replied

"Better than sex?" I replied

"I don't even remember what sex feels like anymore-" he replied

"You don't?- didn't you f*ck Madoka twos weeks ago?" I asked

"Levi- that's not the same- I don't love them" he  replied

"But you used to didn't you?" I replied

"Yes but those feelings are long gone of course I still care about him but not the same way I do about you I don't want to hurt him again and I want what's best for him I f*cked him because he wanted me to and he knew you would choose him so we agreed to it and wanted you to find out so you would hate him and if you didn't you would hate me but if you hated him you would love me- he did that because

he loved me- he wanted me to be happy and he sacrificed himself for me- f*ck that's why they're such a good person" he replied

"F*ck- he really loved you - I wished he ended up with someone better-

Belph hates humans and he was cruel to him-and he won't ever change" I replied

"But aren't I the same Levi? I changed, didn't I? What makes you think he can't? And I believe they will love each other as we do now they're just two steps behind us" he replied

"Yeah your right Solomon- maybe he will get better-but seeing them f*ck was too much-" I replied

"They f*cked?-" he replied

"Yes-f*ck I don't like remembering-" I replied

"Hmm- how do you know this?" He asked

"I saw it Solomon- I know it could have been just my imagination-

But- it doesn't feel like that to me-

Even though I didn't want to believe it

I know it happened- but Solomon it's really messed up why would you kill someone and kill yourself after just so you can f*ck in the afterlife?" I replied

"Do remember what it feels like there?- sex is almost endless and it feels amazing- f*ck I miss that- your d*ck especially" he replied

"Solomon-I don't remember that-" I replied

The d*ck especially- is it bad I'm jealous of my past self?

"You don't huh?-that memory might not be accessible- like that coffee date" he replied

"Coffee date? What are you talking about?" I replied

"It's something between me and the other Levi- there are still certain memories you don't share- but he was barely there - a piece of him was there and it's still a part of you- but I know you two aren't the same- you are similar but you still are different

That Levi didn't care about anyone besides me and you care about Madoka like I do he made you crazy but I made you crazier-" he replied

"F*ck Solomon- you drive me insane-I can't even think straight-" I replied

"That's because you're thinking gay" He replied

"Solomon-what are with your jokes?!"

I replied

"Come on I thought you liked jokes?"

He replied

"I do- it's just I don't expect these from you-" I replied

"Is me being confident so surprising?" He replied

"Yeah- what happened to your pride?"

"I still have it with more colors" he replied

"Solomon-seriously?" I replied

"Come on Levi you know you like it" He replied

"It doesn't feel right hearing it from you- I feel like you might accidentally insult me" I replied

"I won't Levi I'm not that cruel- I'll lay off the gay jokes for you-" he replied

"Solomon- how did you know you were gay?" I asked

"After our 8th round-" he replied

"8th round?! F*ck Solomon, how many times did we f*ck?"

"11 times you f*cked me on the last round-I liked it so much- I asked you to do it again- and I wanted you to keep-" he replied

"Solomon- you didn't stop did you?"

I replied

"We did a few times but- I didn't want to-after the last round we were both heartbroken- I've wanted to apologize since that day- using your feelings and not stopping when you told me to" he replied

"Solomon I don't think either of us was in the right mindset at the time" I replied

"What do you mean?" He replied

"I remember what happened Solomon- f*ck- we were drugged" I replied

"Madoka!- f*ck no wonder he was there when I woke up that's why my memories were a little foggy and he told me he drugged you- I almost forgot that-" he replied

"He- drugged us?!" I shouted

"Yeah not just us Beel and Asmo too"

"Did those two f*ck?" I replied

"No Beel f*cked Mammon and Madoka f*cked Asmo" he replied

"Oh- was there anyone else?" I replied

"So your not going to react to either of them" he replied

"I know Mammon had a crush on beel and was scared like I was- I liked Asmo- I feel so disgusted by it-and knowing Madoka and him- I feel like the world likes punishing me" I replied

"Hey- it's ok Levi- I know you were obsessed with both of them- and I hurt them both-" he replied

"BOTH?! YOU HURT ASMO?!" I shouted

"I f*cked him just to get over you and I finally had enough I f*cked him one last time and called him disgusting" he replied

"YOU F*CKING A******!" I shouted

And slapped him

I glared at him

"I deserved that- I was the one who thought I was disgusting And I projected it on him-but it was YOU who changed that- but- I still did those awful things to Madoka- I insulted him- abused him- I said he really wasn't a man because he used to be a girl- that really hurt them- I said I was still straight because he wasn't a guy and he didn't count I didn't even tell him about Asmo- but I couldn't he was obsessed with him- he wouldn't shut up about him- I hated Asmo so much back then- I regret it- I know you care about him and so does Luke-"he replied

"You regret it?- did you ever apologize to him?!" I replied

"No- I never did-" he replied

"WHAT THE HELL SOLOMON?!" I shouted

"Levi I'm sorry-" he replied

"YOU SHOULD APOLOGIZE TO HIM!" I shouted

"How Levi? He wouldn't forgive me

He's not like you-" he replied

"Why should he? It's been so long now and I know it took long to apologize to me but you did it over and over again but I always forgot and it's good you've told me everything- but I'm still pissed Solomon" I replied

"I know Levi I knew you would be when I told you so I hid it from you you can do whatever you want to beat me up just like then" he replied

"Solomon- I'm not going to beat you up Yes I'm pissed but I couldn't hurt you not again we've both hurt each other both psychically and mentally I want us to be better-" I replied

"You're not going to hurt me? But I-" he replied

I put my finger to his lip

"Solomon stop it- even after this- I still love you- I don't know why- but I still believe in you-

you're a better person- and it takes time to recover- I don't expect you to be the nicest person but to behave better and telling everything to me like you are now helps-" I replied

He put his lips on my finger and sucked it

"Solomon!" I shouted feeling myself heat up

He licked my finger teasing me more

I jumped back and slapped him

"Hey- what was that for? I thought you liked this?" He replied

"I don't! F*ck Solomon- what the hell is wrong with you? And no Solomon I don't want to f*ck- how can something like that still be on your mind?" I replied

"With you, in front of me it's hard not to" he replied

"Solomon stop it- f*cking doesn't solve anything- it will only make things worse- I want us to be happy have a good relationship-to love each other-"

"And have a family- for our daughter to have us and grow up happy-"

"Our daughter? - we have a daughter?!" I replied

"Yes- I told you I got you pregnant that night- she also talked to me- I was confused but she's an AI she had consciousness before she was born she woke up when you said the words our child - I was only able to talk to her for a short time but I got the information I needed- she told me my mission and what happened to the world the creator was supposed to help but instead they ended up doing what they wanted and didn't help so I was sent here to destroy them-"

"Who is this creator?" I asked

"Madoka- or rather the creator is in their body and that was why I did those awful things to Madoka because that was my mission to destroy them-"

He replied

"Were you told to do those awful things to Asmo? Or me?" I replied

"No- but just because I was told to destroy them in the worse way possible which was vague and I picked the worse option emotional damage and rape- but I regretted it both times" he replied

"Both times?! You did it twice?!" I replied

"Yes- I first did it in the past and after that my memory was erased of it

And so I ended up doing it again and regretting it but you stopped me from killing myself that time-" he replied

"You did in the past? Wait what was your true past with Madoka?" I asked

"Abusive partner towards the end and a childhood friend" he replied

"So you were their past partner?" I asked

"Yes-we kissed and we could have f*cked like a normal couple but I took it too far I forced them into it they would do everything I wanted including giving me their body if they loved me I did all that because they had killed my friend our friend she was close to them they were like siblings I couldn't understand why he did it but he told me that I had him and he did it because he thought I loved her but I told him that lie because I was scared- and then I was able to reveal my feelings after- you died-" he replied

"After I died?- we had another past life?" I asked

"Yes - if you count the first then we've had 3 and thisis the fourth life together" he replied

"Doesn't that mean we're soul mates?"

I asked

"Yes but Madoka was also our soulmate they were there too-" he replied

"Madoka Is our soulmate?" I replied

"I know it's confusing but they bring us together each time that is how they are our soulmate - without them we can never be brought together- and after that they die because that is their curse they can bring others together but they will die afterward and there is one who is attached to their curse and will die with them so they aren't alone in death-except once when the other refused to die the demon could stay but the human pasted on and they came back- and from then on they continued to die together- I met Madoka for the second time and I told them the truth I tried to be better but I still ended up using them- and afterward I killed myself

And in that life, I met you- but I messed everything up I used your brother and raped your friend- I used you and then I told you the truth and the first time you took it well and the second but on the 3rd time you didn't

You yelled punched and kicked me and ran off to another man-but then when they died you couldn't take it and ended up killing yourself so I went in after you- you were happy to see me saying you missed me

But the truth was you were just trying to replace me with them because they didn't love you I still stayed by your side-then you told me that you hated them and loved me- but I couldn't tell you the same- I told you I loved them and that I wanted to love you because that's what they wanted but I couldn't- and I ended up using you-and you- were ok with that-until I met the true you they told me to be honest with my feelings and apologize to you-Levi- I- love-" He replied

I put my hand to his mouth

"Solomon you don't need to say it- I know you do- I love you too Solomon-I know it takes time for us to realize it- but right now I can tell you are being honest- and I am too- my feelings towards you are complex but I do love you-" I replied moving his hand back and inserting my tongue in

Moving back and forth he moaned in ecstasy

And then everything went dark

And when I opened my eyes-

I was alone- Where did Solomon go?