CHAPTER 421

  SUDDENLY

  T H E A

  I breathe out and opened my eyes.

  I'm back to the present time.

  I see Liv standing right next to me and he stares at me sorrily with rueful eyes. But I don't regret leaving him. I didn't regret leaving him and ending what I had with him. I was free from being controlled on what to do and being told what I shouldn't do.

  I was free from pain.

  I looked away from him and exhaled heavily. I can still recall how painful it was for me to go through those timea when I was being with him and to leave him alone. But I knew I just have to do it for my own good even though I loved him very dearly.

  "Vi..." His voice weakens. "I have been trying to change and to control myself ever since you left. I am trying. I swear."

  "Then I'm happy for that." I answer him.

  He shakes his head. "I'm not. I'm not happy about losing you. I have never felt like the other half of my life is missing."