Back in his web

You know that feeling you have when you are about to make a crucial decision that you know deep down is going to change your life. Well, I'm kind of feeling this way.

I'm in a Lyft car I ordered heading to William's music studio somewhere outside New York City.

I feel guilty as hell. Because one, I haven't told my boyfriend about this. Two, I made up a lie I was doing a fake dating thing with Adrian and he believed me because I hardly lie to him. And it was easy to do so because I told him on the phone.

Harper could have talked me out of this with a punch maybe, but she doesn't know either.

So here I am walking right into William's web again but this time around the love I have for Chris is my only salvation to save me from him.

"We have arrived at your location madam," The Lyft driver prompted me.

"Okay," I paid and got out of the car with nervous jitters eating me from the inside.

I was in Jersey City a city outside New York.