Arc 3 Chapter 71 Alice

Pov first apostle first person

" Mirella, that name sounds familiar. Ragnar once mentioned you. Enough of that, you should know what happened to me. So mind telling me that too?"

" Well, you see. After your world, that Ragnar cared much for, was destroyed. You were brought to this place. In this heaven there are no nightwalkers, or corrupted. You can finally live in peace."

" Mirella, honey, you do know that I'm here, because i lost everything i cared for. You think that i will live a happily ever after?"

" Well, why not rebuild and have new things to care for?"

" I lost everything and i rebuilt it. Then i lost everything again. You seriously think I'm going to do it again. I have been in the middle of corruption, do these things, living in this illusion even know what there missing?"

" Missing what?" the blue haired elf said.

" I take that as a no. Why would I rebuild in a place, racist against humans. Because Ragnar recreated them here and they did something. You think I'm stupid. I can feel the burning eyes of his disgusting worshipers."

" Okey, you don't have to be so mean. I have met humans outside this place. They aren't as bad, as their pictured here. I understand you're anger."

" No, you don't! God always watched over you, protecting you from any harm. Have you even suffered in life? Or has he sugarcoated everything. So your sweet little mind, doesn't get corrupted by the world. Did you even lose anything to the corruption?"

" No, Ragnar brought me here, a month after it began and we already had protection, when it arrived."

" Exactly, so don't sympathize with me, by saying you know what I'm going through. Now if you excuse me, i have a god to curse, while i commit, evil monstrosity's, like my race always do."

" You think I'm going to let you do that. Who do you think you are, huh. You humans are all the same. Hurt everything around you. Even those who want to help." The blue haired elf said, as she charged at me. Not wanting to bother with her. I waved my hand, sending her flying.

After that, i left. No looking back. I knew i was the only one left behind to suffer and I'm going to find out why. Marching right towards Ragnar's presence, which i had learned to detect. Thanks to my skill, Ragnar's presence. Many of the worshipers looked at me strangely, but I didn't care. If i wanted too, i could eat all of them and become even more powerful. Behind me, was Mirella, that didn't stop following me. Probably afraid i would hurt someone. But i just ignored the innocent girl. No one in this heaven knew what it's like outside. It doesn't matter what you go through here, nothing is as bad as the outside.

Even me, a being protected by god himself, has been corrupted. Only thanks to gluttony, that eats my corruption, do i not eat everything.

The journey to Ragnar's presence, was relatively short. We arrived after a 5 minute walk. A weird temple, with hot girls standing in front of it. But my attraction towards the opposite gender, or any gender, was long gone. They no longer attracted me. The second chaos touched them, they would become mindless beast eating everything.

I walked past the two girls guarding the entrance too the temple. But also noticed their distaste towards me. But they stopped, when they saw Mirella and saluted. Making the innocent girl, sight.

As i entered, the inside reminded me of church the only difference was that the sofas went in a circle. Instead of multiple in a line. At the front stood a statue of Ragnar and some other goddess. Whoever she was, it was not important. Several priestesses looked at me, as i walked towards the statue.

When i reached it, i touched the statue and disappeared.

Pov mc first person

" Greetings Leif, i have awaited our meeting for a long time."

" Sure you have, why now? Why not when i needed you? I have nothing to lose, or gain anymore. So I don't need you and you don't need me."

" Even if that is true, you are my apostle and I'm your god. We will always need each other, until you become a god, or die. The later one, is not my choice, as i just saved you. So that should be obvious. As for why I didn't help you when you needed it the most. It's simple really. I didn't know you needed me. For you see, i have had my own problems and forgot about all my worshipers. I only noticed what was happening two minutes before your death. I apologize for my failure as a god."

" You can send me back and i can die. I have no reason to live anymore. A captain dies with his ship, the very fact that I'm alive is a disgrace."

" Stop being so dramatic, have a life in this world. Even if you lost everything, you can rebuild a third time. Then after you become a god, you can see the bigger picture. Why give up now. Stay here, play in my realm, for a while. Then i will allow you to return and trust you do what's right."

Pov Leif first person

After saying his final piece he left. He made no excuse for his actions, other than not being in the right state of mind, for a while. So i will never forgive him and to be honest, I don't think he wants to be forgiven.

Walking around in his realm, i was disgusted. The place looked like heaven. Rainbows everywhere, with water falls, rivers and mountains. It is what i would describe as perfection. All over the place, spirits of water played. I had only seen one spirit in my life. It was in the beginning, before it died, or got saved. So seeing so many was new for me.

Some of them flew to me and said " let's play." Then they flew away, towards one of the waterfalls. I followed them, but didn't plan to play. I was going to overthink my life, before I chose to end it all, or continue.

Walking into the water fall, i did something i have seen many do in the past. I sat in in, letting my body feel the pressure of the waterfall. But i was to strong. It was barely noticeable anymore. The spirits flew around me, as i sat in the water fall. Time passed, until i saw a vision. It was a cute girl, going through pain, over and over again. She fought in a dungeon, got tortured and then let lose. Only to play in chaos, she was let lose. Killed hundreds of ways, explored many new things.

Then the vision ended abruptly, stopping at her fighting the thing known as Dxars.

" You saw it two?" Ragnar said, appearing out of nowhere.

" Yes, what was that?"

" That is my girlfriend, her name is Alice. She is of the same world as you and me. She has been suffering from day one. Lately i have been trying to find her and will soon go on a journey in chaos, to do so. That is the reason I didn't see what you were doing. I feel all her pain and feel all her pleasure. The last months have been really hard and the fact that it's happening to the most important person in my life. Doesn't help. Yet, even through all the pain, she still smiles. I'm not trying to say, that what you gone through isn't painful. I'm trying to tell you to be like her. Find happiness, don't wait for it to find you!" He said, leaving once more. Leaving me with something to think about.

Pov Alice first person

My house, i thought as i started walking. I had died thousands of time already. But this is weird. Why am i home? I was at my old home, where i lived with my family. A big red house was in front of me. A gray garage was to my left and an apple farm was behind the house. Home sweet home, i thought as i walked in. The white door creaked, as i opened it. Walking into the house, the sunlight seeped through the door. Lighting up the interior. To my left were the shoes and to my right was the stairs, leading to the second floor.

I walked forward a bit and took the first left, leading to the kitchen. I walked to the white fridge to the right and opened it. The Inside of the fridge was empty. So with no other choice, i closed the fridge and walked the living room. The living room, was like i remembered it, a giant room, with some chairs tables and a couch in the right end of the room. With a tv, in front of it. Siting down, i stared at the black screen, stuck in memory lane.

I remembered when me and Ragnar played here. Tickled each other and hugged each other. Silent tears left my eyes. Not those of sadness, but of happiness. Even if this was fake, an illusion created by chaos. I was still thankful. Thanks to this, i remembered who i was. I'm not some whore, slave, or toy. I'm Alice, 19 years old and a happy go lucky girl.

I grabbed the pillow next to me and hugged it. But knew this wouldn't last forever, so i kicked the couch, leading to it transforming into a monster. Like most things in chaos, it had no eyes, or tentacles. It was simply a black sludge, that attacked on instinct. So i killed it and continued to attack the house. All the furniture and even the walls transformed into monsters that attacked me.

A smile was plastered on my face, as i was killing my pillows. Even if i was getting over my past in a way, killing it. It gave me the strength to go on. To never give up. Once you hit rock bottom, you can only go up and the last few days, I've been doing just that.

After hours of fighting, my house, garage and apple farm was all gone. I finally figured out what this place was, resulting in me not wanting to stay. So i killed myself and moved on with life.

Pov Elin first person

" Who does he think he is? Threatening us, the second he arrives. Even if we were so welcoming." I said to Mirella, who had a strained smile. Almost like she was irritated at me.

" Can you stop? This time you were in the wrong. All the people here hates humans. You underestimate him Elin. He is someone i respect. More than anyone in this world, or any other world, or realm. He has gone through things you wouldn't understand. Now, can we talk about something else. While we wait for him to return, if he returns." She said, surprising me. Why was i getting yelled at, I'm in the right. Not wrong. So with no other choice i pouted and walked away. The people here understand my view on things and agree with me. Why can't she?

Not wanting to be with her, while she was being mean, i left. Walking down the beautiful streets of the cloud country, i watched everything around me. Business was doing good. I couldn't see any poor. Meaning we weren't failing. But my walk stopped quickly when i saw two people fight, so as the good person i am, i went to stop it.

( Author here: yooo chapter. You know what that means. Power stones and write a review, please. Anyways, schedule will soon change to 3-4 chapters a week. As school will soon start and i have to focus on that too. Soo tomorrow is the last chapter, that follows this schedule. The next chapter after that will be in two or three days. Thought you should know, before i start doing the schedule. Anyways see you all tomorrow and have a great day. Author out :) )