I love you but I hate you

- What did I do...?

Raylene walked away, went back to her room, closed the door quietly, then started rubbing her hands

together in confusion, - What am I going to do now?

Raylene paused for a while and then realized that the only number she remembered was Haitney Run's number.

- No, no... it's impossible... No, I can't.

Raylene started to move quickly into the room and then realized she took out some papers and sat on the bed and started writing in the papers

After a few minutes Raylene looked at the door and said

- Three... two... one.

There was a knock on the door as soon as I spoke, then Raylene rose quietly and opened the door.

-Welcome Madam.

Welcome, is there something?

Raylene smiled surprised.

- What is there? At this late time?

- Ah... nothing, I just came to find out if you needed anything.

I actually want to get out of the room a little bit, I'm bored.

Shall we go together, madam?

- Yes of course.

Raylene smiled and left the room with the maid and as soon as she left the man holding her entered the room and went straight to the bed where the papers were and lifted them towards him.

- Ah... I didn't expect that she was in such a hurry to write these things.

- Useless words.

He left the room, closed the door quietly, and went back to his office and sat quietly as if nothing had happened.

But he started looking because he missed one of his phones.

He got up and shook the desk and then quickly left the office and headed toward the garden where Raylene and the maid went to see that the maid was lying unconscious.

- Guards!!!

- Guards!!

All the guards ran from all the doors of the palace and stood in front of him with straightness and fear.

Their hands tremble and their mouths stiffen in fear.

-what happened??

Everyone turned towards the Northeast Gate, but no one was blocked from there, so he went with his men there and saw some drops of blood on the ground.

- Raylene... -

Where is Raylene!!!

He started screaming around the place at the top of his voice and hesitating here and there looking for Raylene who had disappeared.

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-Rindu, please, I'm not feeling well..

Ran got upset and kicked things off the table in front of him

-Brother, I'm just trying to help you

Rindo got up from the sofa beside him and was looking at Ran who was not in good shape, even looking tired, not wearing his usual tie.

The top buttons of the shirt are open.

Ran tossed his hair and went down but his eyes were filled with sadness and he was trying to calm down.

Then he took a cigarette from his pocket, turned it on, and started smoking, and smoking was the only thing that made him forget.

He opened the door to the great balcony and went out to put his other hand in his pocket and smoke with his other hand.

- Ran, come in, maybe someone is stalking you from afar.

He shouted in a cold voice.

It doesn't matter, I don't care anymore.

Rindo stood inside the balcony and put his hands in his pockets and looked at his slowly suffering brother as if he was running out of energy.

"That woman...I think it's really divine punishment for him."

"Otherwise, how could he be so serious for a woman only, I did not expect him to love a woman so much."

"I stopped at every previous moment that he would forget her, but it seems that he won't do that, and he will keep looking for her all his life, even if it costs him to give up Pontine."

- Ran, your phone is ringing.

I don't want to answer, leave him alone.

Rendo walked over to the phone and there were several missed calls and then a message he opened and its contents.

📝Ran I'm Raylene answer me! 📝

Rendo yelled at his brother in a loud voice, which made Ran rush in and take the phone from Rendo and looked at the message and his whole body started trembling and then called the same number

- Raylene...!

Raylene, answer!!

Ran ran outside and headed towards the other place of the headquarters and left the phone in front of the table for one of his men

- I want the site quickly, I want the site specifically and quickly, come on faster!!

- And you! Go prepare yourselves, five of you will come with me quickly!

- I'll come with you too, take care of Raylene and leave the men to me.

His brother stood behind him, pulled the safety button of his pistol back into his pocket, and left Rendo to talk and round up the men while Ran watched the man working to clear the site.

"Raylene... honey, what's going on with you...!"

"Don't worry, I'm coming, just bear with me..."

Ran took the site and almost hit the wall as he turned quickly, so he quickly descended the stairs to his feet and forgot the main elevator of the building and took his car driving himself.

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- Ran... I have done you wrong... I shouldn't have trusted anyone else... even though the hate inside me became greater than the love I had for you.

She walks with slow, tired steps, looking around at eleven o'clock in the evening.

Only the street lights reflect the shadow of a tired Raylene embracing herself and her stomach in her hands.

And some blood that covered between her legs.

- Why does all this happen to me... What did I do in this life... Is it just because I wasn't born lucky enough?

I just wish I could die like this without

anyone finding me.

She felt tired, so she went to one of the sidewalks and sat down on the high ground of one of the shops, then put her head on the edge and raised her feet to embrace her stomach in her hands.

She feared for what was in her stomach more than she feared for herself, the maternal instinct that she did not feel, she tried with all determination to present it to her unborn child.

Raylene opened her eyes after hearing the voices of men approaching her and then got up from her place and continued on her way

She heard the voices of foreign men behind her and she tried to run while embracing her stomach.

- No, no... I won't let them have my baby!

Tears fell as she ran heavy and tried not to make anyone approach her when everyone pointed their weapons at her

but the light of the car that hit its lights in front of their eyes made them out of sight so the car turned around Raylene and stopped behind her and booked between them and them.

As for Raylene, she sat on the floor embracing herself, her head down, and her eyes did not stop tears.

He got out of the car quickly and quickly headed towards her, taking her hands away and talking to her calmly, after his men took care of those who started shooting at them.

He took her little hands off her head and looked into her eyes for a very long time.

She saw him, and her tears fell.

Her heart reassured and her feelings changed, the feelings that she used to say was the most feared place for her, the safest place became

his big hugs that he opened to take her completely between his wings, her teary eyes and the sound of her choked gasps.

- You are with me now... No one will approach you now.