Worry

Iyya's mood is still messy due to pressure from her parents about inviting Abidzar to have dinner with them. If only they knew that getting into Abidzar's car and making him turn to look at him took a lot of effort. Iyya realizes that all of this is her fault for recognizing Abidzar as her lover.

   However, Iyya did not expect that her parents were so excited about their relationship. After the death of his parents, who he said wanted to have dinner together and leave Iyya, really managed to melt his feelings. Plus a group video call by Alula and Janeva.

   Like it or not, he had to pick it up. He also didn't know why he had to pick up the video call. What's so important?

     "Why is it?" asked Abiya with a frown. The frustration was completely doubled. He felt like getting angry at whoever was in front of his eyes.

    "What's wrong with you, just showing up and getting angry right away," replied Janeva, who is already known for her sensitive attitude. Looks like he's also in a bad state right now.

    Iyya chuckled. Then, then he was silent. Let that connect them to talk and say what the goal is. That's the most important right? He had to hear what made Alula connect them over a group video call like this.

    "It's me who should be angry, because I'm busy with parental business that I shouldn't be doing," continued Janeva, still not finished grumbling her complaints. She rolled her eyes lazily. How the heck is this? Why is this a battle of fate?

     Alula chuckled loudly. "I'm the one who wants to tell you. Why are you guys complaining about it!"

   Janeva fell silent. Meanwhile, Iya rolled her eyes. How the heck is this? Why is this a battle of fate?

   "What's the story, Alula? You can't really tell. Are you confused?" asked Abiyya trying to be considerate. Suppress his egoism first.

   "Confused? Can someone like Alula be confused?"

    "Uh, I'm also human, again a woman. It would be better if you as friends first listen to what their friends want to tell you. So, do you want to be heard?"

    Abiya, who wanted to say that he was ready to listen to whatever Alula wanted to tell him, an unexpected call made Iyya jump from her seat and surprised Janeva and Alula.

    "My prince called!"

   "Sorry, well, I have to say goodbye first. The one who called first can't be ignored. I'm afraid there won't be a second chance because of that. Bye!"

   Iyya actually cut off their group video connection. Abi calling him first was a great thing. Able to raise his mood that had been shattered.

   "Hello, Abidzar. What's wrong?" he asked as soon as he received the call.

   No sound. Even though Iyya was already very happy, her lip line dropped slightly because she didn't get any answer.

   "Abidzar? You are there, right?" I don't know why Iyya's feelings are so uncertain. What's the matter? Abidzar who contacted him first was already strange. Now, plus there is no voice over there. Or maybe Abidzar's cellphone was snatched? Abidzar is pickpocketed?

    "Hello, this is Abidzar who has a cell phone, right?" His voice already sounded worried. Don't let your guess be right. Could be in danger Abidzar.

   "Hey! Who are you?"

   "Yeah!"

   Iyya's voice, which had been ready for war earlier, softened again when Abidzar's voice greeted.

   "Abidzar?"

   "Yya, where?"

   Iyya is getting worried when she hears Abidzar's voice, which is weak and powerless. What's up with that guy anyway?

   "At home. Why? Abidzar need something?"

    Another silence. Only a gust of wind could be heard on the phone. Where is Abizar? Why does the wind sound so strong?

   "Where are you?"

   "Here. Yya, I want to apologize. I'm sorry if all this time I can only make you sad and hurt. Sorry because as long as you know me, I can't give you even a little smile."

    "What are you talking about? Where are you now? Can I catch up?"

   "No need, Yya. I just need you to listen to me now."

    Iyya afraid. The feeling was so uncomfortable. What really happened to Abidzar? Why is that man?

   "Okay. But, you all share your location!"

    "No, Yya. I just want to say that. In that case, I'll hang up the phone."

   Before Abiya could answer, the phone call earlier was dead. Abidzar is not well. That's what Iyya needs to know without asking now.

    ***

   The water down there was swift and dark. Definitely deep.

   Abidzar's eyes rose to the sky. Smiling at the stars that adorn the sky tonight.

   "Papa, I want to catch up with you in heaven. We'll play together again later. Mom might be happier if she lives alone without me. But I can't do it without daddy. I miss daddy, for that I want to catch up with daddy. Wait for me yeah, daddy!"

    Because, in fact, Abidzar was that weak. He is not a strong man like he always appears in public.

    His soul is too lonely to be strong enough to live life. And that loneliness has happened since he was born into this world. It got worse when his father left. There was nothing that he could make as a strength in his life.

    On campus, he made a lot of friends. However, many friends will not change the fact that he is an unwanted child. The fact that Iris didn't want him alive also couldn't be denied by anything.

   For some reason, his mind was fixed on the woman whose name was Abiya. He contacted her to apologize one last time for not being able to fulfill all the dreams that she wanted to do with him.

    There was no fear as his gaze looked down the bridge. In fact, there is a sense of enthusiasm to immediately jump there and greet the water that must be cold.

    "When I'm already in front of daddy, please hug me right away, dad! I miss daddy's hugs," he said sadly.

    ***

    Abiya was confused because she didn't know what to do. He kept pacing back and forth thinking about what he could do right now to help Abidzar.

    "I have to find out through Dellyn. He must know something about Abidzar by now, right?"

    Abiya immediately tried to contact Dellyn's number, which she had for a long time but never used.

    Without waiting for a long time, the call was immediately received. I'm grateful.

   "Hello, Dellyn?"

   "Why? Who is this?" It's normal if we're not close, don't have each other's numbers? Even though they had known each other for a long time.

   "This is Abiya. Do you know where Abidzar is now?"

    "No. Why?"

    "I'm really worried. Earlier he called me just to say an apology. I'm afraid he's doing something wrong. Do you seriously not know?" Iyya really worried not playing. She was afraid something bad would happen to the man she loved. Hopefully the bad thoughts don't happen.

   "Don't panic yet, Yya. I'll try to help you find out. He's also my best friend. I'll try to find him from his favorite place. We'll meet in the front garden of the Abidzar complex now."