I thought I was fine, yet I still wasn't

The pain inside her chest couldn't be measure, it was new to her, she was unaware and didn't know how to start again. She didn't know how to begin without them, right now she knew that she's alone, and no one to lean on. She didn't have anyone to share and mourn with her loss. Losing someone is really painful, right? How can an individual accept it? Will they will be able to?

"I'm all alone... How can I move forward? I don't see any future ahead of me?"

Every night, she was inside her dark and cold room. She was always on the floor, sitting as she was sobbing and mourning for her parent's loss. Every night her chest screams in pain and all the memories was all coming back at her.

"How can I moved on from this undying pain? How!"